Darkness, madness | Roslyn & Erion
guardiangreyne:
IF IT WERE ANY OTHER occasion, she would’ve been thrilled to see the Mordu’s captain, or have him be the one to keep her company, but it wasn’t such an occasion. Tonight she would’ve appreciated solitude more, even if the conversation she’s had with her sister helped to soothe her, it was only a temporary solution. In truth, there was nothing and no one who could’ve helped her mood and her mind now, not when the echoes of the screams still rang through her memory so fresh and clear, and resurfaced in her ears every now and then, without any outer cause. It must’ve been the Forest screaming, but she was too numb and too determined to drown it out, to truly find herself caring about it. She scowled at his remark, her fingers curling tighter around the bottle. “Good. Sobriety brings me no pleasure.” At least not tonight.
Roslyn wasn’t really a drinker. She’d enjoyed a glass or two of strong liquor every now and then, but never to an extent which would left her intoxicated. She was smarter than to let herself get drunk and she was certain that no good or proper adventure ever came to a drunkard. Besides, she much liked having memories of the said adventures and liquor sometimes tended to cloud them, just like it could cloud judgement. But now she didn’t care, not when the memories and sounds of screaming were too fresh in her mind and not while her throat still burned from the screams. The Forest screaming in her head and in her ears… she couldn’t deal with that, Empress forgive her. “If you require a lady, I’m sure there is one or two of them left in the ballroom that might be to your taste. Maybe you can make the rest of them scream.” The Guardian hissed, but there was no real bite to her words, only bitterness at the night’s events.
She didn’t know why it affected her, whatever it was that was affecting her. The bottle of wine held no answers, alcohol never did, and neither did water, but unlike the latter, alcohol could at least make her forget, if only for a short while. The faint music coming from the party provided her senses with only a minimal distraction, so she turned to the unwelcome-turned-welcome intruder with an inquisitive eye; “Why aren’t you in there, dancing to oblivion with the rest of them?”
Erion smiled lightly, a drunken gleam flashing across his eyes. He settled back onto his heels while looking down at her, watching her take a deep, healthy drink of the wine which only fueled his smile more. While he knew that turning to alcohol wasn’t the healthiest reaction to trauma (he would know from experience, of course), he did want to give her the space to deal with it as she saw fit. He couldn’t imagine what had just happened to her but he knew he couldn’t approach her to speak about it.
He had done the same with Nerissa. He worried about her wellbeing but her husband was with her and he knew that she was safe. Crowding her would do no good but he couldn’t have just stood in the same room knowing that he had to keep his distance. He was fleeing just as much as Roslyn was and masking his guilt and anxiety with a drunken smile.
Her next quip made his eyebrows lift so high and so quickly they might have flown off his face altogether. His mouth fell open but it was dry, completely unprepared for her words. He blinked as the color returned to his face and he placed himself down on the ground next to her. “I never know what you’re going to say, Lady Roslyn.”
“I can’t be of much help in there. There isn’t much dancing going on now and I don’t know if I can stand so near my sister and not be able to do anything to quiet her.”
“It makes me feel... useless.”












