I feel like other people maybe have a bigger impact on me than I do on them. I adore humanity, so I tend to hold on to whoever and whatever I can. The memories, experiences, and feelings I share with another person affect me so much. They help me change and grow, molding me into a better version of myself. I think other people are so wonderful and valuable and special, even if they werenât the nicest to me. I think about them often, and am always thankful for the time we had together. Or, at the very least, thankful for the lessons I learned from them. A part of me will miss them forever; once youâre important to me, you stay that way, however much. I still have love for everyone Iâve ever cared about, all circumstances aside. But I canât imagine anyone feeling the same in regards to me. Itâs like Iâm a speck of dust on the floor of a big house, something to overlook. A word in their vocabulary that isnât spoken often. A fleeting moment that they wonât dwell on. A temporary character, someone theyâre ready to leave behind. I canât fathom someone remembering me once we exit each otherâs lives, like all I am is forgettable. It doesnât bother me too much, I guess, because youâre supposed to move on. Thatâs how it is. I just hope the people Iâve met got something positive or meaningful out of their time with me.