esoterically.insane

[she/he/they] richard siken and casey mcquisten can run me over and id thank them.

[axetofall]

I mean yeah I carry a sadness that exhausts my will to live like a leach on my heart but I’m basically fine

[evilnicegirl]

i was abandoned as a baby & raised by a wild pack of cigarettes

[orpheuslament]

oftentimes two guys who want to fuck each other not fucking each other is hotter than if they fucked each other

[the-l-word-screencaps]

[roxydemi]

sitting on my blog’s porch with a cigarette and a shotgun

[aconissa]

Yellowjackets, 1x9 ‘Doomcoming’ Andre Derain, Orgiastic Women Donna Tartt, The Secret History Gregorio Lazzarini, Orpheus and the Bacchantes Euripides, Bacchae (trans. Ian Johnston) Douris, Attic Kylix of the Death of Pentheus Margot Wallard, Into the woods

[orpheuslament]

blocking people for bad will graham takes it is unfortunately that serious

[orpheuslament]

will graham was not manipulated into becoming something he was not hannibal did not "mold" him into whatever he wanted. will graham got handed a mirror & was equally as terrified as he was entranced. will graham saw in someone else the possibility of being fully understood & accepted & fought against it with everything he had because when youve spent your entire life hiding in the dark being thrown into the light feels like its burning your skin off. will graham tried very hard to be a person he was not because he thought it would be safer & in the end he failed at every turn. in the end love was both his downfall & his salvation & THATS basically what hannibal nbc is all about

[firstfullmoon]

hanya yanagihara “he is so lonely that he sometimes feels it physically, a sodden clump of dirty laundry pressing against his chest. he cannot unlearn the feeling” vs heather christle “I sometimes imagine a metaphysical strainer I could rinse my body through, until I am whole and clean in the sink, and all the despair is held separate and dripping above. I imagine i could toss it away” vs chen chen “I wish I could peel / all my sadness in one long strip off my skin / & toss it in a bucket. no one would have to carry it. / it would just sit there & be punished. / it would just sit there & think about everything it’s done”

[schofielded]

Just call me Bartleby the Scrivener because I would Prefer Not To

[weltenwellen]

Joy Sullivan, “My Mother Says Kissing a Man Without a Mustache Is Like Eating Eggs Without Salt”, Instructions for Traveling West

[myroomisaliminalspace]

10th of May

A friend's mom sat in her house, lights off, as they heard bombardment. When my friend called, she said "aam kha ke marenge, aam ka kya hoga phir. (we'll die after we eat the mangoes, what will become of them after we're gone)"

I sat with a girl from Hisar, and one from Gurdaspur, for an entire hour. I cried. One teared up, and the other just said "aren't the watermelons so good?"

[havingapoemwithyou]

i have just said by Mary Oliver

[louisegluck]

Mary Oliver, from “Marengo.” [ID in alt text]

[softpng]

the workday/weekend ratio is so off. like ethically.

[deliriousdisquisitions]

Imagine looking at the kind of perfection that is Joe Wright's Pride & Prejudice (2005) and the 1995 classic BBC TV series and thinking to yourself, "Hmmm, bet I can top this." That is the kind of narcissism and blind hubris that Greek tragedies are made of.

[dailykafka]

— July 9, 1912 / Franz Kafka diaries

[dailykafka]

Im glad you guys didn't overreact

[shisasan]

𝙹𝚞𝚕𝚢 𝟷𝟿, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟶 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟶-𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟹

[ID: July 19, slept, awoke, slept, awoke, miserable life. END ID]