Esther Salvatore

"They say it is better to love once than to never love at all, but what they forget to mention is the sorrow that follows." Forever 21. Vampire. Daughter. Friend. Sister. Cousin. Humanity: On

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“Something wrong, Sebastian?” Aria asked, bringing her hand back down to her side. “Am I that scary to look at?” she hummed. Aria could sense his powers, she knew that he could sense hers too. It was refreshing to see someone with the decency to be nervous around her, the modern word had a nak for underestimating her ability to make hell pour down. 

“Hmm? Oh, I’m just a little tired is all. It’s been a while since I’ve gotten a good night of rest.” He quietly admitted, even though it was a lie. Partly. He stepped a couple of more steps away from her. “I’m sorry for bothering you. I’ll get going now.”

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Alice || Esther

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“Liar liar pants on fire” she poked out her tongue teasingly. “Whatever it is, is it worth making yourself suffer for? Everything feels worse when your body feels like shit. Suck it up. Literally. Don’t you have a stash somewhere?” she hummed, gazing around the store.

“I did, but I think it’s become missing due to all the mess.” Esther replied honestly, looking around her with open arms. The store was a complete disaster, and needed to be completely redone. It was a good thing that she was already planning to redesign the entire place with a fresh look. 

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Dirty Work || Ryan * Esther

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Glancing down at her hand, he thought over her question and breathed out quietly. “Whatever went wrong is on me. It’s on the life I lead and all the trouble I still seem to land myself in. I’m unreliable, I keep secrets and I tend not to trust very many people. If I was the person you thought I was, then I wouldn’t have to wish we could have worked out, I’d of been good for you, and because of that, we would have just worked.” Ryan smiled softly, lifting her hand up to kiss her knuckles. Letting go of her hand he nodded his head for them to start walking again and crinkled his nose in irritation. “Okay, but if you want him gone, just say so. I’m certain I’m not the only one who would give you that offer either.”

“I wanted us to work.” Esther quietly admitted, sucking in her bottom lip to stop it from quivering. She shouldn’t be saying these words to him, especially not now, but she...No they, needed closure. “Being around you, I feel safe. You brought my smile back and made me hope again. But, just as you said.. There was too many things going against us. It was difficult to keep moving forward when secrets were pulling us back. I just hope that you know that I do care for you. It’s just that I found another who doesn’t make question anything.” She smiled sadly, watched as Ryan brought her hand to his lips, her eyes shutting tightly when she felt the kiss. “You’ll be the first person I run too. Promise.”

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Alice || Esther

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“You’re welcome.” Alice shrugged, putting her bag down on the counter. “You forgot? Right” she lifted a brow, making it obvious she didn’t believe her. “Here? All night? .. Sure, but you need to feed first before you drop.”

“Don’t believe me, but the words that I are leaving my mouth are the truth. Or at least they are to me.” Esther replied back, her words clearly lies, but now she was no longer bothering in trying to hide it. Alice would ask questions and she would debate if she would actually answer them or not. “I fed a couple of hours ago. Not hungry.”

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Clash || Esther & Travis

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“It’s fine you know. If you want to have that bag. I might not be around it as much as most people but it doesn’t mean I haven’t been around when people needed a bloody drink.” He admitted to her, keeping his eyes on the road as he drive. “And you were right.” Travis smiled. “I’m not telling you what’s in the bag because honestly you’d say I was crazy or something. Same goes for not telling you where we’re going, again, because you’d probably say I was crazy and I might be for even thinking of doing this but we’re going to anyway.” He spoke vaguely knowing she’d only want answers which he most definitely wouldn’t give. “We’re almost there don’t worry it’s just outside of town so your curiosity can last a little longer.”

“I figured it would bother you much, considering that you gave it to me, but I am making the personal decision to not drink. I’ll be okay.” Esther smiled tightly. Her words were a complete lie, but for some reason ever since their argument the other day, she couldn’t bring herself to feed. Her gaze shifted towards the front windshield and she watched as various trees rushed by. Her eyes flickering back and forth as she attempted to focus on each one. It helped distract her from the fact that she could hear Travis’s beating heart very clearly. Maybe that blood bag was a good idea. No, no, she wouldn’t. “I already think you are, but then again... Many would argue that you are much more sane than I am.” She replied, her voice a little distant as she continued to watch the trees. “Good. I would hate to perish due to my curiosity never being fulfilled.”

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Alice || Esther

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“Esther, you look like shit.” Alice put it bluntly, eyeing her up and down. “When was the last time you slept?” she frowned once more. “You know you can tell me if there’s something bothering you…” she encouraged, but left it at that. “I was just about to watch some movies at home, you can join me? My bed is big enough for the both of us. I’m sure Kiara won’t mind, just greet her with a head stroke and she’ll fall at your feet.” Alice smiled. She knew Kiara was good to those Alice welcomed, but like a guard dog, she was vicious to those uninvited. 

“Thanks for putting it so kindly. I only lost track of time and forgot to sleep...And feed.” Esther replied with a shrug, trying to play it off that nothing was actually wrong. “Oh, I was rather hoping that we could stay here. I just wanted some company. The store gets rather quiet when it’s just me around and I haven’t seen people in a couple of days.”

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Dirty Work || Ryan * Esther

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“I was happy to play that part, Esther, but you looked startled, I couldn’t help but offer to walk you home.” Ryan sighed quietly. “Besides, you just need to remember that I keep a lot of secrets, and that’s why we don’t work. I think you know deep down I’m no good for you” he half smiled, glancing over towards her. Almost halting in his tracks, Ryan’s face turned sour as he kept on looking forward. He didn’t need to ask if it was the same ex who had hurt her, but what did confuse him was why he was breathing. Something would have to be done about that. “I see” he muttered. “You have the strength to fight him, Esther. The fear is emotional, it clouds your judgement, but you can take him down easy, afraid or not.” Ryan attempted to comfort, but his words didn’t come across how he wanted them to. All he knew was that he had to track this guy down. “What’s his name?”

Unable to resist, Esther took a deep breath and reached out to take his hand, forcing him to stop walking and look at her. “Do you wish we could have worked out?” Esther asked in a quiet voice. For some reason she needed to know how he felt about her and them. Though, it was really selfish of her to ask such a thing. She watched as the emotions played on his face when she admitted who the person was. Of course he would be angry about it. “I know I can handle him, though I actually think he might have left town. I haven’t seen him in a few days, I just can’t help but feel scared. He makes me turn back into the girl I used to be when I was with him.” She admitted further. “Ryan, I’m not going to tell you. I don’t want you to do something reckless.”

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Alice || Esther

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“… And you” she frowned, something felt way off. Her message did sound urgent. “What’s wrong?”

“Wrong? Oh, nothing is wrong. Just got bored and wanted some company.” Esther replied, even though it was a complete lie. She was just tired of looking over her shoulder and thought that she could maybe finally get some rest with Alice over.

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Clash || Esther & Travis

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“Yeah, maybe you got a point there but it’ll be there in the morning I’m sure it’ll be fine until then.” He responded sounding much more easy going than she did. Pulling the car up to Lily’s club he parked it off to the side of the building looking over at her after everything she had said. “Pause that thought. Stay here.” He told her getting out of the car and disappearing out of her view. After a couple minutes went by he came back with a small duffle bag over his shoulder which he put in the back seat then got back into the drivers side, beginning to drive once again. This time in a direction more out of town. “You didn’t go crazy, we’re all a little bit out of our minds considering how we live and if I couldn’t handle your past or a natural meltdown, that happens to everyone just to remind you, then I would have told you that you shouldn’t be wasting your time with me. I like you Esther, well, no, that’s a lie. I more than like you but you’re not ready for that you need baby steps when it comes to us which is fine I’m willing to take small steps if that’s what you need. I’m also willing to give you space but there comes a point where the space you’re asking for is ridiculous. I have my own things to deal with, I might have always kept my distance from all the supernatural aspects of this town but i’m in it no matter what, whether we move forward or not, I will always be in it and I have to learn to accept that. And my feelings don’t change from one conversation to another. It’s not a game for me, it’s not some teenage high school only loving the chase type of thing, I feel what I feel and I’m not ashamed to tell you that.” He said reaching into the back with one hand and into the duffle bag some only to pull out a blood bag and hand it over to her.

How in the world did she get so lucky when it came to Travis? He was honestly the best thing to happen to her in a long time and she felt very undeserving of being in his presence. Especially in this moment. They made a quick stop at Lily’s club, and Esther couldn’t help but stare at the bag he brought into the car them. Curiosity was killing her. “Is it correct to assume that you aren’t going to tell me what’s in the bag?” She asked, shifting her gaze back to him. A smile appeared on her lips when she heard him admit his feelings for her. It made her happy to know that he still cared about her, that he liked her as much as she liked him. That they might possibly work out. She listened to him speak and was about to reply, but the next thing she knew he was placing a blood bag in her hand. Instantly, black veins appeared as she stared down at it, but she turned around and placed it back in the bag. “I’m okay.” She replied with a tight smile. “Thank you though. It was sweet of you to think of that.”

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Clash || Esther & Travis

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Travis looked down at her and shrugged at her question before closing the door on her side and moving around to get into the car himself. “You’ve got nothing else to do considering you can’t use your store in any kind of excuse to get away.” Starting up the car he drove off in a certain direction not really looking over at her much as he drove. Figuring whatever reason she had for getting sound out of hand had to have been involving her ex who he was a bit thankful he hadn’t seen again since he didn’t know exactly what he’d do. “Plus we haven’t talked since…” He thought about their conversation and how he had to leave so fast after getting a call about Logan. “And I think it’s long overdue that we stop avoiding each other, specifically you, stop avoiding me.”

“In case you didn’t notice, I actually have plenty to do at work since I decided to trash the place.” Esther replied in a near dead tone. Now that she was away from the mess and able to think a little more clearly she was getting pissed at herself. “Why are you even willing to spend time with me? I mean, I think it’s a little obvious that I might have gone a little crazy.” She added, now finding herself unable to stop talking. Being with him instantly made her feel better, mainly due to the fact that she could relax and not be scared. He wouldn’t hurt her. “I guess I have been avoiding you.” She admitted in a quiet voice, feeling a little down when he mentioned it. “I was scared that your feelings towards me changed since that day. I didn’t want to know.”

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Alice || Esther

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It didn’t take her long to pull up at the store, quickly jumping out her car and walking in through the door. “Esther?” she called out, concern clear in her voice.

“Alice?” Esther walked out of the back office and slowly approached her friend. Her movements very week due to her lack of feeding. “It’s good to see you.”

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Dirty Work || Ryan * Esther

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“Yeah well people wish for a lot of things that don’t often come true” he chuckled softly. “So you keep saying. I’m not suggesting you can’t handle it, I’m just saying that if you needed any help, the offer is there.”

“It would be easier if you hated me.” Esther admitted. “I know it’s selfish of me, but I really wish you hated me. When you’re like this I can’t help but feel a rush of emotions. Emotions that I shouldn’t feel.” Her voice grew more quiet, before she swallowed loudly. “He came into town. My ex.”