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2014-09-03

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Umbilical cord twisted into the shape of a heart.

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So adding my sister back on snap was pointless she ended up just unadding me after a few weeks. Idk if she expected me to say something but I literally don't know what she wants. The last thing she said to me was "I'm done", and hasn't rlly spoken to me. I contacted her once since and she hardly responded. I tried contacting our "grandmother" and she ignored me. Last month she sent me a weird letter about how, they were the family I was born with (I'm not related to her and my sister and I are half sisters). I was left rather confused even more so about what they wanted to happen. I can't keep in contact with ppl who don't want to be contacted. They've ignored me my entire pregnancy and expect to be apart of my child's life somehow. This whole thing even started because I was depressed and wanted to kill myself, so I tried talking to them about how it felt weird that they didn't contact me but expected me to keep in touch. My sister was lying about things and would get mad if I called her out on it. Or expressed that something she was doing was hurting me. She was tried of me bringing it up, she had her friend gang up on me this is the second time she's done this btw. She keeps telling me to stop bringing up the past but it's not in the past if it keeps happening. I just wanted to move on and talking about things is part of how that's done.

I wrote a letter in response to my grandmothers odd one. I was going to send it but after talking to my therapist I changed my mind. I'm thinking about writing a new one and sending it just so I can move on.