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Jacky looped her arm with Esme’s as they walked, trying to keep her sturdy. “You’re from New York, right?” she asked.

Esme unintentionally gripped the girl tightly as they began walking. “I-um, yes I am..” She muttered, still staring blankly ahead barely noticing where they were walking.

#convo #jacky

“you did what?” he widened his eyes, “esme my phone was there!” he took off to go rummage through the lost and found and came back about fifteen minutes later with his stuff and sighed, “esme, what happened? this isn’t about last night, right?”

Esme remained where she was, barely noticing that Campbell had left as she ignored the influx of messages and calls coming into her phone. She glanced up when she saw him return, narrowing her eyes. “Why the hell would it be about last night? It’s nothing new.” She snapped.

#convo #campbell

“Well I’m sorry to hear that,” Jacky would tell her, a sigh escaping her lips. She knew she should’ve just let Esme go, but what kind of person would she be? She couldn’t let the girl leave alone in such a state. “Esme, wait,” she called as she grabbed her bag, following her. “Let me walk you to your dorm.”

Esme turned and stared numbly at Jacky before nodding her head. “Thank you.” She said softly as she began walking with Jacky, still not sure what to say and everything else still swirling around in her head, she barely noticed the cold as they began walking towards the Delta house.

#convo #jacky

“You don’t look fine,” Jacky said, sitting down next to the girl and furrowing her eyebrows. “Come on, talk to me. What’s wrong?”

Esme stared at her and shrugged her shoulders. “Just some bad news from home.” She said softly, her hands shaking slightly as she shoved her book back into her bag. “I-um.. I have to go.” Was all she said before rising on shaky feet and walking aimlessly towards the exit of the library.

#convo #jacky

campbell hadn’t heard any of the conversation esme was having on the phone and noticed her, “hey! you ready to give my shit back yet? I had to stay in somebody’s room overnight and then sit outside my door until miguel came so I could get in there and get my clothes,” he frowned a little and squinted his eyes, “wait, what are you doing, you alright?”

Esme’s head shot up when she heard Campbell’s voice, quickly throwing her phone back into her bag. “I don’t really give a shit about any of your stuff, I threw it in the lost and found at the house, was going to burn it but didn’t feel like dealing with your drama.” She said in a low voice, looking up at him with narrowed eyes. “Now can you fuck off?”

#convo #campbell

Jacky sat in the library, aimlessly flipping through books to try and find the right one for her research paper. She never understood requiring a physical book–couldn’t they get books online? As she made her way back to her stuff, Jacky spotted Esme, one of her pledges, and she looked upset. Jacky tucked the book under her arm and walked over, a concerned look on her face. “What’s wrong?”

Esme stared up at the girl who started speaking, shaking her head at Jacky. “What?” She asked, still trying to register everything. “Oh, that- it was nothing, I’m fine.” She said softly, pushing her phone away. “I’m fine.” She repeated.

#convo #jacky #she wasnt close #but yes poor girl

Esme let out a huff as she flipped the page of her book, barely taking in any of the words that the book was speaking, her mind still wandering to what happened with Campbell and everything else. She’d felt on edge ever since she got back to Princeton, even though she had done her best to avoid any and all drama and she planned to keep it that way. She frowned when she heard her phone ringing, she glanced down staring at the New York based number, picking it up and muttering a hello. The next few sentences spoken to her barely registering. Head on, died instantly, funeral arrangements; it all blurred into one. She nodded her head blankly. “Okay, thank you very much.” She said softly, noticing someone walking towards her. “I’ll call you back.” She muttered, hanging up the phone and staring blankly ahead.

#gogreek:start #yes her parents have died #get ready for the dramz people

Text || Big Bro

Eli: that sounds like a good balance tbh

Esme: the yoga makes me super flexible, can 100% put my leg behind my head now.

#in my pocket #Eli

Text || Big Bro

Eli: you should be able to have all the sex you want, but also find pleasure in other things. find a balance is what it means. sex is great, but it's not what self-love is about.

Esme: I’ve joined a yoga class and I’m writing but I’m still having sex.

#in my pocket #Eli

Text || Big Bro

Eli: you should. your best friend should be you. you should work on your confidence. say nice things to yourself. praise yourself and what you're good at, find things you like outside of men and sexual gratification.

Esme: Okay but I like sex, like a lot.

#in my pocket #Eli