[fatherkins]

Hi there, I’m Kennedy and this is my venting/ed blog. If you are triggered by thinspo, talk of self harm or food/calorie counting please block me and don’t report me. I am also pro recovery I truly believe anyone can recover from this but I’m currently not at that stage at the moment so please respect that.

Stats.

h: 5’7. cw: 231. gw: 160. ugw: 135.

[diqitalgirly]

i genuinely believe the only reason why i’ve never been in relationship is because of my body.

[diqitalgirly]

you telling me my body is perfect isn’t gonna magically cure me.

[diqitalgirly]

october better be my fucking month.

october better be my fucking month.

october better be my fucking month.

october better be my fucking month.

october better be my fucking month.

october better be my fucking month.

[diqitalgirly]

“you know starving won’t make you lose weight right.” bats eyelashes blank stare.

[diqitalgirly]

ⓘ This user is physically and emotionally drained.

[fatherkins]

college stress is suppose to cause me to lose weight not gain it.

[fatherkins]

i hate that i love food.

[fatherkins]

i will lose 5 kg this week.

i will lose 5 kg this week.

i will lose 5 kg this week.

i will lose 5 kg this week.

i will lose 5 kg this week.

i will lose 5 kg this week.

i will lose 5 kg this week.

i will lose 5 kg this week.

i will lose 5 kg this week.

i will lose 5 kg this week.

[fatherkins]

having a mother who’s love language is food can be very frustrating.

[fatherkins]

i hate having an appetite, wish that bitch would drop dead.

[fatherkins]

no i literally gained 5 pounds :(

[fatherkins]

october was definitely not my month.

[fatherkins]

wish i could rip the fat of me.

[fatherkins]

i don’t wanna look sick, i wanna look ✨sick✨

[fatherkins]

why does eating feel so embarrassing.

[fatherkins]

hate feeling full it’s so uncomfortable :(