HEART BREAK.

( ANDI CHOI, EIGHTEEN. CLASS OF 86' )

[sookiesz]

          with her work settled in front of her, eraser tip settled in between her white set of pearls as her brow furrowed in concentration. thoughts were utterly focused on the problem at hand, & the answer had finally came to her before she went to press down on her paper to only have the lead tip break. an annoyed sigh escaped from parted lips, her feet SLIGHTLY stomping underneath the table. glancin’ upwards, her line of vision locked on a familiar head that was often in detention — - a familiar head paired with a gorgeous visage that made her heart skip a beat. leanin’ forwards, sookie gently tapped her shoulder, ‘ hey, i know you’re like always the quiet one but, do you think you could spare me a pencil ? ’ // @faccde

[faccde]

           HER ATTENTION had been elsewhere other than it should have been; on the work in front of her on her desk. instead her attention was averted outside, settled on a particular tree that looked as if it was threatening to bloom. thank god, she thought. she could do with a day wherein it wasn’t so damn cold. however, when a voice filled her ears ( unfamiliar, yet familiar at the same time ), her attention was drawn to the visage of sookie. ‘ hm ? ’ she asked through a hum, mindless, as if to portray that she hadn’t heard what the other girl had asked of her ‘ what was that ? ’

[nextfm]

          it wasn’t often that dot tended to linger in the hallways between classes, however she had been searchin’ around in her bag for longer than intended in order to locate one of her favorite pens. aware of how much time she had left before the bell rung to indicate that EVERYONE should be in their seats, that the next period had begun — - she only became more frustrated as time passed. a light groan rumbled from her tiers, before the brunette gave up on the task completely. it was not a desire of her’s to be late, therefore she shut her locker door with a force much stronger than later. in which, she spun on her heel to WITNESS andi standin’ there. ‘ oh ! how long have you been standing there ? ’ dot inquired, with a tilt to her head. // @faccde

[faccde]

         LEAVE IT TO ANDI to not have a care in the world as a bell ( which held any relevance to class ) rung. there was something about the RUSH of certain students ( ones aiming to please or hellbent on actually learning ) that amused andi to no end, and thus reduced her to a slow stroll down the hall. she had been leaning against a random locker whilst the bell rung throughout the halls, watching the last bit of stragglers quicken their pace in order to not be deemed tardy. the beginnings of a smirk began to draw rosette stained lips into a line, but before the look could completely take hold --- THE SLAMMING of a locker door near her caused a start. the dark-haired girl composed herself as eyes met the other, and a mere shrug lifted slender shoulders, as if to feign nonchalance. ‘ a few minutes. why ? ’

[faccde]

tvddywoo.

      TEDDY BRIEFLY TENSES at the sound of his cousin’s voice. the girl had previously been so intent at ignoring him during school hours, that hearing from her outside of the home they shared felt odd, almost. regardless, he looks up at the other with a small, grateful smile — appreciative that she had at least a s k e d. “um.. i think i’ve got it,” he tries to assure her. he knew that andi probably didn’t want to linger for too much longer, and he couldn’t really blame her. “i should be oka–” he starts, but as soon as he attempts to lift his folders up into his arms, the notebook closest to his chest slips through — and with it spills the various papers he had scooped up previously. a sigh pushes through his lips. of course.

      IT WOULD’VE TAKEN someone even more oblivious than andi to not sense the tension rising in the other --- whether it was because of her presence or simply because he had tripped in the first place, she didn’t know; nor did she really care to. with a quirked brow at his words --- insistence that he has got it, the track-and-field athlete merely shrugged ( moreso, though, to herself rather than her cousin ) ‘ if you say so. ’ then, as no surprise to her ( cynical murphy’s law way of thinking ) teddy’s luck seemed to betray him once more, and various papers were sent to the floor in a mere second. ‘ you got it, do you ? ’ she asked, merely rhetorically before searching the surrounding area for passerby. when she found NO ONE that she particularly cared about, she was soon on her knees, gathering papers.

[faccde]

milakng.

    THE COMFORT OF being around close friends ensured a sense of ease and joy, but also, for mila, it meant she never really had to do much thinking, which was harsh, but many of them weren’t very bright and intellectually stimulating. however, this became a nice distraction to her chaotically stressful life at times because it meant she could focus on and think about anything but all the things on her plate. but as her friendship with andi felt as if it began to dwindle, mila began to wonder if maybe the stress was following her to that safety zone. ‘ are you okay ? ’ she asked again once she got andi’s attention. she could feel eyes on them as she met the other’s gaze, eyes knit together, face full of worry and hesitance. ‘ you…’ve been acting really weird. ’

        once andi’s point focus had returned to complete cognitive consciousness, the dark haired girl composed herself as usual, commanding her body to sit up straighter and a warm smile to upturn rose stained lips. ‘ oh, ’ andi spoke, following mila’s regurgitated question, and allowed a small laugh to fall from her lips as slender shoulders pulled up into a half-assed shrug. the ongoing thoughts of her mind wasn’t exactly a topic of conversation she wanted the other girls to hear. or mila, for that matter. ‘ just tired --- everything’s peachy. why’d you ask ? ’

[faccde]

      if there was ONE thing andi was good at, it was faking it. she was good at pretending she liked a certain person, wanted to be in certain places, and most of all, she was good at pretending that she had, in fact, held all the confidence in the world. one thing andi wasn’t good at ? hiding how her gaze LINGERED each time she looked at @milakng as the two were hanging out with a group of mutual friends. as dark hues were settled on the other’s skin, she had hardly noticed another talking. ‘ what was that ? ’ she asked, snapped out of her daze, awkwardness seeping into her stomach as she spoke. ‘ i wasn’t paying attention. ’

[tvddywoo]

      AS SOON as he flops forward onto the floor– having tripped over what he assumed was a backpack strap… but considering how sturdy the object felt, it was most likely someone’s foot than anything else ( a common occurrence, unfortunately )– teddy quickly starts scrambling for the various papers that had slipped out of his notebooks. he tugs his lower lip between his teeth as he attempts to block out the scattered chuckles behind him. he wasn’t particularly bothered by it, of course — but it was STILL a bit embarrassing. a sigh pushes past his lips as he organizes his things. luckily, he didn’t have a class to hurry to after this as the bell had just gone off for the day, but that was likely why so many others were still lingering around in the halls to watch the entire ordeal.

[faccde]

      THE WHOLE course of action took place feet away from where andi stood at her locker, and though she hadn’t witnessed WHO had fell initially, she wasn’t the least bit surprised to find her cousin on the floor. as light chuckles echoed through the crowded hallway, andi hardly payed any mind to the spectacle. it’ll blow over, she told herself. he’ll get up and get his things, no harm, no foul. however, as the hallway of students thinned after the last bell, the dark haired girl could hardly help herself in approaching. ‘ i knew those two left feet had to be yours, ’ she stated, only half joking in her tone. ‘ do you need help ? ’

[faccde]

hello i’m a fukin mess, but ppl also call me lizzy and i’m terrible w/ introductions rip so i’m just gna go from here .. i onyl show up in the gc every three years just to say mood to something ... but my discord is stan parker#8932 if ur interested in plotting via dms ... is that all? maybe who knows anYWAYS HERE’S ANDI.

her label is the facade ... n i chose it for her bc . i’m a sucker for characters who hav more goin on then what they allow ppl to see so thats hjsgjsd andi in a nutshell.

teddy’s cousin ! currently living w him and his mom.

the reason why she’s living w/ her cousin and aunt is because her parents moved overseas because her dad got transferred to norway when she was wrapping up her freshman year in hs rip ... and she was like uuuuuuh i don’t want to relocate my life thanks

she half regrets it because she misses her parents ,,, but at the same time they didn’t at all fight it her on it so she’s kinda like .. ok ig.

andi has a persona of bitchy with a side of sweet. but it’s a front because she doesn’t want ppl to see her for how she really is as a person; just a sad girl who doesn’t like herself all that well. fake it till u make it, ig

also portrays herself like she has everything figured out, and she knows where she’s going in her life but lmao girl doesn’t have the slightest clue. but again, its just so she doesn’t come off as ‘’’’’weak’’’’’ and clueless to everyone else.

she was a cheerleader through middle school and until her sophomore year of high school. she fell into track & field shortly after her freshman year, around the time her parents moved ... and found that she was rly good at it?? and decided to drop cheer-leading for it.

it worked out bc she’s the no. 1 track & field athlete at the school now in her senior year

she still runs w/ the stereotypical  popular crowd, though. the cheerleaders, football players, you name it. she remains chummy w most of them

??????????? thats all i got rip

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