so obvs ofc now is the time i have to make an important errand, so i will be on mobile for maybe half an hour, and then back! still hit me up for plotting tho!!
hey hi i’m liv (she/her pronouns please, 23, est), your resident glitter princess. this is my small angry child, rowan. she wants to fight the sun. so let’s talk about that.
tw: death, sexual assault, abuse
ro’s parents died in a car accident when she was pretty young. she can still kind of remember them, in a vague sort of way. bright smiles and big wrapped christmas presents and vacations with sea and sand. memories of something truly happy, something that she never was quite able to get her hands on again.
after her parent’s death, she was tossed into foster care. the first couple to take her in was genuinely kind, and they desperately wanted a child of their own. they really adored rowan for a few months, long enough for her to think this would be her life forever, when her foster mother got pregnant. with their own kid on the way, they sent ro back into the system.
she was never really able to trust anyone after that. she became a cynic at a young age, always believing that nothing good could happen without a terrible follow up that would ruin it all.
she acted out some in school. a few fights as a little kid, because she was never one to back down from the bullies who wanted to mess with her. she was an ok student but never very good at team sports or group activities.
ro cycled through lots of foster homes from the age of nine on. at around fourteen, she was sexually assaulted by a caretaker. she never admitted what had happened to anyone, but some of the older kids also in foster care was suspicious. he taught her how to fight. or rather, he tried, but ro was naturally talented, and was a worthy opponent of him within a few weeks time.
she was just sixteen when she was picked up by amos garcia himself, who saw her in an underground fight. in the beginning, some of the gang were hesitant to believe that such a small thing could possibly defeat people three times her size. but she proved them wrong. despite her size, she was quick, strategic, and out for blood.
she’s been working for the garcia’s since then, doing odd jobs as a thug.
(i haven’t actually decided what she specializes in yet, maybe intimidation bc her hand to hand skills are legendary)
SO. there’s… ya know. ro being a terrible person. she probably doesn’t have a lot of friends but when she does, they’re pretty close. the people she chooses to surround herself with have to be worthy of her presence, ya know? like i said. terrible person. i’ll try to put together a plot page soon but in the mean time have a few that i have in my head.
someone who was in the foster care system with ro would be so cool.
drinking buddies
SPARRING BUDDIES
FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS (she’s pretty open to any gender. not v open to feelings.)
someone who joined the gang around the same time as her
someone who stitches her up after a fight
ride or die best bros
neighbors
someone who tries to get her to take better care of herself?? bc she’s a mess
the person ro respects more than anything and looks up to, a mentor
hate sex
one night stands!!
other things pretty much whatever throw your ideas at me
And these are my vices:
impatience, bad temper, wine,
the more than occasional cigarette,
an almost unquenchable thirst to be kissed.
a hunger that isn’t hunger
but something like fear…
Cecilia Woloch, from “Fireflies,” Carpathia
(via lifeinpoetry)
we’re all killers.
we’ve all killed parts of ourselves
to survive.
we’ve all got blood on our hands.
something somewhere had to die
so we could stay alive.
if memories could bleed, if dreams could scream | m.a.w (via dvoyd)
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