Let's keep the secret @escribiendoenchiquito - Tumblr Blog

Hi you :)

So after a while I decided I wanted a long bio after all.

First of all welcome to this little cozy corner on the internet where I have hidden my delusions.

My name is Maria I'm from Mexico city and I'm 31.

I have a boyfriend so I've decided I'm not doing DMs anymore. I happen to know this community and we all know our intentions doing DMs. So I as I want to keep this corner only for me and I don't want to interact with someone behind my boyfriend's back. DM's are closed.

If after this you still want to keep around you'll be so welcome. I post about my secrets in life. Ideas I want to explore. You'll probably find a lot of writing, moon, witchy, and spicy stuff. I try to keep it light since I don't want this to become a porn blog. This is basically a portrait of my darkest, deep secret desires and thoughts. I'll occasionally post photos of myself that in social media where people know me I would never, cuz as much as I try not to care about what people think, I do. I don't want anyone to see me as I am here.

The reason why I want this to be a secret it's cuz sometimes my thoughts happen to spill... And they're not always true. So I need somewhere to spill them safely. Where they can hurt no one. I do therapy too but Tumblr it's just a different kind of therapy.

If you're still here thank u. And enjoy.

Best wishes.

Maria 💋

#mexico #my writing #escribiendo en chiquito #me

To bite those pretty lips... And hearing them moaning for me...

#voice kink

les-fleur

Passion (2008, dir. Ryusuke Hamaguchi)

escribiendoenchiquito

Nadie lo entiende. Pero está bien. Porque yo lo sé. Es esa calidez cuando me mira. Cuando está siendo el mismo, cuando es amable.

Te extraño. Cómo persona. Cómo amigo. Te extraño. Y he aprendido a vivir sin ti. A disfrutar todo sin que alguien me vea como tú me veías. He encontrado gente que me ve desde distintos ángulos y entonces he podido vivir sin ti. De nuevo. Pero a veces. Escucho una canción y no puedo evitar pensar en ti. Te quedaste grabado en las células de mi cuerpo y algunas, a veces, todavía te recuerdan. Y se agitan incómodas cuando encuentran solo espacio entre los dos.

Y días así me duele que no hayas peleado conmigo por ser mi amigo. Que no te hayas quedado. Hoy me siento inquieta y me preguntó si será porque de algun modo estás pensando en mi. Y vuelvo a guardar todos estos pensamientos en este cajón olvidado. Y solo sigo sin ti.

#my writing #escribiendo en chiquito #the little mess you made

natureell

jonjjja

my biggest desire: to be seen

my biggest fear: to be seen

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What if when he sees me i like him and he knows It?

What if he opens up a door and I can't close it?

I'm not prepared for that, I'm scared of breaking open,

But still i cant help from hoping, To find someone to talk to. Who likes the way i am.

Someone who when he sees me

Wants to again.

#Spotify

ilseesp

Pero yo ya no soy yo…

escribiendoenchiquito

Una vez, yo me quise casar. Pero cambiaron muchas cosas. Y deje de ser yo.

-¿Me odias?

-Te odie. Tuve que hacerlo. Por un tiempo no tuve más opcion que odiarte con cada centímetro de mi cuerpo. Porque si no lo hacía, eso significaba que tenía que seguir amándote por siempre. Y no podía hacer eso. Así que te odie... Ya no lo hago..

-Do you hate me?

- I did. I had to. For a while I had no other choice. Because if I didn't then it would mean that I would have to keep loving you forever. And I couldn't do that. So I did hate u... I no longer do tho...

#my writing #escribiendo en chiquito