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do you ever sabotage your own free time? like wtf is that about? i want to play this game or read or do something specific but instead i will just stare out the window or scroll mindlessly???

fancypotat00

Me everytime.

remanence-of-love

neocatharsis

220206 XIAOJUN IG Update

"#beijingolympics Every body exercise💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻"

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PARKS AND RECREATION 6.07: RECALL VOTE

Lucas used to teach me "LOVE YOURSELF THAT HARD!! OK?!?!?" .... i want, i really want to, Lucas. But idk how my self ignoring it. Idk how my heart be that cold to really ignoring my own body. I feel like i hate every inch of it. I know we not allowed to speak like that, but... i feel like im so ugly, useless, nobody choose me and thats so fucking hard to love my own self. Im kinda tired of me too haha. But nvm Im kinda used to this loneliness feelings.

It is so sad that when i see all of my old posts im still that sad, pathetic.

I have a lot insecurities in my life in my body. How can someone be tolerate with that? :') im not a pretty girl nor skinny, im a fat girl who really want to be in relationship like people normal do. I just.... afraid.

Im so afraid that no ones gonna love me the way i am. Its just a simple thing like im not that pretty enough to be accepted by them. I just wonder who gonna hug me, kiss me, when im feeling anxious about somethinv bcs j have panic attack. Im just afraid no body cant accept me the way i am.