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Is the Power Rangers Unlimited comic a Yellow Ranger isekai?

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Conversations like these are why I thanked that one woman I used to hang out with for actually listening to what I was saying and not cutting me off every two seconds. Cause my goodness.

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[mmaisonnnn]

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Sometimes as I'm talking, I can see why people don't talk to me often.

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I live

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I drew this on visitors stickers tho

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I’m so tired I can’t even talk out loud to keep my mind occupied.

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I had a dream I was at an event. After it was over, I couldn't find something I brought with me and one of the workers said she l would help me find it. There was a mutual respect there and I found that I actually liked this person. I could see us as friends and we became that fast. We went throughout the humongous facility, searching each room, looking for my loss things. As we moved through each room, searching each section again and again, she keep getting further ahead of me until she tells me she will comeback. After continuing to search for my stuff alone for a while, I accept she's not going to. As I continue to look for my belongings, I start moving faster through each room, gliding to each door. Not needing to take as many steps because I can hold myself in the air longer. (I can fly) People in the rooms notice I only touched the ground once and turned the corner without landing again. Although the freedom of flying is great and the eyes on me distracting, and I do want these things back, the only thing I can think of is I lost another friend. At least I can fly again.

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My mom was telling me about her talking to some Doctor's wife about me. The woman asked if I was married and my mom said no and got sad, in her retelling to me.

I thought about telling one of the women I know and immediately, the response "Why are you telling me this?" Stopped that train of thought in its tracks.

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I've been dealing with sinus pressure for the last couple days. At work today, the pressure started affecting my mind so I could be wrong. The pressure also could be revealing a truth to me. The epiphany:

If I concentrate, I could grow taller in my adulthood. If I wanted to. I don't wanna be tall. I like my height however, I may have to let it go to show people that all things are possible.

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I entered a poetry contest and I just realized:

I don't know when or how they'll let people know who won. They got my email, I don't remember they're name.

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Now that they’re talking, I don’t care.

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Did it take a while to finish? No.

Did it cause intense physical pain as I completed the task? Yes.

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What do I want?

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I remember as a child the first time seeing scorpina on power rangers and thinking "The bad guys might have a point"

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Cause if I say

"People find me annoying" or "She doesn't like me like that."

I'm not putting myself down, "reading into the situation" or sabotaging myself.

Its because I've been told to my face "You're annoying." or "I don't see you like that." Without me asking! (sometimes other people brought it up to the woman I wasn't interested in, other times it was a preemptive don't ask? I wasn't going to) People tell me this when I'm not doing anything. And I can gage people's interactions with me verse others. Why do people assume I'm looking down on myself and not just stating a fact?

I'm great. That doesn't mean everybody is going to love me and if I point out the one's I'm asked to socialize with wouldn't want that doesn't mean I think I'm undesirable. It means I'm not for them.