🤍Eve🤍

Sw:98lbs/44.45kg Cw:82lbs/37.19kg Please don’t be alarmed im 4’9/144.78

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[eve555angel]

Well, I binged.

it’s okay though I will bounce back. never be scared If this happens it comes with an ED and don’t let someone tell you otherwise, you will be okay. You will always bounce back. (Just to let you know that wasn’t my goal. My goal was zero I wanted to fast for at least two days but it’s okay.)

[eve555angel]

I’m mad at myself; today was supposed to be a fast and I failed again.

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My meal plan for today🤍

I’ve been gone for a while, but I’m finally back.

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I’m starting to get bigger.

It’s true what they say “no matter how skinny you are you will never be skinny enough.”

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Animal crackers come up so easy…

[eve555angel]

 I purged for the first time.

I binged on 860 cal worth of food and that wasn’t including my breakfast, lunch and, dinner. I barely purged like maybe a quarter of what was in my body I need to go on another fast, I just looked in the mirror and I look disgusting.

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I’m starting a fast… I’m feeling good but I’ll probably feel better once I pick up my pack of cigarettes later.

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I don’t know if this is an unpopular opinion but black coffee is soooo good! Especially with A spoonful of fake sugar! It reminds me of these!

[eve555angel]

I ate a ball off my lip ring again…

this is the second time it’s happened in the Spand of three weeks and it happens every time I eat McDonald’s; almost like someone’s trying to tell me to stop eating that shit! Now I have to wear a stud and it’s killing me.🙄

[eve555angel]

I hate when people look over at my phone while I’m on Tumblr and just make a face; like yes bitch I have an eating disorder...

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Here is some kind of “gross” pictures of me…

I mean “gross” because I look kind of sick.

I’ll probably get some weird people messaging me so when that happens these will be deleted (I had to cover my face and my toes because of you weirdos…)

[eve555angel]

I binged…

It was two in the morning and I couldn’t sleep. So I got up and made a turkey and cheese sandwich which was 210 cal, White cheddar popcorn (160 cal), and a digestive mix of nuts which I picked at and ate a lot of the cranberries but I’m still going to counted as two servings so 280 cal. So in total 650 cal…

it’s not one of my bad binges but I’m gaining a lot of weight to the point where I’m too scared to step on the scale so I really can’t risk anything. i’m going to try and fast again I know I fucked up but sometimes you just have to get back up and try again.

[eve555angel]

If you have trouble with cravings like I do during fasting just wear something stretchy around your wrist and pull it four times on every side of your wrist when you start craving food and I mean pull it back far!

[eve555angel]

I gained 2 pounds overnight.

even though I haven’t ate anything but half a sandwich , a cup of soup, a protein bar,a granola bar and an apple. i’m just so confused and I’m honestly so done I feel like I’ll never be able to eat anything without gaining weight. what should I do?

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How do I get away with not eating my food at a restaurant in front of my family?

I’m thinking about going on a three day fast when I go to see my grandparents with my dad but I have a problem, I don’t know how to get away with not eating in front of them. I would really love it if people could DM me or tell me in the comments how I can do it.

[eve555angel]

“I wish I didn’t care about anything, but I do care. I care about everything too much.”-April