DOWN SINCE JULY.

anti-smeyer rosalie hale. told and loved by gabby.

[exbride]

my list of taylor swift lyrics that i am convinced were written specifically about rose that nobody asked for but i will put out there anyway!

gray november / i’ve been down since july

i had a feeling so peculiar / that this pain would be for / evermore

i rewind the tape but all it does is pause / on the very moment all was lost 

did i paint your bluest skies the darkest grey?

and soon they’ll have the nerve to deck the halls we walked through

she would have made such a lovely bride / what a shame she’s fucked in the head

i remember it all too well

but all i felt was shame / and you held my lifeless frame

time won’t fly / it’s like i’m paralyzed by it

[exbride]

logging on because spotify wrapped came out and i was in the top .5% of tswift listeners so now shortly i will post my compilation of taylor lyrics that i have decided were written about rosalie hale!

[angmuses]

ALL TOO WELL (10 MINUTE VERSION) SENTENCE STARTERS!!

I know I’m not super active on this blog but I made this for a group I’m in. Feel free to use/like/reblog for your own blogs! 

I walked through the door with you, the air was cold, but something ‘bout it felt like home somehow

And I left my scarf there at your sister’s house, and you’ve still got it in your drawer, even now

We’re singing in the car, getting lost upstate

And I know it’s long gone and that magic’s not here no more

And I might be okay, but I’m not fine at all

'Cause there we are again on that little town street you almost ran the red 'cause you were lookin’ over at me

Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red

You taught me 'bout your past, thinking your future was me

Fuck the patriarchy

Key chain on the ground, we were always skipping town

And I was thinking on the drive down, any time now, he’s gonna say it’s love, you never called it what it was

We were dead and gone and buried

Check the pulse and come back swearing it’s the same

After three months in the grave

And then you wondered where it went to as I reached for you

All I felt was shame and you held my lifeless frame

And I know it’s long gone and there was nothing else I could do

And I forget about you long enough to forget why I needed to

We’re dancing 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light

I remember it all too well

And there we are again when nobody had to know

You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath

Sacred prayer and we’d swear to remember it all too well

Well, maybe we got lost in translation

Maybe I asked for too much

But maybe this thing was a masterpiece ‘til you tore it all up

And you call me up again just to break me like a promise

So casually cruel in the name of being honest

I’m a crumpled up piece of paper lying here

They say all’s well that ends well, but I’m in a new Hell

The idea you had of me, who was she?

But then he watched me watch the front door all night, willing you to come

It’s supposed to be fun turning twenty-one

Time won’t fly, it’s like I’m paralyzed by it

I’d like to be my old self again, but I’m still trying to find it

After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own

Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone

But you keep my old scarf from that very first week ‘cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me

'Cause there we are again when I loved you so

Back before you lost the one real thing you’ve ever known

And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?

Just between us, did the love affair maim you, too?

'Cause in this city’s barren cold I still remember the first fall of snow

Just between us, did the love affair maim you all too well?

[exbride]

had to go back to my parents this weekend to take care of something with my car (all good now though so yay!) so sorry for disappearing- ill be around later!!! if anyone wants to plot hmu in ims or on discord!!!! happy sunday y’all :)

[promptfairy]

𝟑, 𝟒, 𝟓   ♡   𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄

“  let’s go home.  ” “  um,  excuse me?  ” “  you broke it.  ” “  need a hand?  ” “  please,  help me.  ” “  i missed you.  ” “  i’m not sorry.  ” “  tell the truth.  ” “  what happened here?  ” “  got a minute?  ” “  life’s a bitch.  ” “  you’ve done enough.  ” “  i’m still learning.  ” “  don’t touch me.  ” “  was that you?  ” “  there’s no god.  ” “  you deserve better.  ” “  you’re a saint.  ” “  you are enough.  ” “  maybe you’re right.  ” “  this will pass.  ” “  you complete me.  ” “  you got this.  ”

𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑

“  don’t be so dramatic.  ” “  no guts,  no glory.  ” “  i’m calling for help.  ” “  run away with me.  ” “  it’s always been you.  ” “  some things take time.  ” “  you’re being awfully quiet.  ” “  please don’t hurt me.  ” “  snap out of it.  ” “  did you miss me?  ” “  how do i look?  ” “  i wanna get better.  ” “  whatever floats your boat.  ” “  i’ll love you always.  ” “  what are you waiting for?  ” “  at least i tried.  ” “  give me a kiss.  ” “  what’s the fucking point?  ” “  god,  i love you.  ” “  i’m doing my best.  ” “  i waited for you.  ” “  you woke me up.  ” “  stay with me tonight.  ”

𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄

“  you can’t keep doing this.  ” “  i think i love you  …  ” “  you make me feel special.  ” “  are you upset with me?  ” “  you need to heal first.  ” “  let me see the wound.  ” “  is your brain even on?  ” “  don’t give up on me.  ” “  you are perfect to me.  ” “  i can’t take this anymore.  ” “  you are my favorite person.  ” “  you had me at  ‘  hello.  ’   ” “  i wanted to see you.  ” “  don’t give me that look.  ” “  you’re a work of art.  ” “  i’m not scared of you.  ” “  i have  …  so many questions.  ”  “  do you think i’m stupid?  ” “  just tell me what happened.  ” “  i just want to help.  ” “  we need to be careful.  ” “  what did you just say?  ” “  i miss talking to you.  ”

[exbride]

made a bunch more mutuals over the last few days so like this if you’d like a starter (whether we just followed each other or not)!

[sagamemes]

fifty reasons to touch someone.   a variation of this. send me a 🤝 + a number ( add ‘flip’ to reverse it )  for your muse to touch mine…

…to say ‘good morning’.

…to say ‘goodnight’.

…to say ‘goodbye’.

…where it hurts.

…where it doesn’t hurt.

…on a falling tear.

…in secrecy.

…in public.

…desperately.

…in joy.

…in grief.

…discreetly.

…casually.

…passionately.

…lazily.

…to distract.

…as encouragement.

…for luck.

…on a scar.

…on a place of insecurity.

…in a rush of adrenaline.

…in relief.

…in danger.

…as a ‘yes’.

…as a ‘no’.

…as an apology.

…as a suggestion.

…as a lie.

…as a promise.

…as comfort.

…after a small rejection.

…to wake yours up.

…forcefully.

…to pretend.

…to gain something.

…to give up control.

…without a motive.

…because you are running out of time.

…because i am running out of time.

…because the world is ending.

…because the world is saved.

…out of pride.

…out of greed.

…out of lust.

…out of anger.

…out of envy or jealousy.

…out of spite.

…out of habit.

…out of necessity.

…out of love.

[ dealer’s choice / randomise ]

[exbride]

@aulltoowell​​​ / taylor swift lyric starters.

     “she looks like she’s been through it.”

[exbride]

@battlehymnns​​ / taylor swift lyric starters.

“maybe i asked for too much.”

[exbride]

@foughtdeath​ / taylor swift lyric starters.

       “time won’t fly. it’s like i’m paralyzed by it.”

[exbride]

emmett cullen.

( song ) run by taylor swift // @exbride·

they are lying together, his side pressing into hers. the conversation has hit a lull but he doesn’t mind. instead he finds a sort of solace in it. still, he’s not one for staying silent for long and after a moment he rolls onto her side - looking down at her with a soft smile. 

‘darling let’s run.’ he says out of nowhere, picturing it in his head. the two of them out of the road together - just having fun. it was like a dream, a precious jewel. ‘we can go like they’re trying to chase us, go where no one else is.’ 

she doesn't smile as often as she should, she knows. but emmett's words cause the corners of her lips to upturn genuinely for just a moment as she glances up at him. she doesn't mind the way he replaces their serene silence with words, ideas of his own. with most others, she certainly would—but not here. and, his idea is enticing to her. 

maybe it would be worth it to spend time, just the two of them. they'd always be able to come back to carlisle and the others anyway. “maybe,” she shifts, curling beneath the weight of his arm. she can picture it, too. the two of them running, the two of them in the middle of nowhere. her behind the wheel of any car she wants. “that sounds like a honeymoon.”

[exbride]

im in a taylor swift mood this weekend (i mean as a lesbian i always am but especially this weekend obviously) so like this for a lyrics based starter!!!

[exbride]

jacob black.

   “Doubt it.” A scoff, an eye roll in her direction, he wrenched open the refrigerator and helped himself to one of the soda cans neatly arranged on the top shelf. Popped it open with his thumb, closed the door with the flat of his hand, drained a third of it before looking at her and audibly sighing at the refreshment of the drink. He tipped it sarcastically in her direction. “Want some?”

the anxiety and exasperation she'd once felt towards the idea of bella being apart of her family permanently are essentially nothing compared to the aggravation that bella's apparently unavoidable best friend causes her. she rolls her eyes, glancing between the fridge and jacob, and then back to her laptop. "no," rosalie replies shortly. "that joke will never be funny."

[exbride]

jasper hale.

“he’s so desperate he would choose a dog over us.” his tone is more than a little bitter. it was clear where their brother’s loyalty lied right now. where the rest of their family’s did too. “we’re damned if we do, damned if we don’t. I think at this point all we can do is try to cause the least amount of damage.” not that he’s even remotely looking forward to spending time around an enraged, betrayed and likely grieving in some way edward. he did snort though at her last remark. “speak for yourself, my life has always been complicated. made a lot more sense than whatever the hell this is. what if we just left and there was no murder? I’m still for it, just…hypothetically. we had to leave for some family emergency or something. I don’t think right now he’s genuinely in love. infatuated, obsessed maybe, but he barely knows her.”

"i don't want to leave," rosalie answers—almost too quickly, she imagines. she'd done the same in front of their entire family, much to  edward's dismay, of course. she forces the childish edge out of her tone the best that she can, something she hadn't exactly managed to do in her other brother's presence, too overcome by disbelief and anger from the situation he'd put them in. it had taken them so long to return to this area; she'd practically been a newborn vampire then. and, now, she doesn't think she could bare to see them forced away so quickly because edward couldn't bear to show some self restraint, or some mindfulness for the rest of their family. "but...i hope you're right." she frowns again. "and, i hope carlisle comes to agree. isn't he supposed to be the reasonable one?"

[exbride]

@duskwolf​.

“    can i help you?”

[exbride]

jasper hale.

  “when is he not?”  edward was definitely not his favorite person to spend time around.  even when rosalie had her moods, she was preferable.  he glares at nothing with a halfhearted growl.  “he’s not exactly giving us much of a choice.  i’ve run under the radar for decades, i’m not dying by some old ass italians because he decided to be a dumbass and let an exposure risk go.”  it’s a good question.  plausible, but not pleasant.  definitely not how he’d want to be spending a night.  “i have very little doubt i could do it.  there does come a point where i stop thinking, but i’m still making decisions.  i’m a little concerned though…there will be ramifications whether or not we kill her.”

"i sort of thought the same. i don't know why suddenly the rest of us don't matter. or, why the rest of them are so relaxed about it." if they were to eliminate the human girl, then they would have to move on immediately. and, thanks to the situation that edward has managed to throw all of them into, they would find themselves among extremely suspicious circumstances. but, if they remained as is, rosalie's certain that there's no way this will end well. she couldn't trust that edward would do the right thing moving forward, he'd already proved her wrong on those counts. anger flared through her once more—edward had had the nerve to call her selfish time and time again? "and, i don't want anything to do with the volturi either. there's no reason for our lives to be complicated and yet..."

[exbride]

foughtdeath​.

  “i can keep her relatively calm if something goes wrong.”  his voice is quiet, already trying to calculate the easiest way.  nothing would be easy though considering alice and edward seemed to determine to protect the girl.  “but she’ll see it coming.  you should do it anyway, but i might have to keep edward busy…y’think he’ll be too pissed if i take off an arm?”  it wasn’t ideal, but none of this was.  and it was edward’s fault anyway.

"he's already pissed." she rolls her eyes. (though, sometimes it's difficult for her to remember a time where she and edward weren't pissed at each other.) and, working around edward and alice is never easy    such an attempt would usually be more laborious than anything, which is why anyone in their family seldom attempts to find loopholes in their abilities. her face falls for a moment, she almost complains to jasper about edward, 'he wouldn't forgive us.' but, she stops herself before the words can come out of her mouth. had the situation already gone this far, and become this final? it unnerves her to think about it that way. despite her issues with their brother, she doesn't want their family torn apart. couldn't edward understand that? "do you think that it's actually plausible? getting past him?"