grumpy gremlin

just grumpy stuff and complaining about things. complaining a lot actually. much grumpy. adult, will swear, possibly a lot. this is a side blog

[koiagain]

my aura too cunt My blog too suicidal my fit too mid My bitch hate me

[romessence]

[badtundra]

born to be a lover

forced to master detachment

[ravioliet]

they should invent a disproportionate emotional response that goes away when you understand it's disproportionate. they should invent a way to logic yourself out of emotions

[vampurrring]

I’ve got that neglected dog stare

[drowning4youu]

sometimes it just hurts and there is nothing you can do about it

[fullofdark]

[everythingsfuckedup]

Using a fork to put honey in my tea because all spoons are dirty

[everythingsfuckedup]

Mam wrazenie, ze jest jeszcze gorzej zamiast cokolwiek lepiej. W glowie mam tylko wolanie pomocy i blaganie o litosc. Ale kogo wolam i kogo blagam to nie wiem. No one is coming to save me. I'm on my own.

[everythingsfuckedup]

- your eyes are so shiny

- thanks, I cry myself to sleep every night

[shisasan]

I would like to forget everyone, forget all, all those names and relations and interests and hopes that are bound up with others.

August 10, 1903 Rilke and Andreas-Salomé: a love story in letters (1897-1926)

[everythingsfuckedup]

I've given myself a deadline after which I expect myself to be done with some things. I can't throw my whole life away because some awful shit happened. I have things to do and to experience. I may be broken but it doesn't mean there's nothing left for me. I want my life back. I don't know how to do it but I want my life back.

[swagg1ttarius]

divine intervention where my guardian angel just beats the shit outta me

[jellycatsdaily]

Jellycat of the Day | 8th August 2026

↳ Bashful Bunny Junior

[noticingallthethings]

[everythingsfuckedup]

TW SH

I hurt myself at work. In a bathroom. The tool wasn't sharp at all which is kinda good because I was using force. It left just insignificant scratches. I need help, I really do. I should've called my psychiatrist when I started to feel this fucked up. Or a friend. Today I start therapy. I hope the therapist will be ok, I don't think I have it in me to search for another one. I want to hurt myself more. I don't have anything on me right now tho. Or maybe I do? What do I even tell the therapist? I booked this to save my relationship but it's already over so I don't know what I'm doing here? I do not want to talk to you but I have to since I have no idea what to do? I cut myself today and when I get home I'll do it again? What do I even say, why does everything feel so pointless...

[everythingsfuckedup]

I feel so sick. I'm gonna throw up. I really have to stop reading those things or I'm gonna go insane for real. I feel so much anger, hate, rage, I don't know what. I'm fucked up. I regret some things, I really wish it didn't happen the way it did. I want to hurt myself, I need something to relieve the pain, anything. I can't anymore. I can't