sad granola bookworm

<☕️3 still rocking edblr at the ripe age of twenty two!! I kind of want to become a forest witch btw🌳

[evilmothfairy]

[stats]

🐛

•164 cm | bmi 15.8

•hw: 63 kg/139 lbs

•lw: 42.5 kg/94 lbs

•cw: 44-45 ? kg

•ugw: anything under 40 idk (bmi <15)

[evilmothfairy]

I am in semi-recov rn and trying to gain a little 💔 (kinda forced but also not completely)

[gblqhdjh7dvc3nlmebe6bvkafvz5j4]

One day I’ll be able to eat without having a war in my head

[n3wdrugzz]

[drainingco]

mood for the day being 70% determined by the number on the scale

[mac-is-safe]

if you don’t have an 3d and you’re scrolling through tags rn because you are starting to have those kind of thoughts, this is your sign from the universe to stop right now, get off social media for the time being, and talk to someone you trust. talk to your doctor about finding a nutritionist who can help you lose weight in a healthy way. this is a sickening disease that i don’t wish on anyone, so if you have the chance to get out, please please do <3

[evilmothfairy]

please. turn back until you can. this is so important!!

[thatgingerinrecovery-deactivate]

As soon as September hits the eating disorder starts disordering like it’s supposed to every year. Anyone else feel the same way

[evilmothfairy]

it's not even september yet but the ed is already ed-ing much harder:)))))

[fqllenangelss]

pov: you feel like you binged but really you just ate like a normal healthy person would 💀

[starvstar-deactivated20230815]

College is starting soon I need some skinny school inspo. Starving and studying with coffee and energy drinks. My will to live slipping away but I continue school work. Must be perfect.

[evilmothfairy]

th1n$p0 with outfits I'd actually wear at my ugw>>>>

[starstarstar00]

REMINDER: dont send meanspø to people who didnt ask :(

[evilmothfairy]

!!!!!!!!

[thinpost]

*turns brightness down* *opens tumblr*

[ox7g3n-th13f-001]

cant wait to live alone tbh

[evilmothfairy]

FOR REAL

[bloodbonesnbruises]

reasons to ☆ve that are not "for him hehe" (these r definitely vv toxic)

- revenge

- to shock the shit out of ppl

- to be scary and unapproachable

- to traumatise my mother <3 the bitch deserves it

- to be more androgynous and confuse cis ppl <3

- for that clean feeling that comes from having an empty stomach

- to make my family worried and refuse their help so they feel bad for not giving a fuck earlier <3

- to be nothing but bones

- more aesthetic bruises <3

- get drunk faster (don't do alcohol guys)

- to dress like a homeless person and still look cool

- to meet that one "friend" i haven't seen since high school and shock them. also make them envious of my looks

- to be hated and envied by everyone but also get all the attention <3

- pretty/skinny privilege

- dainty and fragile wearing oversized clothes in fall/winter <3 like imagine being curled up in a soft comforter while holding a cup of steaming green tea with your graceful bony hands and feeling small and cozy asgdghsg can't wait

- getting sick easily (love that hurt/comfort)

i will add more later <3

[evilmothfairy]

this is exactly what I want, finally someone who gets it<333

[holy-carcass]

"My body is a temple."

Good for you! My body is a prison and I'm going to destroy it to break out of it.

[always-left-alone]

“Self harming won’t make you feel better”

~People who clearly have never self harmed

[evilmothfairy]

[stats]

🐛

•164 cm | bmi 15.8

•hw: 63 kg/139 lbs

•lw: 42.5 kg/94 lbs

•cw: 44-45 ? kg

•ugw: anything under 40 idk (bmi <15)

[iswallowedmyteeth1-deactivated2]

Everyone and everything is pissing me off