Call Me Monster

Majoring in EXOLOGY Tasha | 21 | Virgo | Fanfic Writer multifandom side blog, but mostly exo

[voulair]

Jonghyun for Harper’s Bazaar

[jj0ng]

 💓 💗 💖 💘 💝

[forever5hines]

jonghyun is somewhere warm and cosy, chilling with the moon, wearing a soft big hoodie he almost disappears in, he is wearing a hat and his kazoo is in his pocket and he’s smiling down at us, sending us his love

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if people around you are mocking you or saying unhelpful things like ‘you didn’t even know him’ or ‘he’s just a kpop idol’ kindly remind them that jonghyun was a real person. a beautiful wonderful person who wasn’t broken or weak, a person who was kind and loving to everyone around him, who supported those who didn’t have a voice by speaking for them, using his fame and talents for good rather than for bad. someone who suffered for a very long time and asked for help from their doctor, but sadly wasn’t heard. do not let these people downplay your grief or your sadness, you have every right to feel the way you do, and if they still can’t accept your grief then they’re not worth being around for at the present or even in the future.

[tofnew]

this is what plays when you walk through the gates of heaven 

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to my dearest jonghyun,

you were in pain. you were hurting. you were in pain and hurting and upset and lonely and sad and many other things as you passed on. you were also an amazing singer, talented songwriter, an outstanding human being, an integral president in the shinee world, and a father to the sweetest little ‘roo’. although you are no longer on this earth, your legacy, your love for people who needed help, your love for music, your overall essence, will remain long after. you, kim jonghyun, gave shawols, sm, your family and everyone in this world a piece of your heart through your talented body and we can never repay you for your selfless services, even if it did cost you your own happiness in return. the sweet voice that enchanted many will forever play on, and the songs you wrote are eternal. we say goodbye to your physical presence, kim jonghyun, but never to your soul, your heart, your very being. you were in pain. you were hurting, and now you’re free. so i say goodbye to you, kim jonghyun; insole wearing, puppy-pokemon hybrid look-a-like, crybaby, always-so-extra, kim jonghyun. may we meet again.

your sweetest,

an eternal shawol. 

(900408 -  ∞)

[janghyan]

Kim Jonghyun’s UFO reply to a fan

[chokemejimin]

This is the only image that should be circulating today regarding Jonghyun’s funeral service. Please give his family and friends privacy to mourn their loss. Do not look for updates on who is attending and who isn’t. Do not look for other pictures. Do not start rumours and do not even read them. This is their time to grieve, please give them space. They need it.

[janatolqyn]

Goodbye angel

[hoshees]

just keep on singing now ✧*

[taeyeonissm]

“ At the ends of this world.. If I can run into you there, it would be great ” Better, SHINEE ∘ I’ll miss you dearly Jonghyun

[angelaeri]

“A few years ago, I was crying and whining at my mom and sister while I was really drunk. I asked my mom and sister… it wasn’t long after we’d moved. I asked them if they were happy. I got drunk and woke up my entire sleeping family, like some ahjussi. It had been my number one goal in life, you know, to make my mom and sister happy. They both woke up and told me they were happy. But I was so envious at the fact that they were able to reply that they were, indeed, happy. Because it wasn’t like that for me. I told them while sobbing: I want to be happy too. Then I felt like I’d done my mom and sister wrong. But from then on, I started contemplating about happiness. For about six months, I pondered specifically over what I would need to do to become happy. I think that time of transformation has come. I think I need to be happy, now. I must become happy. I am going to be happy.” 

Rest in Peace. You will be missed, our dear Jonghyun. Life may have been cruel now, but I hope you find another life where you’ll achieve your happiness. Sing on in heaven, and watch over the boys and shawols you left behind. We aren’t angry, we aren’t going to curse you, you won’t be remembered for how you died but for how you lived. You touched millions of hearts and graced a gift upon this world that can never be replaced. You’ll live on in our hearts and within the happiest memories we shared these last ten years. Go In peace, this is our final goodbye.Let’s meet again.

[shinees-deactivated20190406]

puppy hugging the members one by one

[jongtaeshinee]

We miss you already, we will love you forever

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wheres that post of jonghyun playing the kazoo …….. i need that right now

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[gangsta-levi]

You’ve worked hard, you’ve really toiled.

[byulrooyah]

And you did well, extremely well.

Now, it’s time to rest.

Good night.

Kim Jonghyun (1990-2017)

[peridoxxx]

[minho-ness]

If it’s four people, it wouldn’t be SHINee