Eritha's Eportfolio

"Do what you like, love what you do." - Bang Yongguk   "They are glitter and you are pixie dust. Just be you and be fabulous."-Me Hello, my name is Eritha Cainion and I'm a senior at the ever lovely St. Petersburg Collegiate High School. I hope with this online portfolio that you can understand who I am and what I strive to be.

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*WARNING*

MY PORTFOLIO IS A COLLECTION OF WORK, ART, AND CONTROVERSIAL TOPICS. IT CONTAINS VERY UNPOPULAR OPINIONS AND IMPORTANT ISSUES THAT NEED TO BE DISCUSSED. I AM UNAPOLOGETIC OVER IT. FOR ME TO HAVE AN OPEN HONEST PORTFOLIO, I DECIDED I DIDN’T WANT TO PLAY THE FENCE OF RESPECTABLE POLITICS. IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHO I AM AND ALL OF THE THINGS I TRULY STAND FOR, THEN YOU’VE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE. IF YOUR HEART RESIDES NEXT TO IGNORANCE, I’M TELLING YOU NOW, YOU WILL BE OFFENDED. I WILL NOT BE TONE POLICED; I WILL NOT BE CENSORED.

THIS IS NOT TO SCARE YOU OFF. THIS IS TO LET YOU KNOW WHAT YOU’RE GETTING YOURSELF INTO. THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME. 

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[LYRICS] Bang Yongguk - AM 4:44

The heavy weight carried on two shoulders Nobody would know how scary the mask I wear is I don’t even know what I traded my passion for in place of everyone’s cheers For what am I insisting on trying so hard for to keep on running Feeling inferior and guilty are what’s left reality is rising and blocking my throat What is what if the card life has thrown at me is really right Others judge for me what is so simple The lyrics I put my heart into isn’t worth reading to them Everyone wants to chase after money and fame In the end my lyrics are trash letters GO AWAY Why do they all only look at me close mindedly Whatever I did to walk enthusiastically the world To them was hypocrisy trying to holding his head up in pride People stared at the young child like he was dumb adults shamelessly worry for you after stepping, ripping, and making you fall over yeh Values surrounded with money their crooked compass Don’t try to defend me until the end I rather leave than become like someone like them Respect toward my dongsaengs who thought it was happiness and ran To me above the night sky reverence for my grandfather in my heart

Every night my song flows It’s no use this is just my confession To my grandfather’s arms I will go back I know it I know it I know it I am in need

Everyone go away Everyone go away This damned world everyone go away Everyone go away Everyone go away Sympathetic stares everyone go away Everyone go away Everyone go away I don’t need love everyone go away Everyone go away Everyone go away Everyone go away

Every night I spend my lonely nights with bad thoughts No one needs to hold me so I shut my mouth tight With a glass of soju I anesthetize the sadness in the end it’s all one thing I don’t even remember any more just what a dumb shit like me is I wanted to live without an ounce of shame to my hyungs and dongsaengs no matter what I did The assholes who ruined this are living with their bellies full Just as they don’t pay attention to the victim mentality they have left behind To try to forget all the ignorant ones is like empty dust Just like the pills in my left hand my love has also left me My fans hold my two hands and hold me so I won’t fall I know I want to leave and put down the weight of reality that trapped me and just cry I think I need it I’m my own refuge right?

Every night my song flows It’s no use this is just my confession To my grandfather’s arms I will go back I know it I know it I know it I am in need

When you’re feeling the loneliest and having a hard time from this world I will pat your shoulder you can lean into me then However, whenever I am having a hard time so that you won’t even be interested Get far away from me, all the words of comfort is meaningless Why? The meaning of ‘hurt’ to me, no way only to the people full of lies Everynight I suffer through nightmares, leave me alone i’m just doin ma things

Every night my song flows It’s no use this is just my confession To my grandfather’s arms I will go back I know it I know it I know it I am in need Everyone go away Everyone go away This damned world everyone go away Everyone go away Everyone go away Sympathetic stares everyone go away Everyone go away Everyone go away I don’t need love everyone go away Everyone go away Everyone go away Everyone go away Everyone go away

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“I am, by nature, curious of the world I haven’t seen. Perhaps that leads to trouble or accidental discovery.”

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If you tilt your head to the side, you can see how active I am in my community. NHS

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Janet Akinyi’s final Message to her boyfriend ‘’Hey Babe, We have reached, Nancy’s Cube, they shot everyone. Pray for us. They are coming here. We are next. What is going on there? There is no one here, please tell them they are killing us. Tell them to help us. Babe in case we never see each other again, just know that I love you. Hey babe bye, and pray for us. I am with Milly as well. May God help us” #GarissaAttack #147NotJustANumber

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The only thing necessary for the persistence of evil is for enough good people to do nothing.

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2014.03.06 SD and JS Elementary Schools

Typical Korean classrooms - this is where I teach :D

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Trip to Busan with my coworkers! A Blast! Drinking…eating….singing…dancing…drinking… and eating some more. I wish I could describe all that went down…but it was too much. One thing though…at the noraebang (singing room) when the vice principal took off his belt and put the metal part in his mouth and started playing it like a saxaphone…I was DEAD!!! Everybody was drunk…even me for the first time in my life! I bonded and spoke with teachers I’ve never spoken to before especially after singing two Korean songs! GOOD TIMES!!!!!

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Best LOL moment this year. 8th grade boy leaves it up to God on the test! I was floored! I love it though…aww poor boy. My students!

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Just some tips on packing to refer to later. 

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Fondness

Oh how it aches,

The pain in my chest

And the rippling effect

Of the sadness inside.

In the marrow of my bones,

Flowing through my veins;

Oh how it aches

To be alive.

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I love writing fanfictions about kpop idols in my free time. Fight me. 

Kim Soohyun is bribed to accept a mission that will ultimately save her family.But in the end, who will save her? | Tags: jinki romance scandal eunkey arisa

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My Presidential Speech

Dear Class of 2015,

I accept the fact that I have to sacrifice a whole minute to convince you all about why I want to be your SGA president, and I know it’ll take some convincing, but I think you’re all crazy if you don’t understand why I want to be your SGA president.

In the simplest terms, the most convenient definitions, I’m reliable, dedicated, and hardworking.

But reasons beyond that, I just really love my school. I want to spend every last minute I have here leaving a lasting impression, and most importantly, I want to make this year memorable for every brain, and athlete, and basket case, princess, and criminal.

Does that answer your question?

Sincerely yours,

Eritha Cainion

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Me in my first acting role as a Dynamite Girl in St. Petersburg City Theater’s production of Hairspray. Wow, I really miss my acting days. I haven’t touched a stage in so long.

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I write fanfiction about kpop idols in my free time. Fight me.

This story is inspired by Infinite's Paradise MV.It is written as a logged journal and separated in dream sequences.   | Tags: hoya infinite tragedy paradise jinheeoc