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i get bloody noses a lot and i can usually feel it about 30 seconds before it starts dripping. today in class my nose started to bleed. but right before, I turned to this very religious boy who sits next to me and whispered “hail satan” as my nose started to drip. he freaked and fell back and hit his head. he had to go home for the rest of the day.

I’m fighting so hard for this, with what seems to be no results.. and it’s painful. I feel trapped, incompetent.. alone, lost, confused.. so many unanswered questions. The more I learn, the less I really know. I’m about to give up, I don’t know what else to do

This guy teaches me something everyday. He is no ordinary soul

I have acquired a giant cat

Finally in New York

Mr. Self Destruct

I am the needle in your vein And I control you I am the high you can't sustain And I control you I am the pusher I am a whore And I control you I am the need you have for more And I control you I am the bullet in the gun And I control you I am the truth from which you run And I control you I am the silencing machine And I control you I am the end of all your dreams And I control you I take you where you want to go I give you all you need to know I drag you down I use you up Mr. Self Destruct Trent Reznor

fuck i just want him and it can't be that simple

2000 miles away is not simple.

so god damn confused