Frustrated writer

Random thoughts of a Wallflower

[eyesofawallflower]

Now I know why it never worked out with anyone else no matter what I do.

it’s because of you..

because I will met you,

you are God’s greatest gift.

[eyesofawallflower]

you’ve become so damage that when someone finally comes along to treat you the way you deserve to be treated, you don’t know how to respond, you are still always on doubt, you can’t believe that it is real, you are always afraid, your mind is always asking what if it’s also temporary? because it’s too good to be true, you are not used to it.

[eyesofawallflower]

Kung bibigyan ako ng pagkakataong ipaliwanag kung gaano kita kamahal, marahil ay hindi ako matatapos.

[eyesofawallflower]

Miguel,

I love you,

Til’ now I still can’t believe that you are mine, it still feels like I’m dreaming, you are too perfect in my eyes, the sweetest person I’ve ever met, for the first time in my life i feel so loved.

[eyesofawallflower]

So young, yet so broken.

[eyesofawallflower]

I’m so used to being alone and being left behind, is that even a good thing?

[eyesofawallflower]

nakakatakot sumubok muli, kumilala ng bagong tao, ikukwento mo nanaman ang buhay mo.. papakilala mo nanaman yung sarili mo, ibubuhos lahat ng meron ka, sa huli’y maiiwan ka na naman.

[eyesofawallflower]

Kay tagal kong pinangarap

at hinintay

kahit saglit lang sana..

hindi ka man lang naging akin.

[eyesofawallflower]

I will love you like the moon,

even if you are not whole,

even if I can’t find you during the night,

even if you are gone by sunrise.

[eyesofawallflower]

Whenever I’m holding a pen, I’m always writing about you.

[eyesofawallflower]

I’ve been trying to be heartless all these years, just to protect myself from being hurt again, I don’t want to feel that way again, crying myself to sleep, thinking everynight why I was never enough, why it was never me?. all my life I just want to be chosen, even just for once.

[eyesofawallflower]

Lady, You are not unlucky,

they just don’t know what to do with a woman like you.

you are more than enough.

[eyesofawallflower]

All I want is to see you happy.

[eyesofawallflower]

Stay.

[eyesofawallflower]

i just want to be loved the way I love

[eyesofawallflower]

i never want to see myself begging for someones love and attention ever again

never again

[eyesofawallflower]

I stopped writing when he left.

then I met you,

now, I can’t stop writing about you.