[fallingfromgr8ce]

Another day another wilfully ignorant African American acting confused about the concept of black latinos cause all they care to know is THE SLAVES ARE FALLING TBE SLAVES ARE FALLING!!!!!!!! D:

[fallingfromgr8ce]

Nowadays I don't say my r's like a brit I do some weird American Latino hybrid version and it seems natural, a good example is the word "sure" like I fr cannot say that in Londoner anymore but I still read everything in my original accent

[nlcfs8]

Sometimes I wanna fuck 35 times a day

[fallingfromgr8ce]

Honestly I still think about those 7/8 years of illusion about a girl on the internet being torn to shreds when we met in the flesh. I just still can't believe she was nothing like what I thought and what she presented as but should have braced for that knowing she rotates through archetypes that aren't reflective of anything real... all that time I felt inferior and like I could never measure up in person but when I took the leap against my better judgement it was me showing up in all the ways I anticipated of her? Imposter syndrome aside I really thought we'd be unstoppable equals based on the existing rapport idk has anyone else ever experienced loving someone for some of the most vivid years of your life and realising you love a ghost of.a person but it has nothing to do with manipulation or "true colours"

[fallingfromgr8ce]

So I haven't smoked in like a month now and I'm being consistent with the correct moves in general, I feel happy and satisfied in every way right now except my imminent instability due to mental illness I have to live and die with but for once I don't feel significantly held back by that

[fallingfromgr8ce]

Anyway we're probably never having kids because time spent losing ourselves to ungrateful child is better spent being selfish sex addict jerks

[fallingfromgr8ce]

Are we not grown. Like why is it an issue to determine you'd be a little less happy without your amazing sex life

[fallingfromgr8ce]

The grind was worth it I'm rich... until September

[artemisiasea]

“Suppression always destroys first what is gentle and benevolent; it inspires rage and reaction, encourages malevolence and magic, and so creates the very thing which, theoretically, it would destroy.”

Maya Deren, Divine Horsemen: The Living Gods of Haiti

[openingadoor]

Ann Zhao

Untitled, 2023

Oil on canvas

42 x 48 in

[precious-silly-thing-deactivate]

Bas Jan Ader

Light vulnerable objects threatened by eight cement bricks, 1970, installation / performance

[fallingfromgr8ce]

I've got some feminist dick for your butt @nosimpincurly

[fallingfromgr8ce]

Pls god make me crazy again I miss whatever headspace this was

[mashpotatoe]

im nonbinary in a way that doesnt really matter

[fallingfromgr8ce]

Still being dragged through varying degrees of alienation and punishment for having standards and maintaining inaccessibility re. them but handling it better now thank god it's not even what people do that gets to me it's the erosion of my defences and the thinning of my skin.. tl'dr remembered who the fuck I am. Read all about it!

[fallingfromgr8ce]

Tragic the only person who can't accept my mental illness is me. Nobody even gives me grief about it I'm in my head and cant get out

[charnel-grounds]

Carlo Farneti (1892–1961), “Le poison”

from ‘Les Fleur du Mal’ by Charles Baudelaire

hand coloured pochoir lithograph, 1934

source

[fallingfromgr8ce]

Just spent like 2 weeks picking apart this album through my limited defunct perspective (black household in which I grew up on Prince and Toni Braxton nothing close to this genre) and discovered this track stands out to me far above any others.. right up my alley with the eerie industrial atmosphere lol