☆ étoile étiolée ☆

just ranting with no objective :3

[et0ile-eti0lee]

☆ INTRO POST ☆

(☆ this is the song that inspired my username go listen to my gay sad french singer ☆) /nf

☆ you can call me étoile or hoshi(ko), it means star :P

☆ i use they/he/it/star/axic pronouns (there's more but trust)

☆ if you hadn't guessed i love stars, im starkin

☆ i mostly post about random stuff but i might talk about sh, s*xual fantasies, complain about chronic pain/fatigue or just spew shit i think of

INTERESTS

genshin impact & honkai: star rail (na server if you wanna ask my uid)

yandere simulator (not the dev)

project sekai

house md

the night sky in general bring me to the woods with a telescope please i beg

the goons podcast, clooless podcast & frouse (blarg is da goat)

9-1-1, the original and nashville

you know the ordinary dni alright

https://pronouns.cc/@et0ile-eti0lee (gives info about my yumeships and other stuff)

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i had to take an appointment for blood work right at the 3 months mark of testo right... well i miraculously found an appointment today being 3 weeks too late (other options were in august) and there was only one slot available. bro i have to fast and im currently on the way to the appointment, cant even smoke, fuck my life 😭

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dissociated so hard i forgot it was saturday and wondered why i hadn't filled my pills if it was monday or tuesday

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i actually need to disappear what the fuck was wrong with me

sends the worst apology gacha video ever (first fp)

bullies someone enough to get arrested at 12

fakes diseases (2021 tourettes shit)

i don't remember much but i NEED to burn my school email

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everything hurts so much i should get up but i don't have the courage to do jackshit might as well attempt

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"he finally forgot me" bitch i scarred you in my leg, im not forgetting you

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another friend wants to kill itself, might be my turn soon

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imagine shitting and when you wipe there's a crazy amount of blood, yes from the anus... what 🫪

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it's so hot oh god oh fuck oh shit

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BRO MY FRIEND GOT ME ADDICTED TO 9-1-1 AND I CAN'T STOP HEHE

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what if i attempted tonight...

i know i wont have the balls what am i talking about

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hey so... i texted the guy again... low-key lost my shit and scarred my leg with his initial...

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i finally blocked the guy i was obsessed with for he was annoying and we made each other crazy, now i went cunty mode for school, will he say something is the question 😭

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im so exhausted for no reason can i do my ju jutsu class? idk i wanna cry

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so i left because of tired and my sensei and his ex had a screaming match (one sided but still), I'm stressed for tomorrow

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im so exhausted for no reason can i do my ju jutsu class? idk i wanna cry

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i wanna tie him down and see him helpless on my bed, but he knows he's safe with me because it's me. i wouldn't hurt him... well a little... but if it's too much he can ask me to stop and i will. i don't even need to touch him to get off, his pretty face is enough as is for me. no need to do fancy stuff lover boy, you're already all mine~

[et0ile-eti0lee]

i hate you, i despise you, but you're only mine, you can't talk to others, just me :3

(HELP ME GET OUT OF THIS OBSESSION 😭)