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I want to be loved in a way that can only be expressed through violence.

i feel euphoric thinking about placing my forehead against my dead partners cold, glued, and waxed lips.

#real shit #i could have spent days with their body #i miss them so fucking much.#thanatophile #vent #death #thanatophilia #death and dying #vent post

will never forget the police at the scene of my parters death saying that rigor mortis and post mortem smells don’t occur that quickly…. you stupid cunt. i’ve been suicidal since i was conscious and aware of my own thoughts. i work in a fucking morgue. i have a degree in mortuary science. stupid fucking worthless pigs.

that mother fucker smelt dead as fuck. Stiff as a fucking board. i broke their fucking ribs as a final act of love.

#this blog is basically a diary because i hate journaling on paper #vent #death #grief and loss #thanatophile #thanatophilia #death and dying #vent post #vent blog #personal #personal vent

i hate the person i was. i hate the person i am. i hate the person ill become.

#trapped with no way out #well i do know a way out but…#i’ll catch the bus one day probably #vent #passive ideation #vent post #thanatophile #thanatophilia #sui ideation

This shit smells so fucking fantastic, i want my corpse to be drowned in it so i dont feel as bad about being so stinky </3

#just saying shit #thanatophile #thanatophilia #death #death and dying #embalming #vent

i get majorly depressed over the fact that i’ll never be able to see my organs and bones and hold them in my hands </3

#thanatophile #thanatophilia #snvff k!nk #snvff bait

morguevodka

#this reminds me of my dead lover #livor mortis #thanatophile

some photos from my embalming textbook.

#tw blood #cw blood #blood and gore #g0re lover #cw g0re #g0rewh0re #cw bl00d #viscera #autopsy #embalming #thanatophile #thanatophilia

i move through the world like something that should have been burried and forgotten about long ago. this comes with a deep sense of humiliation for taking up space among the living.

the decay arrives before my name and there is a rot inside that fills up every room before i get even get a chance. i am skin stretched over a closed casket like a decorative floral arrangement, pretending it means nothing is rotting underneath.

#passive suicidality #vent post #vent #personal #death and dying #dying #death #autoassassinophilia #sui ideation #romanticizing pain #thanatophilia #thanatophile

standing outside the cemetery gates begging for them to let me in. (as a permanent resident).

#vent #vent post #passive suicidality #tw sui ideation #passive ideation #suicide is badass #death and dying #death #autoassassinophilia

death is the ultimate high. i can’t wait to experience it.

#passive ideation #death #dying #being dead #vent #passive suicidality #thanatophile #thanatophilia #autoassassinophilia

hospitalwaste

Nekromantik (1988)

whitney-bird

hey guys are we rocking with 1920's femcr or is this too niche????

gothmoth-is-dead

also found this from last year too, god they're so fine. drew this 4 valentine's day

mychemicalraymance

the scary babies

panthermouthh

Lazy study because I love that cast photo :’)

INPRNT

haemi6

flirting in Illi's room

funny story, i started doing this drawing on my ipad in class as I tried to hide, it was just supposed to be a quick sketch but i did a background :')) hope you like it, probably illi and frank but later after graduation and stuffs :3

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