i can only think in technicolor with my eyes closed

indie oc multi-muse written by zoe. associated with aravensflower. this is a sideblog.

[dedface]

@faerielit

        “wow, so is that, like, paint on your shirt or whatever? cool.”

[faerielit]

            “oh shit, is it?” a pause, and she inspects her shirt. “uh. yeah. it is.”

[louvurs]

[contracas]

@aravensflower

“Are you and Aiden in love?” The question came quite out of the blue, but thankfully when no one but the blonde was in the room. Avery had questions to ask, but he knew Aiden would blush, cuss, and generally avoid answering the query. Avery’s expression read curiosity, but it was tinged with scepticism. 

[faerielit]

well. she’s surprised by avery’s words, and her face grows warm as the weight of the question sinks in. she rubs the back of her neck, a sheepish grin spreading on her face. “ah— maybe not, um, in love? like, uh. that’s kind of a strong term, right?” she shoots him a small, soft smile. “i do like him, though. yeah.”

[silkbled-deactivated20170316]

‘    savannah,  you  need  to  just–   you  need  to…  you’ve  just  gotta  chill.    ’

@faerielit   enabled  me.

[faerielit]

          “i am perfectly chill. i don’t know what you mean.”

[dailymadelainegifs-blog]

[panstarry]

[dailymadelainegifs-blog]

[faerielit]

luxuryraised

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 ‘    they  do.    ’     guila  doesn’t  hesitate  to  answer.  stone - faced,  she  doesn’t  look  grateful  that  savannah  is  engaging  in  the  debate,  but  she  is.  she  wants  to  talk  about  morality,  about  the  complexity  of  the  human  conscience.  everything  isn’t  black  and  white  and  it  eats  away  at  her.     ‘   equally,  people  in  positions  of  power  manipulate  the  law  to  do  terrible  things.  it’s  not  a  one - way  street.    ’

            “i guess, yeah.” it’s not that she’s a total stickler for rules or something, but she does often follow them, and usually feels out of place not doing so. it’s almost like it’s ingrained ( surprising, when you consider how her mother used to act— or even still does, on occasion ). “it’s a real complicated thing, yeah? ‘cause there’s always gonna be people twisting the concept to fit their own needs and wants. humans are— greedy. and a lot of them will do whatever they have to t’get what they want, and they’ll justify it in whatever way they want.”

[luxuryraised-blog]

 ‘    breaking  the  rules  isn’t  an  intrinsically  bad  thing.    ’        a  pause.  guila  looks  thoughtful,  distant.    sometimes  the  end  justifies  the  means,  but  only  sometimes.   rules  don’t  always  protect  people,  anyway.             ‘    if  you  genuinely  believe  that  the  outcome  will  be  better  than  if  you  follow  a   rule—  and  not  just  for  yourself—  i  think  it’s  alright.    ’

@faerielit​

[faerielit]

            she hums in response at first, lost in thought. “i guess, yeah. i dunno.”  a pause. she shrugs, playing with the tips of her hair. “like, a lot of people would use that excuse t’do actual bad stuff, though. you know?”

[centralperksource]

[faerielit]

2provoke:

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        “ what? ”     and if aiden was paying attention, he isn’t showing it. he does, at a great struggle in which he makes himself seem like the martyr he believes himself to be, lower his phone to respond.    “ …–yeah. i guess. ”

            “like.” she’s thinking about it a lot now. it’s likely she hasn’t even noticed he lowered his phone with the intensity she’s staring at the ceiling with. “it’s fucked up. like, it’d never happen, but it’s just— so fucked up. i dunno why i’m thinkin’ about this.”

[faerielit]

2provoke:

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        if there wasn’t enough time to listen to what sav had said, there certainly wouldn’t be enough time for aiden to look up from his phone to even grasp what her expression was saying.     “ yeah. ”

            she sighs, flopping backwards onto her bed and staring at the ceiling. if she noticed he wasn’t paying attention, she’s not showing it. “wouldn’t it just suck? a zombie apocalypse, i mean.”

[faerielit]

            “there’s no room for being a teenager in post-apocalyptic suburbia.”

[whatthehell82]

Maddiehassonoffical: today

[yungalien]

[lizgillz]

[east-nowhere]

Maddie being Maddie