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Capture it. Remember it. 📷👣 02 2016

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I don't know where I went wrong with you.

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starting off my year right~

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Happy New Year! <3

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swag

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또 <3

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Closing the Blog

Hey guys~

After a lot of time to think about things, I’ve made the final decision to close this blog indefinitely. It’s not for any one reason in particular - it’s a combination of many personal events coming together. I just think that it’s time.

I’ve had this blog since September 2015. It was my second blog, but the first to really do well and be successful. I’m so happy that I got to meet so many of you through my writings and our shared love for the boys of GOT7. From all of the drabbles to all of the three sentence fics, you guys have given me some of the greatest ideas I could ever come up with. I’ve gotten so much inspiration from so many of you. I’m really grateful for all of the love and support you’ve given me.

This blog has been a huge part of my life for almost 3 years, and through all the ups and downs, I’ve really loved it with all my heart and soul. This blog (and all of you) have been with me throughout University and have helped me through some pretty tough times. I remember back in my second year when I would take a break from studying in the library just to pull out my phone and make some texts because I was too stressed out and needed to preoccupy my mind. Whenever I would feel upset or sad about something, I would turn to this blog as an escape. Nothing will ever replace that or any of the wonderful memories I’ve had with this blog. I’ve made over 200 texts for this blog.

Personally, I’m ridiculously proud of that number. I’m proud to look back at this blog and I’m proud to say that it was an amazing experience. I’m proud of GOT7 and everything they’ve accomplished for me to even make a blog this successful. I’m proud of all of you for supporting me and participating and keeping the requests flowing. And I’m proud of myslef for never giving up on anything I set my mind to for this blog.

When I got to see GOT7 in concert, it was one of the most amazing experiences. I felt so connected to them, and the fans, and I really loved being a part of this fandom. I’m an ahgase for life and always will be.

I will never stop loving this blog, or GOT7. I’ll always continue to support and love the boys - nothing will ever change that. I’ll keep all of the texts up for you guys, but I won’t post or update anymore. But I will always be here for all of you, so please don’t hesitate to reach out if you want to keep in touch at all (my main blog is @dr3aming-of-kpop).

Thank you all so much. You really are the best followers in the world~

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i need an update, jebal!!!

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What I need:

I need you in my life babe Yeah i need you tonight babe

And your all the only one that i can call I wish i could spend all my time with you I wish i could spend a day on the line with you

I don’t play around not the kinda guy.

Thinkin' about, since it's been a while Wondering, thinking what you up to lately

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Just the two of us.

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Mood.

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오랜만이야

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I'm back. Doing good!!! 😁 #listeningtothem #beenawhile #nodramas #06052017 #blogbloBLOG #hajima

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I just want to be alone. I’m in a public place right now. Dati kapag nagba-blog ako, kalimitan madaling araw, sa madilim na kwarto, walang kasama. It turns out na iba ngayon, im in a public and noisy place, maliwanag, maraming tao, siguro ang pinagkaiba lang e wala akong kakilala.

Sobrang nasasaktan ako. Hindi mdali, masakit, parang binubutas ang puso ko. I’m trying na i-divert yung isip ko sa ibang bagay kasi any second sasabog ako. I wanted to be with my friends pero alam kong hindi rin makakatulong so dito na lang ako magbe-vent out. Pero parang di ko kaya.

Baka sabihin nila baliw ako kasi umiiyak ako ng ganito, dito. Habang nakikinig sa youtube. Idk, I just dont care at all.

Minsan maiisip mo, masama ka ba talagang tao, i’m trying pero wala. Never na kong magiging enough. You’re the sweetest girlfriend pero wala. Minsan parang gusto mo na lang kainin lahat; pride, sakit; magtanga-tangahan. Nakakapgod na lang.

Hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari sa dating ako. Ewan, ang alam ko lang nasasaktan ako ngayon, sobra.

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I just want to be alone for awhile. Walang kausap, mag-isa, magsaya. I just want to be me. Please understand.

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I’m going back.

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The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much…

Ernest Hemingway, Men Without Women (via thequotejournals)

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To star 🎶💕

Woke up in the middle of the night. #nostalgic