friends can take each-other out for food, right?
genre: bkdk x reader, nsfw, slowburn, enemies to lovers (bkg), friends to lovers (izu), publicist!reader, teacher!izu, pro-hero!bkg, LOVE TRIANGLE
warnings for this chapter: drinking, suuuuper brief mention of war, umm i think that's it sorry if i missed anything!
a/n: sorry this is so bad. i found this chapter really difficult to write as im not used to writing for izuku. i hope i did my sweet boy at least a little justice
Prodding and pulling at your fibre coated lashes, you take a step back to get a full view of yourself in the mirror. You look incredible; soft, bouncy hair falling over your shoulders in waves, skin tight outfit hugging your chest just enough for your carmine flushed skin to catch the light. You brush a couple strands off your neck just to rub the glow potion you'd lathered over yourself further in, sniffing under your newly painted nails to ensure the sweet smelling vanilla hadn't curdled in the time spent working on your face.
Was this too much for dinner between friends? You frown, looking over your bare legs in your denim skirt and how your shins disappear into your long, black boots. You wonder if Izuku decided to dress up, or whether you'd finally get to see him in something other than that navy, pin stripe suit.
You snatch your purse with a deep breath, shoving a few essentials into the coin scented leather in an attempt to calm your nerves. This is ridiculous. You're just going to get some food, grab a couple drinks and listen to good music. You've been to enough bars to know the dress code, and if a skirt and boots is too much then social norms be damned because you look fucking good.
You're mid way huffing over the buckles of your shoes when a knock at the door has your head shooting up from your awkward one legged crouch against the nearest wall.
"Coming!" You yell, probably louder than needed, and scurry toward the door.
He's staring at his phone when you pull it open, mumbling your apartment number to himself as he scans the screen, reaffirming he's at the right place. It gives you a brief couple of seconds to take him in. Wild hair tamed down to something somewhat formal, you can tell he's used some kind of curl cream by the way each strand falls in little ringlets over his eyes. His skin looks more polished than normal, like he's even put in the effort to moisturise and you're relieved to know it's not only your cheeks radiating light right now.
"Hi." He murmurs, transfixed by the dark ring around your eyes. You've smudged some liner in your waterline and it has to be the most captivating thing he's seen since All Might.
You lean into the doorframe, suddenly a little chilly from the breeze flowing in from the corridor, "Hey."
He swallows, finally coming to, "Are you ready to go?"
"Oh!" You laugh, the real hearty kind, and he's relieved you're not as nervous as he is right now. "I was just trying to do up my buckles," you poke out your leg, waving your ankle in front of him, "they're trickier than I remembered."
He stares for a second, fingertips already reaching out like it's second nature, "I can help." Is all he says before he's walking you back into your apartment, barely taking in the change of scenery before you're sitting on your bed and he's kneeling in front of you.
You smile at how sure of himself he is, swinging your legs a little as he studies the metal clasp like he's forming a plan of action on how to tackle this. "This is very heroic of you, Midoriya Sensei. Are you sure you're gonna be able to handle such a high level threat outside of the classroom?"
"I'm grateful you're willing to let me help." he mutters, big hands grasping your ankle to still it's swinging, "You're typically quite stubborn."
"Yeah, well this time I need a big strong man to come and help me."
He looks up at you, a small grin tugging at his lips and green eyes twinkling, "You think I'm big and strong?"
You snort, shoving at his shoulder, "I can see your head growing already."
He leans a little closer, breath tickling your bare legs as he carefully threads the leather through the buckle. "You look very pretty, by the way." It's flippant, a comment in passing, like he'd forgotten to mention it upon arrival, but it still burns deep in your tummy and you fight off the urge to squirm in his hold.
"You're not too bad yourself." You mumble, suddenly much quieter. It's true, though. He ditched the suit in favour of something more casual: dark blue jeans and a sage knit sweater that hugs his thick arms just right, highlighting the way they bulge with each move of his wrist as he wrestles with your shoes. He's still wearing the same beat up sneakers, though you can tell he's used something to shine them before stepping out and they don't seem as vibrant today.
The last buckle clips, but he doesn't rise immediately. His scarred fingers run over the worn leather like he's committing it to memory, looking up at you with a surprisingly cool grin compared to how he walked through the door, like just the feel of your ankle through the material is enough to calm him. Just the fact you're front of him.
He wipes his sweaty hands on his thighs as he stands, extending one to you and helping you up. Something suddenly embarrassed flushes across his face and he has to study the carmine shade of your nails in the dim yellow light to stay present — "You're okay with walking, right? We can uber if not—"
"You don't drive?" It's not judgemental, just genuine curiosity and the mildly amused look on your face seems to cool him off, at least a little.
"No." He exhales, shoulders dropping. "Otherwise I'd be your personal chauffeur, of course."— a pretty decent save.
You shrug, already passing him to make your way to the door, grabbing your bag on the way through. "I trust you with buckling my shoes, but driving? I think I'll stick to the limo."
"Limo?" He jogs a little to catch up, racing to help you grab your coat off the rack.
You roll your eyes, "Comes with the job."
He helps you slip one of your arms in, "And the fancy apartment?"
"You didn't see the lack of decor?" You snort, and his eyes run over the empty picture frames like he's only just noticing how bleak it all is.
He shrugs as he lets you step out into the cool air first, waiting patiently while you lock up. "You make the place feel full of life regardless." You shoot him a look that wants to be sarcastic, but a smile manages to peek its way through.
"I think my boss hand picked this place just to suck it out. He wants me depressed, I'm more pliant to his bullshit that way."
"I don't think that's true." He shakes his head, allowing you to take the side closest to the railing despite the fact you don't reach for it, "Though four flights of stairs does feel a little intentional."
"I know, right?" You gasp, "At first I thought the guy showing me around wasn't going to make it up the first two."
He laughs, "No elevator in a place like this must be some sort of hate crime."
"Definitely designed with 'eat the rich' in mind."
He sighs, playful, "A shame us working class scum have fallen victim to the movement."
"Should we get branded t-shirts just so everyone else knows we're poor?"
"You think your boss would like that?" He shoots you a lop-sided grin, but it does little to help the way that suppressed anger you've been so good at hiding still bubbles at the mention.
You briefly remember the look on his face at the jab you had made. The guilt, the shake in his limbs, the way he had looked at you like you'd spat pure venom. You had almost felt bad upon leaving. Indeed, it was low blow, but what's lower than losing your home, no, your whole life at the hands of someone who's supposed to protect you? Let alone someone that believes they're above charity work just for being a celebrity.
"You okay?" Izuku frowns, pulling you out of your trance. You must have been out of it for a little while because you're nearing the bottom flight of stairs when he flaps his hand in front of your face.
You look up, forcing a smile. His frown deepens, "I feel like I lost you for a second there. Are you sure you're alright? We don't have to go if you're not feeling well—"
You grip his wrists, "No! It's fine, Izu. Really, I want to go. I'm okay." you give him a reassuring squeeze, but he remains visibly unsure, concern pulling the edges of those forest green eyes.
"You don't have to lie to me."
"I'm not, honestly." you sigh, "It's just the situation with my boss. I don't want to keep banging on, we should just go." you drag him down the last couple of steps, shouldering open the door to the complex and pulling him into the crisp night. The fresh air immediately pulls a smile to your face, the same one he's able to recognise from the night he met you— genuine and carefree, probably able to light up a funeral— "It's going to be fun, I can feel it." you affirm in that chatty tone you slip into whenever you're excited about something and it's enough to melt him, tense hands relaxing into yours as he lets you walk him up the street.
"Do you even know where you're going?" He laughs, and you shake your head.
"I figured you'd tell me if I was wrong."
The hum and buzz of a cheap, charity rack market never gets old. It's all things home rolled into one beating heart of city, tucked away from everything else in secret like only those worthy might find it. It's spend all your change and circle the squares until your heels hurt. It's this is why we're here. It's what catches your eye as you pass a particularly quiet road into the city on the way to the place Izuku booked for the two of you.
Now, twenty minutes later, you're a little behind schedule. Caught up in the crowd, grazing over tablecloths stacked with jewellery and 20% off racks filled with vintage dresses and flowy skirts that flap in the cool, late night breeze. Tourists dance around you, a hand folded paper bag cuts into a red line across your wrist, Izuku floats alongside like he's simply down for the ride, not one complaint passing his lips in the whole time spent here.
"Isn't this the best detour you've ever had?" you joke, running the tips of your fingers over a beaded headscarf laid across an assortment of hats. You look up to give the lady behind the table a smile before going back to your looking, Midoriya hums in reply.
He sneaks up beside you, joining in running a thumb over the beading, "Are you going to buy it?"
You think for a moment, "No. It's not really speaking to me."
"Yeah, you know when things just kind of. . .call to you. Like, 'take me home, I was made for you'" You turn to face him, visibly confused that he's questioning this.
He looks down at the scarf between his fingers, shoulders slumped like a small child left out of a playground game. It looks familiar on his face, etched into the freckled skin and for a moment you don't see the strong man in front of you— you just see him. "I don't think I've ever had that."
You grip his hand over the cloth with a melodramatic gasp, "Well now we have to find something for you!" You make a sharp turn, scanning each booth for something eye catching, something that screams red sneakers and awkward charm, something that screams Izuku.
He spins with you, dragged to each new stall like he's physically chained to you. "I don't think we're gonna find anything like that here."
"Have some hope. You're supposed to be the optimist, remember?"
You spend at least an hour modelling for one another— berets, trench coats, sparkly scarves, purses— each one more eccentric and colourful than the last. He's surprisingly good at this, unafraid to make a fool of yourselves with each new trinket and weird bit of cloth you pass him, draping it over his shoulders and turning to strike you a couple of poses while you purse your lips, "Hm, not this. Let's keep looking."
It's not until you're nearing the very end of the path, giggling to one another over paper bowls of rice and beef that was just too sinful to resist upon smelling the food truck parked right outside the market, that you see it.
"Izu!" you gasp like you've seen a ufo, shoving your bowl into his hands and skipping toward the foldable plastic table like you've struck gold. "Look at it! It's perfect!" You turn, fuzzy charm cradled between your fingers and present it to him, all while making movie esque sound effects to showcase how otherworldly it is. It's so stupid, some furry alien looking thing with a plastic face and jagged teeth. It's like something out of the dark crystal, some weird collectors thing that he's sure costs more than it's worth, but you're so happy about it, so he smiles anyway.
"A bag charm?" He muses. You scoff, coming further to clip it over one of his belt loops. He tries to ignore how the ends of your hair tickle his forearms, how you mindlessly brush it behind your ear to keep it out of your eyes. He can see how excited you are. It rubs off on him like a plague and he decides now that, no matter how ridiculous he looks, he's going to pretend to love it just to keep that smile on your face.
"It's so you. You have to get it."
He looks down, running his fingers along the creatures matted fur. "It's so ugly." He turns it over, running a thumb along the big glass eyes. Green, just like his. "I love it."
You throw your arms up, pumping them up and down and bouncing from one foot to the other in celebration— "Yes! We'll take it!" You turn to the man behind the stall, practically throwing the cash at him from your purse and thanking him. Izuku does too, before you're gushing over his waistband and reminding him of your reservation while you walk.
You don't think you've ever been awe of a restaurant before.
It's nothing huge, a single swinging oak door fitted with a fog glass window— just big enough to see the stream of bodies inside. Warm, yellow light pours from the diagonal shards in the glass, casting the street outside in a hearty glow. It beckons you closer, lights up like a treasure chest. The music is just loud enough to spill out of the cracks in the foundation— Nina Simone's voice like a heartbeat running through the concrete, beating in time with every foot and heel against the sticky floors.
The door swings open, a couple not much older than you stumbles onto the pavement. They laugh and joke, entirely engrossed with one another as they make their way out onto the long road. Street lamps blink around you, pushing you further into the light of the window, drawing you to it.
"Is it okay? We can go somewhere else if not—" Izuku's nervous chuckle comes from somewhere behind you.
"No." you breathe— something cinnamon and spiced flows from the open door— "It's perfect."
He smiles, chubby cheeks pulling up to rest beside his eyes. "Alright." He rests his back against the steadily closing door, holding it open for you to step inside.
Your boots feel lighter in here, like gravity's loosing its grip. Almost every table is full to the brim— white tablecloths, half eaten pizzas and empty bottles of wine, old friends and foes conversing over sourdough bread and melted butter.
"I um— I booked a table, but if you'd rather sit closer to the bar—"
"Yes." you answer without thinking, eyes glued to the band in front of the barstools. You quickly remember yourself, spinning around to face him, "Sorry, unless you want to get some food. I just thought, we've already eaten, so—"
"No, no, it's. . .whatever you want to do." He laughs, but not the usual kind. Quieter, a little breathless. You wonder if it's the nerves, or maybe the way his eyes run over your face like he's seeing it for the first time.
"Okay." you nod, "What do you want to drink?"
"Don't be silly." he shakes his head, "I'll get them, you sit down."
"Okay. Surprise me." you hum, already floating toward the woman at the centre of the stage like a magnet.
You rest against a barstool, closest to the stage, with your back to the counter. You can see Izuku over your shoulder, making happy conversation with the bar staff. It makes you smile in awe of him— how easily he charms anyone in his path, how likeable he is. Something appreciative blooms in your chest as you watch him, something dangerous enough to have you turn back toward the stage as a new song begins to play. It's more up beat than the last, and the crowd switches their tempo as soon as the trumpets begin. Two quick steps and a hop, for some even a clap. Side to side, front to back, spinning around each-other like it's all rehearsed.
You lean back into your seat and tap along to the music, swaying the same way you always do when Izuku reappears beside you with two drinks in hand.
"I asked for the best on the menu, they gave me some kind of cocktail." he explains, handing you the colourful drink.
You don't wait to take a sip, wrapping your lips around the straw. It's ice cold, but it's welcomed in the heat of this place and you in approval. "It's good."
He takes a seat beside you, swirling the clear liquid in his cup before taking a sip. You furrow your brows at him— "You're not drinking?"
He holds up his glass like he's only just acknowledging it himself, "Oh, I have work tomorrow. Probably best not to be hungover in a classroom full of children."
You snort, "You're right. Luckily, I don't have that problem."
"But you do have a boss who might chew you out for falling asleep on the job." He bumps you with his shoulder and you laugh.
You take another, long sip. "He's pretty resistant to work with me, so it'll probably be another long day of paperwork for the agency, locked away where he doesn't have to see me."
He suddenly frowns, "I— fuck, I'm sorry. I haven't asked where you work."
You wave him off, "Honestly, it's not that interesting."
"I'd still like to know." he presses, wordlessly shuffling a little closer until his knee bumps with yours, thighs resting against one another.
You sigh, a little embarrassed to admit after all your complaining. God, you hope he's not one of those obsessive fan boys. "Do you know Dynamight? The hero?"
His eyes widen, leg stiffening against yours. Shit, maybe he is.
"Dynamight? You work for his agency?" he buffers, breath stuck in his throat.
More appalled than you thought. Maybe an obsessive hater instead?
"I mean technically I work for him, but yeah, that agency." you furrow your brows at him, placing a soothing hand on his thigh, "You don't like, know him personally, do you?" you laugh, like even the idea is absurd. "I know some of the heroes do seminars every now and then at U.A, but I didn't think he would be the type to care about high-school kids getting a proper education."
Izuku doesn't answer immediately. Of course he knows him personally. Of course he knows what an ass he can be sometimes, but is it really him that's been putting you through all of this? Were you one of the people whose homes were lost in the villain attack? Is that what you meant by he 'owes you'?
"Izu?" you call out to him, suddenly shifting to something more concerned. Your hand runs a little higher up his leg, mindlessly rubbing as you lean in. He can smell your shampoo when you're this close. "Are you okay? Did I— did I say something?"
Fuck, he needs to focus. He doesn't want to lie to you, would rather die before being dishonest. But admitting he knows Kacchan? After everything you've said about him? After all he's put you through? Would you hate him for it? Lump him in as another one of those selfish, money hungry celebrities that you hate so much? He can't risk it. If he keeps himself in your good books, then maybe he can talk you out of it. Stay this perfect, guiding light. If he remains unbiased, then he can change your opinion of Kacchan. He can explain— all while pretending he knows nothing about him— what a mistake it was, that Bakugo was just trying to help, that he's a good man.
He tells himself that this isn't selfish. That this is going to help both you and his friend in the long run, that this is the right thing to do. Which is the only reason why he lies— "No. I don't know him."
The tension leaves your body immediately, laughing as you come down from it, "Oh, thank god. I started to think the two of you worked together or something."
Yeah, something like that. We just fought in a war together where I watched him die before my eyes, nothing worth noting.
He shakes his head, looking down at where his hands wring in his lap. "No. I— he takes some of the students, the ones that excel, into his agency for extra training. Kirish— Red Riot, trains them mostly. Or so they tell me, I don't really get involved in that side of their training. My classes are mostly theory based."
You nod along to his rambling, "Lucky you." you joke, trying to lighten the mood. The smile he gives you back is forced, he hopes you don't notice.
You do. It doesn't hold up for long, cracking at the edges and he's giving you that look. That pitiful, sorry look. The one that means he's burning to ask the question, the one you don't want to answer. You've had it more times than you can count since moving here, since messages from old friends and ex boyfriends and family that can't even remember your birthday. 'I'm so sorry about the accident, well done on landing the new job' like you had any part in the matter. Like you landed it through pure skill, like you even had an interview— like it wasn't some big PR move for Dynamight to save face. Like a trained hero has any room for 'accidents'.
He shifts in his seat, mouth opening like he wants to speak but can't find the right words. You find them for him— "I lived in the neighbourhood. The one he destroyed. My apartment complex was the first to be hit."
His brows curl inward, glassy eyes fluttering closed like he already knew the answer but wanted so badly to be told another. A sweet lie, or a sugar coated truth. Anything but hearing how his best-friend is the sole reason for your misery. His voice shakes when he tells you, "I'm so sorry, (Y/N)." eyes to his lap because if he sees the hurt on your face he truly believes there'd be nothing stopping him from dragging Katsuki out of his fancy penthouse right now.
You try not to think too much, because it's only a downward spiral from here and you're sure you'd end up in his arms again if you do. "It's okay." you laugh, bittersweet, "It's not like it's your fault."
I could've stopped him. "It's still awful." I should've been there. "It's not easy— losing your home like that it's—" his voice breaks, he tries to bite it back. If it weren't for me being a useless, quirkless teacher. "Fuck, it's horrible." I would have never let this happen.
You smile, a little more genuine now. "You got any more synonyms for 'shit' you wanna throw at me?"
He's shocked by your ability to find amusement in all this, through all the devastating reality you're still able to smile at him like that. Like a fucking angel. He wants to wrap you up and make sure nothing bad ever happens to you again.
"I'm sorry, I know you're probably sick of hearing it." He tries to laugh with you, running a hand over the back of his neck in an attempt to hide how jittery hands have become.
"Stop apologising, Izuku, seriously." you roll your eyes and he bumps you with his knee, a playful warning.
"You want me to start acting like Dynamight?" He ignores how his heart strings pull at his own dig.
You shake your head, pure horror flashing across your painted face. "Oh god, no." He laughs this time without having to fake it. The tension dissipates from your jaw. Balance is restored in this dingy jazz bar across town. "Thanks, though." He quirks a brow, you lean forward like the answer should be obvious. "For being the first person who hasn't asked me what happened."
He gives you a meek smile, eyes dropping to his lap. It's because I already know.
A new song starts to play, one that has you sitting up with a gasp, "I love this song!"
Before he even has time to register the change in conversation, you're up and dragging him to stand in front of you, merging your way onto the dance floor like you've known the place for years. He vaguely recognises it, something by Amy Winehouse. The cover singer does a good job of making it close to the real thing, and he remembers it being the same song you had swayed to the night he pointed it out.
The dance floor is a little crowded, but you make do, wrapping your arms around his neck so you can both sway comfortably, the drink you downed having a little more of an effect than you'd dare to admit. You giggle and hum, eyes closed as you bask in the music. You're so beautiful like this, he wonders if you know. Long lashes brushing against your cheeks, rosy lips lined with something dark and enticing, smeared with shiny gloss that sparkles under the light.
You stay like this for a while, song after song. Something slow has you leaning into his chest, jacket shed against your chair long ago and hair slightly tangled down your back from all the dancing. He runs his fingers through it, picking the knots apart. You sigh into him, "Thanks for taking me out. I needed this."
"Any time." he mutters, and he means it, He really does.
"Yeah, but you have work tomorrow and you still decided to come out with me." you mumble into his shirt, words a little slurred from the drinks. He thinks it's cute.
"It's with you, so I don't mind."
You swat his chest like he's being ridiculous, but he'd drop anything for you if you needed him.
"How are you so good at making me feel better?" you sigh— genuine — and he laughs, cheek resting on the top of your head.
"I try." Ever since I met you I've felt like my only goal is to make you happy.
"Thank you for being my friend."
"If I stop saying sorry will you stop saying thank you?" he huffs. You shoot him a mean look that only has him laughing, swaying while you unconsciously lean further into him, burying your nose in his shirt.
"No. I say thank you because you deserve it, you say sorry for things that aren't your fault." You breathe into the soft cotton. Floral. You really should ask him which fabric softener he uses tomorrow.
"How about thank you for letting me take you out tonight, then?"
You snort, "I had nothing else to do."
"So you thought you'd bag a free dinner out of me?"
"Yes. Absolutely." You reach up to boop his nose, "What else are friends for?"
"You're unbelievable." He shakes his head, tucking his chin back on top of yours.
You stumble a little as you try to stand, but he keeps hold of your waist and helps you steady with two hands on his shoulders. "Alright. Home time, Midoriya Sensei. You have a class to teach tomorrow morning and these boots are really starting to hurt."
"Want me to carry you home?" He grins, but you ignore him as you make your way out of the crowd.
"And here I am paying taxes to fund the real heroes."
That doesn't stop you from letting him carry your shoes the whole way home though.
tags (forgive me if i've forgotten any!): @hauntedbyink @tvkvi @fries-pls @vaebear