[exhale-x]

and this pain may not be escaping, and I may still be hurting but that's okay, because at least I'm living and I can see that someday it will be ending, even if it's not today, I know I'll be set free. So forgive me, I'm usually much more encouraging but until then, just promise me you won't leave. 'Cause heart may feel empty but every time I tell myself I'm alone I know that I'm just lying. 'Cause even though my heart feels empty the walls hold photos of beautiful memories. And if I hurt so bad now I guess it's just a friendly reminder that I'm still breathing.

[exhale-x]

please, give my hand the words to write, 'cause I just need this off my mind

[exhale-x]

last night i cried myself to sleep because i had that thought on my mind that im not good enough and that no one ever wants me. i wish that pain was temporary. i’m still here running away from something that is faster than me

[exhale-x]

I still lie awake at night, dreaming, doubting, revealing

[exhale-x]

i had this crazy thought that if i loved you enough, you'd see that you deserve it and not fuck it up like you always do

[exhale-x]

horrible relapse

[exhale-x]

it’s going to be one hell of a long night, the pain im feeling, i never thought it was possible to feel this sick

[exhale-x]

on some days it hurts so much that i can no longer suffer quietly

[exhale-x]

I don’t feel like saving myself from falling apart again

[danger]

[tokijin-deactivated20170926]

miss depression: *releases me for a quarter of a second*

me: wow. i feel so goo–

depression: Time’s Up Bitch.

[f--o--r--e--v--e--r]

[ruinedchildhood]

[friendly-animals]

[movie-gifs]

Pokémon Detective Pikachu (2019), dir. Rob Letterman.

[vssfu]

[anxietyproblem]