Faiths Hangover

Pain teaches us all.

[ephimervitae]

Ephimer Vitae

Vassel of Vitaeon. Child of the Stars. The Ruthless Healer. The Big Gay. Ally of the Marzena Line. Cleric of Loviatar.

“It’s my anti fire corpse. that I keep tied to my back, for safety. I’ve been on fire a lot the past few months.”

Every struggle you had in your life shaped you into the person you are today. Be thankful for hard times they can only make you stronger.

- Unknown

Theme: The Promised Beginning (Project Destati: LIGHT) Song: Beleiver - Imagine Dragons

You made me a, you made me a believer, believer (Pain, pain) You break me down, you build me up, believer, believer (Pain) Oh let the bullets fly, oh let them rain My life, my love, my drive, it came from (Pain) You made me a, you made me a believer, believer

Class: Cleric

Race: Teifling

Alignment: Neutral Evil

Notable Marks: A scar from the left jaw to the left lip, Backgrown Horns

Trinkets: His Hammer, named Vitae

Weapons: Shield and Hammer

Specialization: Healing and Protection

Romance: Hella Gay for Te’tha Vitaeon

Tarot: The Star. time better spent in reflection. surrender to the greater good.

Personality Type: INFP-A . MEDIATOR . Mediator personalities are true idealists, always looking for the hint of good in even the worst of people and events, searching for ways to make things better. While they may be perceived as calm, reserved, or even shy, Mediators have an inner flame and passion that can truly shine.

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I found a new prayer with them today. The Pain that all the world lives through, and through them a new one. I can feel their hurt in the way they look at me. I know not why or how they have come to feel the Pain, but you have graced them with your presence. Their Pain is not unlike my own, but they need not know I understand them in a different way. They shy away from the Pain of the past and push themselves forward into the Pain of the future, I work in your name to bring harmony between the two.

-Ephimers Prayers

Character Boards: Ruya 2/?

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I’m in love with fantasies of people I haven’t met yet, and places I haven’t seen yet. They possess my heart, they drive my determination. The reason I’m still alive, is because of these fantasies. These fantasies that I hope will one day be real.

The Fantasy. |(Morsus Engel)|  (via kittencrimson)

[your-old-new-song]

Peace

So many emotions. Terror. Frustration. Worry. Determination. Relief.

And all in one day, leaving us in a state of fatigue.

When I saw you lying in the street, I couldn’t much blame you. “The sky is so pretty,” you said, and I was filled with warmth as I laid down beside you.

You asked our sibling to join us, and they agreed readily, excitedly, joining our little circle of exhausted reprieve.

We watched in silence as the sky turned from blue to orange to pink and purple, as the stars began to shine through.

And as with each speck of light, so too did our loved ones trickle through, coming out into the dark to complete our little circle.

It was quiet. It was peaceful. Though we knew the coming days would be just as long, just as hard, just as daunting, for a moment, there was peace.

Then we started yelling. Started fighting. Started arguing. And through it all, I felt so much love, I thought for sure my chest would burst, causing the night to go from black to purple to pink to orange to blue.

This is my family, I thought with a smile. All near. All safe. All within arm’s reach.

Truly, never had I known such peace.

[ephimervitae]

[noct-luna]

“The stars shine for you now.” [insp.]

[quote-inspo]

Singles series (1/?)

Sometimes I feel like giving up…

Then I remember that I have a lot of motherfuckers to prove wrong.

Thea

Daya - Sit Still, Look Pretty

[quote-inspo]

They dragged you into the darkness…

A playlist for the queen forced to retake her throne

i. NOBILITY - Halsey; gasoline

ii. END OF HAPPINESS - Paramore; brick by boring brick

iii. BETRAYED - Florence + The Machine; seven devils

iv. VISIONS OF THEA - Demi Lovato; warrior

v. BANDIT QUEEN - Halestorm; scream

vi. REVENGE - Bebe Rexha; cry wolf

vii. “RESURRECTION” -   Molly Sanden; phoenix

viii. RETURN TO LAKEHAVEN - Macy Kate cover; radioactive

ix. TAKING BACK HER COMMAND - Demi Lovato; confident

x. HER POWER, ACTUALIZED - Halestorm; i am the fire

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A woman as gentle as a cloud. That is what I first thought when I saw her. Barks was in pain. Perhaps you didn’t bring me to him to teach him about pain. You brought him her to teach him the pain. And she was also in pain. A different kind of pain. She hides it so well. Her inner workings are closed off to me, not unlike his... -Ephimers Prayers

Character Boards: Omine Malus 1/?

[ephimervitae]

What is that?

It’s my anti fire corpse. that I keep tied to my back, for safety. I’ve been on fire a lot the past few months. 

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Greed. Who once had to be a man of virtue is now a creature with none. I watched him for weeks. He treats his men with disdain, his patrons with disrespect, he wears his wealth to emanate power. His pain in this world did not teach him. I ask for your help to teach him his errors, in his death throes will he learn what true compassion is. My mission, should it align with yours, give me your blessing as I move to return home. -Ephimers Prayers

Character Boards: Darian Cross 1/1

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You taught me everything I know, you taught me pain, and perseverance. When I burned, when I was brought into the cold, into his warmth, into the light again, you were always there, showing me how the hurt made me more, made me stronger. But I feel my flesh weaken, I don’t recognize myself. I found myself in a mirror and I did not know my face. I did not remember what it was. My hammer swings slower. This pain too will teach me, teach me who I am in this life. -Ephimers Prayers

Character Board: Ephimer 1/?

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He looked a lot like I did. When I saw him I saw pain and loss. I saw a tightened spring. All the power and potential waiting for release. Perhaps if I teach him, he will unwind and change this world, instead of breaking. When he speaks, he speaks with power. his words carry the weight of understanding, that the words can change everything. He stays in solitude, and in the quiet is where he will learn the pain of isolation in a crowded room. And I will teach him as you taught me. -Ephimers Prayers

Character Boards: Barks 1/?

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When I first met them, they were merciless, decisive, graceful and powerful. When I was lost looking to find a way home, they grounded me. Their strength became my strength. While we held our distance, and our mistrust, you guided me when no one else could. I could find home again because of them, and for that I will always be grateful. Pain taught me everything I know, and you taught me how to live with the pain. They taught me without the pain, and if you brought us together, you have my thanks, and my body to protect them. -Ephimers Prayers

Character Boards: Ruya 1/?

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Black/white Troye Sivan-Fools

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