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snixxx-tana-lopez:

PRIVATE

Quinn. I am not testing you and you’re not failing anything. I know I told you that I did that and I shouldn’t have, but I’m not doing it now. I understand that you’re busy. I am too. That’s not why I got upset. I know we’re tiptoeing around, and I wanna stop. It’s not working. We’re not working like this. You spent however many years unhappy with Finn and then two years on this back and forth bullshit, and I’m getting worried that I’m going to spend the rest of my twenties like this. We both deserve better. So, like I said, I want to move forward. It’s frustrating staying in the same place when I thought both of us wanted the same thing. I don’t know how that can be confusing. This trip has been a small step forward, I think. You know, not having any distractions and just…hanging out and being together. I’ve had a good time.

PRIVATE:

I want you, I want to be with you. You’re right, this isn’t working we either need to stop or dive in. And while I’m not a strong swimmer, I want to do this, I’ve already told you that I love you and that hasn’t changed.

#private: santana #santana #dash

snixxx-tana-lopez:

Nevermind. Just forget I said anything. And friend is the word you’re looking for, by the way. The whatever I am? That’s what you call someone when you don’t want to call them your girlfriend. It’s just kind of unbelievable to me that two years later that’s all I am.

I don’t know what you’re talking about. Dogs in human clothes are adorable.

That’s short notice. I may be working the first couple days off of my computer. I’m busy too.

How am I supposed to call you my girlfriend when we both tip toe around it so much I’m terrified to ever bring it up? I can barely ask if we can hang out without feeling terrified because you keep testing me and I’m always sure I’m failing, which, clearly, I am, because I’m pretty sure this was some sort of test as well. I take enough tests in college.

#santana #dash

snixxx-tana-lopez:

Oh no, I actually think we’re moving much too fast. In fact, I think I see a snail up in the distance. If we’re not careful, we’re going to pass him.

Listen, I don’t want you thinking I’m an asshole. As far as sex goes, it’s a non-issue. You’re the boss. I’ll wait…a reasonable amount of time. But we’ve gotta make some kind of movement somewhere. It’s August. Do you know when we first decided to start seeing each other again? May. And I’m still referring to you as my “not-girlfriend” and hoping that you ask to see me on the weekend. Which is my fault too, because for some reason I can’t get over the idea that leaving all decisions to you is what’s going to make this work. That’s stupid. First of all, it’s unfair to me. Second, it puts all the pressure on you, and third… it doesn’t make me a good person, it just makes me a pussy. There’s a small chance that I need to think about talking to that therapist again.

But anyway,

Your boss is my new favorite person, and the fact that you think you even need to ask is ridiculous. Tell me the when and where and me and Peaches will be there in matching sunglasses.

Haha, very funny, San.

You’re just.. confusing. You’ve been confusing for years and I’ve gotten a bit used to it, sure, but it’s a thing that’s there. I’m busy. And because of that I when I’m not I crash. So it’s never that I don’t want to see you, but that if I don’t have plans I don’t have a tendency to think to make any at the forefront of my mind, especially since I keep making the plans with you so I feel clingy like I need to stop making the plans, so it’s confusing. You, my dear, are a trip. The sex and everything else is a total non issue that I honestly like teasing you about more because I can tell it makes you more uncomfortable than it makes me anymore. And right now, I just want to take my gorgeous, trip, of a whatever you are to me, on a trip, because you’re the only person I can ever stand being around for long periods of time, which has to count for something.

Oh no. Not happening. Babe, that’s tacky. You will never catch Mere and I in anything matchy.

I’m taking Wednesday to Wednesday off. I suggest you do the same.

#santana #dash

snixxx-tana-lopez:

And what did I do to deserve this torture, exactly? I’m a good woman, Q. I’m loyal, I’m crazy about you, and…well, look at me. I’m fucking adorable.

If you’re the one celebrating, shouldn’t I be the one taking you out? Although, I’m actually kind of celebrating you having a little more space for me in your schedule too.

It won’t last, I promise.

I’m rewarding both of us, somehow. Let’s just go with it. My boss, bless his heart, is lending me the keys to his summer home up north, and I was thinking of binge buying a lot of junk food, getting a new bikini, and kidnapping you, if I have your permission of course... which isn’t kidnapping, but, whatever.

#santana #dash

snixxx-tana-lopez:

Honey, please. You could write a book on teasing. At this point, I think you’re pretty much the sexiest person in the world. Human bodily functions and all.

In high school I would have told you it was all about the teasing, so, I’m still doing something right.

Finals are done, officially. So I have a few weeks off before next semester starts. So I was thinking I could take you out to celebrate sometime soon?

#santana #dash

manhattansebastian:

What’s the magic word?

I quite literally just begged as much as I’m capable, what more do you want?

#sebastian #dash

snixxx-tana-lopez:

Well, hopefully this holiday season we can make new, better memories.

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Shit…. Literally, I guess. So that’s how the cleanse part works. You know, you could have told me, and I would have brought you stuff.

I’d like that.

Oh no. You’ve still got to think I’m sexy for a lot longer before I’m going to let you see me that sick.

#santana #dash

snixxx-tana-lopez:

Yeah, it was great, and at the time, I was thrilled. It was also the peak of ‘us’ in Lima and you kind of dropped off after. I played that day over in my head a hundred times trying to figure out what I did wrong.

I have a lot to do today, but I think I can finish it up before dinner. Or at least do the more important things and leave the rest for next week. Well that’s good, since you’re the only part about this I actually care about. Except the guac. I love guacamole.

Me too. That makes sense. I gave something then promptly took it away.

You’re lucky you came over when you did. You missed the food poisoning of the century.

#santana #dash

teetakesmanhattan:

Aw, I hope you do enjoy your weekend, Quinn! And if you like this taco cleanse, please help a girl out and guide her how it works??

It was alright! Busy as always.

The cleanse... right. Listen, the first three days? Amazing. Day four. I think I nearly died? The food poisoning I gave myself did indeed end in me losing three pounds by the end of the week, though not quite the way I planned. I wouldn’t recommend.

#tina #dash

manhattansebastian:

Those tacos will cleanse a part of you, that’s for sure. Wouldn’t you rather have wine and cheese night at my penthouse?

Considering I crashed and burned on that cleanse so hard please, Smythe, wine and cheese me. Please.

#sebastian #dash

snixxx-tana-lopez:

I try not to think about that, Q. Not great memories. But yeah, I remember. I’m not saying I wouldn’t do the same if I’d grown up rich, but there are family recipes that are best left to those who are familiar with them.

Yeah, no. Seeing you as much as possible is totally something I’m not interested in at all.

The Thanksgiving we spent together with your family was wonderful, unless something had happened that I never knew about?

Anyways, are you free tonight? Luckily for you dinner falls perfectly where there will be no strange vegan cheeses, only fresh guac and pico galore. And me, of course, I’ll be there.

#santana #dash

snixxx-tana-lopez:

Casual racism aside, my mom’s tacos are not that great. Don’t tell her that, though, it might kill her. I’d be willing to give yours a chance. To be fair.

I was speaking from experience, not from generalization because of your race... I did spend a holiday with your family, remember? I’m rather bad at making anything, rich girl problems, we hired people for holidays and bought our meals.

Up to you, though.

#santana #dash

snixxx-tana-lopez:

Vegan cheese? I already know the difference that’s going to happen. You’re going to be miserable by the time the weekend rolls around.

It’s half way through and I’m not miserable yet, I’d say so far so good. I’d even be inclined enough to invite you over to try some of my weird little creations. I know your family makes superior tacos, but, mine are still edible.

#santana #dash

manhattanberry:

Quinn, please keep me updated on how this taco cleanse goes for you! Hopefully, there is a vegan substitute floating around on the internet…

I’m actually doing vegan tacos every other meal. Granted this cleanse is a mixture of following a real cleanse and doing my own thing, but I’m sure it would be extremely easy to do it completely vegan on your own.

#rachel #dash

snixxx-tana-lopez:

I’ve been on a taco cleanse since I was 17. Other than enjoying it much more than my previous diet, I haven’t noticed much difference.

Well, I’m hoping that this week of ridiculously healthy tacos and even some questionable vegan cheeses thrown in, there are some differences that occur.

#santana #dash

You know, it’s only right for me to have an amazing weekend but for Monday to be a complete slap in the face. But, I’m starting my taco cleanse today, so in your face Monday, I have tacos, and a great weekend under my belt.

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TXTMSG 📩 QUINNTANA

SANTANA: Yeah, we kind of suck. I've never been this terrible with anyone in the past. I was more emotionally mature when I was 17.

SANTANA: NYU is a pretty big deal. And they're probably less snobby. What's in New Haven anyway? Brick buildings and a lot of kids with rich families. Maybe some secret Nazi fraternities.

SANTANA: If you're happy, that's what counts. You've wasted enough time being unhappy, right?

SANTANA: You wanna finally come see where I live? I could find something for us to watch. I cooked, if you haven't eaten.

QUINN: I certainly was not emotionally mature at seventeen, but, my previous behavior didn't do us any favors starting out right now. We're a work in progress.

QUINN: The hipster culture here is a little intimidating and going to school with a lot of younger people would be happening wherever I went... and you're here. So I'm happy.

QUINN: I'd love that. Mostly for the promise of you and food.

#text: santana #text #santana

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