keepin' the lights on,

priv. and highly sel. writing blog for elliot from hbo's euphoria. by kate.

[f0rsakens]

elliot vasquez, first of his name, kicker of nate's ass.. etc. etc. this is gonna be a pinned post, written by kate. <3

[receiptsofwhiskey]

Love // Angst // Possessive Starters

Trigger warnings: Death Threat, Alcohol Abuse

“I wish I’d never fallen in love with you.”

“I never loved you. You were a nice little fuck toy, that’s it.”

“If I ever see you with _________ again I’ll kill you both.”

“You can’t fuck lonliness away, you know?”

“If this is love then why does it hurt so much?”

“How could I ever fall in love with you?”

”All I ever wanted is to be with you.”

“Did you ever love me?”

“Look into my eyes and tell me you never loved me!”

“I’m sorry for calling you so late at night… I needed to hear your voice again…”

”You are mine and no one else’s!”

“Do you enjoy hurting me?”

“Please don’t tell me to go now.”

“I miss you, but I know you don’t miss me.”

“I am just trying to drink my pain away.”

“As soon as I close my eyes I can see you smiling at me.”

”It’s okay. I am used to get hurt.”

”I have no tears left for you.”

”Come back to me! I need you…”

”Now I really know you ARE a monster without a heart.”

”I can lie to you, but my heart can’t.”

”The thought of you kissing someone else is breaking me.”

”Would you even notice if I was gone?”

”Love is just a beautiful dream. An illusion.”

“There is no ‘us’ anymore!”

“In my dreams you still love me.”

“I feel cold without you.”

“I felt safe with you.”

“The taste of your lips still lingers on mine.”

“You’ll be mine again. No matter what.”

[f0rsakens]

[ 📲 sms: ]  this is me asking you out. want to get coffee tomorrow? { Maddy bc- }

[ txt msg: maddy perez ] fuck yes i wanna get coffee with you [ txt msg: maddy perez ] u know, i'm free now if u r. [ txt msg: maddy perez ] or tomorrow works too.

[f0rsakens]

“ don’t you get it?! if anything happens to you, i… i don’t know what i’d do! “

he looks at cassie and he feels guilty for a flicker of a minute. she's just shaken him awake, whatever he'd mixed wasn't meant to be mixed. he reaches out to pluck her phone from her hand, sighing as he places it face down on the bed. "you-you can't call the cops just cause you can't wake me up... i was still breathing, right? shit, cassie,just take a breath, alright?" too many downers, not enough uppers. he makes a careful not for next time, he'd just wanted to be more fun for her to be around he looks at her and she looks fucking terrified. he frowns for a moment before he wraps his arms around her, pulling her close.

"nothing is gonna happen to me, alright? i've been doin' this since i was twelve, i know what i'm doin'." he presses a kiss to the top of her hand, hand moving to rub small circles on her back. he knows it's not a comfort, but he wants to convince her that he's okay. "i'm okay, cassie, look at me." he gently cups her chin, tilts her head up to meet his gaze. "see, dove? i'm fine. i'm not goin' anywhere."

[soulprompts]

𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬 𝐩𝐭. 𝟏

i’ve made emotional ones before but also, angst?? bon appetit!

“ i can’t do this alone… “

“ i can’t do this without you. “

“ nothing is worth losing you. “

“ i can’t lose you! not again! “

“ i don’t wanna lose you! “

“ i love you… “

“ i never should’ve dragged you into this. “

“ you’re not alone, [NAME]… you never were. “

“ if something happened to you… that would be because of me. and i can’t have that. “

“ …did you know about this? “ “ this is all my fault… “

“ i/we/you lost… “

“ you won’t win. “ “ this path you’re on… it’s gonna get you killed. you know that, though; don’t you? “

“ i can’t stop. “

“ you would tell me if something was wrong. wouldn’t you? “

“ it’s like you’re not really here; even when you are. “

“ don’t you get it?! if anything happens to you, i… i don’t know what i’d do! “

“ you have no idea how important you are to me, and i’m tired of waiting for you to figure it out, and i sure as hell won’t wait to announce it over your reckless ass’ grave! “

“ no! i’m not leaving without you! “

“ i can’t do this anymore… “

“ you don’t even know me. “

“ what have you done?! “

“ you’re shaking… “

“ i’ve… made some mistakes. “

“ you are nothing to me. “

“ you were never nothing to me… “

“ stop it. enough of this self-sacrificing bullshit! stop acting like you have nobody who loves you! you have me! so no! you don’t get to be a martyr. not today! we can figure out a different plan… “

“ i would’ve done anything for you… “

“ i’d risk everything and anything for you. “

“ i’m not a good person. “

“ please don’t look at me like that… “

“ i believed in you! “

“ we can’t lose… “

“ what?! what am i supposed to do?! please! tell me, what the hell am i supposed to do?! “

“ please, just go… i’m not the kind of person anyone needs to be around right now. “

“ what happened to you? huh? what happened to you to make you this way? “

“ they’re coming for you. right? that’s why you’re pushing me away like an idiot? because you don’t want me getting hurt? “

“ nothing’s going to be as good as it was before. “

“ you lied to me! “

“ i didn’t mean for any of this to happen! “

“ i can’t trust you anymore… “

“ i know it’s selfish. god knows, ever since we met, i’ve been the reason behind every threat and danger that’s come your way. but… i honestly can’t say that i’d change a second of it. “

“ it’s been an honour knowing you. “

“ there’s nobody else i can turn to. only you. “

“ i don’t trust anybody else. not the way i trust you. “

“ we have no choice… “

“ why?! why are you helping me?! “

“ it’s too late. there’s nothing more we can do… “

“ please don’t go… don’t leave me. “

“ you are everything to me. okay? EVERYTHING. i can’t lose you… “

“ you deserve better than this… better than me… “

“ i thought i could give you a better life. instead, i’m the reason it’s gotten worse… i’m so sorry. “

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑻𝑶𝑿𝑰𝑪 𝑹𝑬𝑳𝑨𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺𝑯𝑰𝑷𝑺.  (  some of these are dark and heavy ― trigger warning for emotional and hinted domestic abuse, manipulation, and abuse ― so please proceed with caution.  )

❛  no one can know about this.  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry. you know i didn't mean it like that.  ❜ ❛  you still love me, don't you?  ❜ ❛  promise me not to do this again.  ❜ ❛  you hit me!  ❜ ❛  but you said you loved me ...  ❜ ❛  i didn't tell anyone, i swear!  ❜ ❛  you promised me you'd stop this.  ❜ ❛  you know what's going to happen if you try to pull this stunt again.  ❜ ❛  don't you dare leave me!  ❜ ❛  you aren't scared of me, are you?  ❜ ❛  stop it! please, just let me go!  ❜ ❛  is there something you forgot to tell me?  ❜ ❛  but i do know better than you. i thought that much was obvious.  ❜ ❛  so you leave me no other choice.  ❜ ❛  i'm doing this because i care!  ❜ ❛  why did you do that to me?  ❜ ❛  will you just shut up about it already? i told you i'm sorry.  ❜ ❛  you're really testing my patience today.  ❜ ❛  i only did this for you!  ❜ ❛  this is all your fault! if you'd just listened to me, it wouldn't have come to this.  ❜ ❛  please don't be mad.  ❜ ❛  i'm worried about you.  ❜ ❛  you have no idea what you're talking about!  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry, i don't know what came over me.  ❜ ❛  stop being so dramatic.  ❜ ❛  god, you're making this way too easy for me.  ❜ ❛  did you just disagree with me?  ❜ ❛  do i need to remind you who you belong to?  ❜ ❛  nobody else will ever love you the way i do.  ❜ ❛  who do you think they would really believe? you or me?  ❜ ❛  what the hell is wrong with you?  ❜ ❛  you remember what i told you would happen if you leave, don't you?  ❜ ❛  you are nothing without me!  ❜ ❛  you still haven't learned your lesson yet, hmm?  ❜ ❛  it's obvious you're not trying hard enough.  ❜ ❛  so you're saying this is my fault?  ❜ ❛  you're only making this worse for yourself.  ❜ ❛  go on, keep telling yourself that i'm the bad guy when deep down you know this is all because of you.  ❜ ❛  don't you understand yet? i'm only doing this because i love you.  ❜

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑭𝑳𝑰𝑹𝑻𝒀 𝑻𝑬𝑿𝑻 𝑴𝑬𝑺𝑺𝑨𝑮𝑬𝑺. 

[ 📲 sms: ]  i hate everyone. but not you. [ 📲 sms: ]  want to make a beautiful memory together? [ 📲 sms: ]  i'd rather do nothing with you than something with anyone else. [ 📲 sms: ]  netflix? chill? both? [ 📲 sms: ]  can't stop thinking about you. [ 📲 sms: ]  you're my favorite veggie. a cute-cumber! [ 📲 sms: ]  i adore you. that's all. [ 📲 sms: ]  you make me a better person and i'd like to keep improving. [ 📲 sms: ]  it's cold today. can you warm me up? [ 📲 sms: ]  i'm into curves, and my favorite is your smile. [ 📲 sms: ]  my day is more fun when you're in it. [ 📲 sms: ]  you were in my dreams last night. wanna hear? [ 📲 sms: ]  you were the first thing i thought of when i woke up. [ 📲 sms: ]  i already miss you and can't wait to see you again. [ 📲 sms: ]  what would you do if i were with you right now? [ 📲 sms: ]  hey stranger. stop being a stranger. [ 📲 sms: ]  this is me asking you out. want to get coffee tomorrow? [ 📲 sms: ]  nobody understands me like you do. [ 📲 sms: ]  i wish you were here with me. [ 📲 sms: ]  you never text first. i can’t tell if you hate me or if you’re playing hard to get. [ 📲 sms: ]  which emoji makes you think of me? [ 📲 sms: ]  want to have this conversation in person? [ 📲 sms: ]  i don’t have anything interesting to tell you, but i really wanted to talk to you. [ 📲 sms: ]  everything makes me think of you. [ 📲 sms: ]  i can't sleep. i blame you. [ 📲 sms: ]  surprise! i got you flowers: 💐 [ 📲 sms: ]  i can't help but smile every time your name pops up on my screen. [ 📲 sms: ]  you look so good right now. i can’t actually see you, but i assume you look good because you always do. [ 📲 sms: ]  even over text you're so charming. [ 📲 sms: ]  i'm smiling just thinking about getting to see you later. [ 📲 sms: ]  my day would've been a lot better if i'd gotten to spend it with you. [ 📲 sms: ]  i'm really glad to have you in my life. [ 📲 sms: ]  i could talk to you all night. [ 📲 sms: ]  just thinking about falling in love with you. i'd do it all over again and again. [ 📲 sms: ]  you mean the world to me. don’t ever forget that. [ 📲 sms: ]  i'm so incredibly lucky to know you. [ 📲 sms: ]  you get more beautiful every time i see you. [ 📲 sms: ]  you are my heart. [ 📲 sms: ]  you’re single. i'm single. i feel like this is a problem we can solve together. [ 📲 sms: ]  thinking a lot of things about you i can’t say … but i could text.

[receiptsofwhiskey]

* subtle romance starters

i wish i could control myself around you

you look amazing

in that dress you could have anyone you want

it’s difficult to be around you

i’ve dreamt about being with you

i’ve wanted to kiss you since the moment we met

we could be together for tonight

no one needs to know

you could do it, i wouldn’t stop you

i can’t control myself around you

i can’t stop thinking about you

i want everyone to know that you’re mine

i can’t just be your friend

of course i was jealous

have i told you recently that you’re completely gorgeous?

you’re under my skin

i’ve thought about this nonstop

i can’t wait to see every inch of you

has anyone ever told you how beautiful you are?

you have to see what i see in you

you’re the most interesting person i’ve ever met

you have so much to offer

you’re a work of art

let me be yours

i think about you, like this, all the time

my lips were made to meet yours

you are, of course, my every thought

i want to know you fully

together, we’d be a force

once wasn’t enough for me

i can’t wait until i can kiss you again

you look better out of your clothes than you do in them

your perfect face is the least beautiful thing about you

have you been thinking about me?

do you want me as i want you?

how long have you wanted this?

[f0rsakens]

♪ ⠀ elliot & cassie. ╱ @disastrouslover.

"that's not nothin', cass," he whispers, his voice is soft even as he trembles with anger. he wants to choke whoever put their hands on her, but he knows if he does, he might not let them breath again. he wants to reach out, to look closer but he doesn't. he doesn't want to scare her and so he keeps his hands to himself. "c'mon, little dove," he whispers, takes a slow step towards her as she looks down. "we don't have to talk about it, dove, i promise." he whispers, reaches out as though to hug her but instead he rests a gentle hand on her shoulder. "you wanna go somewhere? where do you wanna go? i'll be your personal uber for the night, huh?"

[promptfairy]

𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐓 / 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓   ♡   𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

    change any gendered language to your needs.  ♡

“   you  don’t  have  to  hide  your  tears  from  me .   ” “   you’re  doing  great ,   okay ??   i mean it .   ” “   you  are  so  strong .   ” “   please  don’t  ever  give  up .   ” “   i  will  always  believe  in  you .   ” “   why  do  you  always  think  you  have  to  do  everything  on  your  own ??   ” “   it’s  okay ,   i’m  here .   i’ll  always  be  here .   ” “   you’ve  always  been  strong  for  me .   let  me  return  the  favor .   ” “   just  listen  to  my  heartbeat ,   okay ??   ” “   come  on ,   take  a  deep  breath .   it’s  gonna  be  alright .   ” “   please ,   just  hold  me .   ” “   you  always  meant  the  world  to  me .   i’m  sorry  i  let  you  forget  that .   ” “   i  never  stopped  loving  you .   ” “   you’ll  feel  better  if  you  talk  about  it .   i’m  here  to  listen .   ” “   you’re  so  much  more  than  the  mistakes  you’ve  made .  ” “   i  forgive  you .   ” “   you  are  so  fucking  powerful .   ” “   i’m  not  leaving  you  here .   ” “   i  trust  you  more  than  anyone  else  in  this  universe .   ” “   it’s  okay  to  be  confused .   nobody  has  all  the  answers .   ” “   i’m  so ,   so  sorry .   you  didn’t  deserve  that .   ” “   healing  is  not  linear ,   but  it’s  always  moving  forward .   ” “   you  can  admit  that  you’re  hurting .   it’s  okay  to  not  be  okay .   ” “   hold  my  hand ??   ” “   you  are  my  home .   ” “   no  matter  what  anyone  else  says ,   you  are  so  important  to  me .   ” “   don’t  worry .   i’ll  protect  you .   ” “   shh ,   it  was  just  a  nightmare .   you’re  safe .   ” “   don’t  talk  about  yourself  like  that .   ” “   just  say  the  word .   you  know  i’d  do  anything  for  you .   ” “   you  are  loved .   ” “   i  just  need  a  hug .   ” “   i’ll  destroy  anything  that  so  much  as  thinks  of  harming  you .   ” “   don’t  ever  let  anyone  make  you  feel  ashamed  of  who  you  are .   ” “   you’re  not  alone .   you’re  stuck  with  me  forever .   sorry .   ” “   well ,   hello  sleeping  beauty .   you  fell  asleep  on  me .   ” “   if  you  don’t  take  your  butt  back  to  bed ,   i  will  carry  you  there  myself .   ” “   i’m  sorry  to  wake  you  up ,   but  i  really  need  someone  to  talk  to .   ” “   i  hate  seeing  you  like  this   …   please ,  let  me  help .   ” “   you  are   &   always  will  be  precious  to  me .   ” “   i  can’t  believe  that  asshole  said  that  to  you .   it’s  not  true ,   you  know .    ” “   you  want  me  to  punch  him  in  the  face  ??   ” “   you  deserve  every  good  thing  in  the  world .   ” “   you  know  i  always  have  your  back .   ” “   you  don’t  have  to  worry  about  anything ,   as  long  as  i’m  around .   ” “   stop  apologizing ,   okay ??   i’ve  already  told  you  i’ve  forgiven  you  a  hundred  times now .   ” “   don’t  beat  yourself  up  over  this .   be  kind  to  yourself ,   it’s  not  your  fault .   ”

[promptfairy]

𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐁𝐎𝐘,   𝐒𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐊   &   𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐋   (   𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟑   )   ♡   𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

    𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝟏 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 :   𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 !! some lines modified to be more usable.     change any gendered language to your needs.  ♡

“   put  on  your  war  paint .   ” “   you  are a  brick  tied  to  me  that’s  dragging  me  down .   ” “   dance  alone  to  the  beat  of  your  heart .   ” “   doesn’t  it  feel  like  our  time  is  running  out  ??   ” “   i’m  gonna  change  you  like  a  remix .   ” “   the  world  is  just  a  teller   &   we  are  wearing  black  masks .   ” “   no ,   i  think  it  looked  a  little  better  on  me .   ” “   the  war  is  won  before  it’s  begun .   ” “   be  careful  making  wishes  in  the  dark .   ” “   i’m  just  dreaming  of  tearing  you  apart .   ” “   you’re  the  antidote  to  everything  except  for  me .   ” “   burn  everything  you  love ,   then  burn  the  ashes .   ” “   my  childhood  spat  back  out  the  monster  that  you  see  .   ” “   i  don’t  know  where  you’re  going ,   but  do  you  got  room  for  one  more  troubled  soul ??   ” “   i  don’t  know  where  i’m  going ,   but  i  don’t  think  i’m  coming  home .   ” “   i’ll  check  in  tomorrow  if  i  don’t  wake  up  dead .   ” “   this  is  the  road  to  ruin ,   and  we’re  starting  at  the  end .   ” “   let’s  be  alone  together .   ” “   it’s  not  my  fault  i’m  a  maniac .   ” “   it’s  not  funny  anymore .   ” “   my  heart  is  like  a  stallion ;   they  love  it  more  when  it’s  broke-in .   ” “   i  don’t  believe  a  word  you  say ,   but  i  can’t  stop  listening .   ” “   i’m  not  gonna  go  home  alone .   ” “   i  know  i  expect  too  much   &   not  enough  all  at  once .   ” “   you  got  me  all  fucked  up  on  love .   ” “   i  looked  for  your  name  on  the  ouija  board .   ” “   you   &   me  are  the  difference  between  real  love   &   love  on  the  tv .   ” “   let’s  fade  away  together ,   one  dream  at  a  time .   ” “   anything  you  say  can   &   will  be  held  against  you .   ” “   i  know  i’m  bad  news .   ” “   letting  people  down  is  my  thing ,   baby ,   find  yourself  a  new  gig .   ” “   this  town  ain’t  big  enough  for  two  of  us .   ” “   i  don’t  have  the  right  name  or  the  right  looks ,   but  i  have  twice  the  heart .   ” “   if  i  spilled  my  guts ,   the  world  would  never  look  at  you  the  same  way .   ” “   i  can’t  stop  it  when  there’s  chemicals  keeping  us  together .   ” “   oh ,   how  the  mighty  fall  in  love .   ” “   if  you  ask  me ,   two’s  a  whole  lot  lonelier  than  one .   ” “   we  should’ve  left  our  love  in  the  gutter  where  we  found  it .   ” “   you  think  your  only  crime  is  that  you  got  caught .   ” “   i’m  either  fucking  or  working ,   so  the  grind  don’t  stop .   ” “   don’t  panic ,   no ,   not  yet .   ” “   i  know  i’m  the  one  you  want  to  forget .   ” “   it’s  time  for  me  to  fall  apart .   ” “   sometimes ,   before  it  gets  better ,   the  darkness  gets  bigger .   ” “   the  person  that  you’d  take  a  bullet  for  is  behind  the  trigger .   ” “   i  am  the  best  you’ll  ever  have .   ” “   i  wanna  see  your  animal  side .   ” “   let  it  all  out .   ” “   you  can  wear  the  crown ,   but  you’re  no  princess .   ” “   we’re  gonna  die ,   it’s  just  a  matter  of  time .   ” “   i’m  either  gone  in  an  instant ,   or  here  ’til  the  bitter  end .   ” “   what  i  got  will  make  you  feel  more  alive .   ” “   tonight ,   the  foxes  hunt  the hounds .   ” “   come on ,   make  it  easy ;   say  i  never  mattered .   ” “   are  you  ready  for  another  bad  poem ??   ” “   remember  me  as  i  was ,   not  as  i  am .   ” “   you  need  to  lower  your  standards .   ” “   it’s  never  getting  any  better  than  this .   ” “   i  need  more  dreams   &   less  life .   ” “   i  cried  tears  you  will  never  see .   ” “   fuck  you ,   you  can  go  cry  me  an  ocean   &   leave  me  be .   ” “   you  are  what  you  love ,   not  who  loves  you .   ” “   wherever  i  go ,   trouble  seems  to  follow .   ”

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❥     𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐀𝐑𝐓  𝐎𝐅  𝐃𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐓𝐘    [   𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂    ]   .

add context to your needs .  happy roleplaying !!  ♡

“   it  seems  that  you  get  impossibly  more  beautiful  every  single  day .   ” “   walk  with  me  in  the  garden  for  a  while .   ” “   do  you  recognize  any  constellations  tonight ?   ” “   i  notice  that  you  keep  looking  at  my  lips .   you’re  criminally  unsubtle .   ” “   i  think  the  kids  are  awake  …   ” “   you’re  hogging  the  blanket .   ” “   you  look  too  beautiful  right  now ,   it’s  too  dangerous  to  make  direct  eye  contact .   ” “   i  painted  you .   ” “   i  can  feel  you  staring  at  me .   ” “   will  you  wash  my  hair  ?   ” “   stop  worrying ,   you  look  perfect .   ” “   you  always  smell  so  sweet .   ” “   i  can’t  do  the  dishes  if  you  keep  on  hugging  me .   ” “   well ,   you’re  extra  clingy  today .   ” “   nothing  will  hurt  you  as  long  as  i’m  here .   ” “   tell  me  that  story  again .   ” “   i  just  want  to  hear  your  voice  until  i  fall  asleep  …   ” “   here ,   have  my  jacket .   ” “   anyplace  with  you  feels  like  home  to  me .   ” “   i  just  can’t  stop  thinking  about  you .   even  when  you’re  in  the  next  room .   ” “   honestly ,   you’re  hopeless  without  me .   ” “   i  smell  something  burni—   are  you  trying  to  make  breakfast ?   ” “   i  ran  you  a  bath .   get  in  it .   ” “   this  necklace  reminded  me  of  you .   i  thought  you  would  like  it .   ” “   is  it  hot  in  here ,   or  is  that  just  you ?   ” “   can  i  rest  my  head  in  your  lap ?   ” “   i  love  it  when  you  call  me  that .   ” “   there’s  no  greater  blessing  than  looking  at  my  child   &   seeing  your  eyes .   ” “   let’s  just  get  in  the  car   &   drive  somewhere .   anywhere .   ” “   i  missed  you  at  work  today .   ” “   shh ,   just  stay  still .   let  me  hug  you  for  another  few  minutes .   ” “   do  you  remember  this  song ?   ” “   i’ll  give  you  a  massage .   ” “   you  can  just  say  that  you  want  to  cuddle ,   you  know .   ” “   let  me  braid  your  hair .   ” “   i  just  can’t  believe  that  you’re  mine ,   now .   ” “   no ,   you’re  not  going  anywhere .   you  have  a  fever .   ” “   do  you  still  think  about  all  the  crazy  stuff  we  used  to  do  together ?   ” “   every  time  i  wake  up   &   you’re  there  next  to  me ,   i  wonder  if  i’m  still  dreaming .   ” “   i  never  really  cared  about  impressing  anyone  until  i  met  you .   ” “   did  you  just  light  a  candle ?   ” “   can  you  zip  this  up  for  me ?   ” “   how  do  you  expect  me  to  cover  all  of  these  marks  you  left  on  me ?   ” “   you’re  so  cute  when  you  smile  like  that .   ”

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♪ ⠀ elliot & cassie. ╱ @disastrouslover

he loves this sight, cassie on his bed, with her wrists bound behind her. he's made sure she can't free herself, made sure that she was okay. gentle kisses pressed to her wrists before he'd wrapped his belt around them. she looks so pretty and he chuckles softly, hand moving to cup her flushed cheeks. thumb brushing gently against reddened skin, as he sits onto the bed. "you need me? what do you need me to do to you, my little dove? just a kiss?" hand moves to lightly grasp her chin, to capture her lips in a soft but firm kiss. as he draws back, he keeps brown hues locked with her's. "i already have all of you, don't i?" he's teasing, of course and lips press to her jaw, trailing down her neck.. "poor thing, it must be so hard to look but not touch... if you beg, i'll touch you."

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻𝒀 𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺.

❛  are we actually doing the right thing?  ❜ ❛  are you bleeding?  ❜ ❛  are you even sorry?  ❜ ❛  are you still mad at me?  ❜ ❛  are you sure you’re gonna be okay on your own?  ❜ ❛  can’t we just be friends again?  ❜ ❛  can we pretend this never happened?  ❜ ❛  can you help me with this?  ❜ ❛  didn’t you listen to what i just said?  ❜ ❛  did you ever even love me?  ❜ ❛  don’t you believe me?  ❜ ❛  do you trust me?  ❜ ❛  do you understand what that means?  ❜ ❛  do you want to talk about it?  ❜ ❛  haven’t you heard the news?  ❜ ❛  have you ever cared about anyone other than yourself?  ❜ ❛  how did you do that?  ❜ ❛  how will i ever be able to repay you?  ❜ ❛  is it my fault?  ❜ ❛  is there anything i can do for you?  ❜ ❛  was all of this just a lie?  ❜ ❛  we’re gonna survive this, right?  ❜ ❛  what are you doing here?  ❜ ❛  what do you want from me?  ❜ ❛  what have you done to them?  ❜ ❛  what makes you think i’m going to help you?  ❜ ❛  when was the last time you ate something?  ❜ ❛  when will it stop?  ❜ ❛  when will you ever grow up?  ❜ ❛  where were you last night?  ❜ ❛  who did this to you?  ❜ ❛  who the hell are you?  ❜ ❛  why can’t you just let it go?  ❜ ❛  why didn’t you tell me sooner?  ❜ ❛  why did you leave me?  ❜ ❛  why don’t you come home with me?  ❜ ❛  why would you do something like that?  ❜ ❛  will you call me when you got there safely?  ❜ ❛  will you please tell me what happened?  ❜ ❛  will you stop doing that?  ❜

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑻𝑶𝑿𝑰𝑪 𝑹𝑬𝑳𝑨𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺𝑯𝑰𝑷𝑺.  (  some of these are dark and heavy ― trigger warning for emotional and hinted domestic abuse, manipulation, and abuse ― so please proceed with caution.  )

❛  no one can know about this.  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry. you know i didn't mean it like that.  ❜ ❛  you still love me, don't you?  ❜ ❛  promise me not to do this again.  ❜ ❛  you hit me!  ❜ ❛  but you said you loved me ...  ❜ ❛  i didn't tell anyone, i swear!  ❜ ❛  you promised me you'd stop this.  ❜ ❛  you know what's going to happen if you try to pull this stunt again.  ❜ ❛  don't you dare leave me!  ❜ ❛  you aren't scared of me, are you?  ❜ ❛  stop it! please, just let me go!  ❜ ❛  is there something you forgot to tell me?  ❜ ❛  but i do know better than you. i thought that much was obvious.  ❜ ❛  so you leave me no other choice.  ❜ ❛  i'm doing this because i care!  ❜ ❛  why did you do that to me?  ❜ ❛  will you just shut up about it already? i told you i'm sorry.  ❜ ❛  you're really testing my patience today.  ❜ ❛  i only did this for you!  ❜ ❛  this is all your fault! if you'd just listened to me, it wouldn't have come to this.  ❜ ❛  please don't be mad.  ❜ ❛  i'm worried about you.  ❜ ❛  you have no idea what you're talking about!  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry, i don't know what came over me.  ❜ ❛  stop being so dramatic.  ❜ ❛  god, you're making this way too easy for me.  ❜ ❛  did you just disagree with me?  ❜ ❛  do i need to remind you who you belong to?  ❜ ❛  nobody else will ever love you the way i do.  ❜ ❛  who do you think they would really believe? you or me?  ❜ ❛  what the hell is wrong with you?  ❜ ❛  you remember what i told you would happen if you leave, don't you?  ❜ ❛  you are nothing without me!  ❜ ❛  you still haven't learned your lesson yet, hmm?  ❜ ❛  it's obvious you're not trying hard enough.  ❜ ❛  so you're saying this is my fault?  ❜ ❛  you're only making this worse for yourself.  ❜ ❛  go on, keep telling yourself that i'm the bad guy when deep down you know this is all because of you.  ❜ ❛  don't you understand yet? i'm only doing this because i love you.  ❜

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑫𝑰𝑹𝑻𝒀 𝑳𝑰𝑻𝑻𝑳𝑬 𝑪𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑳𝑰𝑴𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑺.

❛  it's actually unfair how fucking sexy you are.  ❜ ❛  you have the most perfect tits.  ❜ ❛  with all due respect, you are a non-stop cock tease.  ❜ ❛  eye contact with you always feels like foreplay.  ❜ ❛  when your lips move, i can't help picturing them around my cock.  ❜ ❛  i can't stop thinking about that thing you do with your hips.  ❜ ❛  were you always such an accomplished seductress?  ❜ ❛  do you realize how beautiful you are when you orgasm?  ❜ ❛  i want to spank your hot ass for driving me so crazy.  ❜ ❛  you're the kind of person i could only ever make love to.  ❜ ❛  all i can think about is how good you're going to taste.  ❜ ❛  there's nothing you can do to make me stop wanting you.  ❜ ❛  i can't handle not touching you.  ❜ ❛  i have no doubt you're going to blow my mind tonight.  ❜ ❛  do you even notice everyone checking you out?  ❜ ❛  you are undeniably the sexiest person i've ever met.  ❜ ❛  i didn't even know i could want someone this badly.  ❜ ❛  do you realize what you do to me?  ❜ ❛  i just can't lie. i'm picturing you naked right now.  ❜ ❛  every time i look at you, i can't believe how hot you are.  ❜ ❛  i love the way you look when you're turned on.  ❜ ❛  has anyone ever told you you have soft lips?  ❜ ❛  you're perfect. everything you do is just perfect to me.  ❜ ❛  even the simplest of touches from you is driving me insane.  ❜ ❛  you make me feel like no one ever has before.  ❜ ❛  when i'm around you, my feelings go completely wild.  ❜ ❛  you make me go weak in my knees.  ❜ ❛  i love it when you get hard / wet for me.  ❜ ❛  just thinking about you makes my whole body tingle.  ❜ ❛  i get hard / wet so much faster when i'm around you.  ❜ ❛  you make me want to be so fucking naughty.  ❜ ❛  you are a living, breathing sexual fantasy.  ❜ ❛  so smart and sexy. you are lethal.  ❜ ❛  i want to kiss every single inch of your body, explore every nook and cranny, and penetrate every crevice.  ❜ ❛  pleasuring you should be considered an honor.  ❜ ❛  i'm trying to pay attention, but you're just too sexy.  ❜ ❛  you don't even mean to torment me, do you?  ❜ ❛  every single one of your curves deserves to be worshipped.  ❜ ❛  i haven't felt this horny since high school.  ❜ ❛  my goal in life is to make you squirm like never before.  ❜

[f0rsakens]

elliot is king of making the same bad joke a hundred times.