Hope, Peace, Love, Faith & Happiness.

Started my weight loss journey. Just trying to lose 5 stone along the way 🍇🍍👙💃😊💪

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YAY

First weight in and I'm 3 pounds off 😄 super happy as that was my goal for the week! Now motivated me to aim for the same next week! 😃

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Ahhhhh. Weight in day tonight! I am totally stuck to the plan and I'm so proud for it being my first week. Nervous & excited for tonight ☺️

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Day two over and done with 😃✔️ people say the first few days are the hardest, they have flew by! Not found them difficult at all!

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Decided it's time to wash all the negativity out of my life. I have no need for it now. So much to look forward too 😃

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Day one

Day one is nearly complete ✔️ I am so excited this time. I hope this feeling stays. I'm so motivated to fit back into all my old clothes & to get back to the old me!!

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I miss you now more than ever. I have such a need for you.

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Guess I just expect too much. I expect from others what I would do for them...

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People I thought cared. I realise people have their own issues but how hard is it to shoe someone you care? That you are there for them? To try & cheer them up? I remember gathering all the girls and coming straight over when each of you's were in hurt - over a relationship. My full family has been torn apart - you's pull faces when I said I couldn't make new year plans ... Look what happened

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Like nothing has happened

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How can life just go on

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Lost trust in everyone I love. Death has pulled this family apart, who said death pulls a family together?

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Whenever I think of you I have a little cry now and then

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I don't think it does. It can be weeks/months/years and I still think I'll crumble. I know I'll crumble. I can't wait for the day to come were I'll look back and my grateful that it didn't work out that it all happened for a reason. I still feel as though I would do anything for you, I don't know why I can't seem to hate you. I guess it's because you know the most about me- the most I've ever shared with anyone.

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Does the feeling ever go away? I mean fully away?

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My best friend is the most loyal person I know 💗💗💗 Love her so much!! Always there 👭👑☺️