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I'm a failure, I'm a disappointment.

I'm tired of getting my feelings invalidated.

I deserve to feel, I deserve to cry.

I don't want to live anymore.

This time of the year is particularly nostalgic. I don't like to feel this way.

I'm truly a piece of shit. I can't do anything right. I'm stupid, I'm useless, I'm mediocre... I shouldn't exist.

What am I waiting for to do it?

I hate myself so much for being so weak.

I'm a waste of oxygen.

The voices in my head are not talking anymore, they are screaming.

I think I have taken my decision.

I'm tired.

This pain is never leaving.

I really want my heart to stop beating.

I miss you so much, Binnie.

I'm really sorry. I wish I could have helped you.

My light, my baby, my dear MoonBin... I already miss you.

I will always love you.

rest in peace sunshine <3

I just want to die.

I hate myself so much.

I hate my body, my face, my hair, my personality... everything. It's just so fucking gross and disgusting.

I am so fucking disgusting.

My life is not worth it. I am not worth it.

I just wanna die.