Warning: yandere alicent, manipulative alicent, manipulated reader (brainwashed slightly?). You both are lowkey equally obsessed with each other, you have a very questionable view on things (thanks to alicent) Secret toxic relationship. I’m a beginner writer so please be nice but I would love suggestions for future writing (alicent only).(this is before the war)
You knew from the start that you were different than your brothers. You were the only one that had been borne with silky platinum white locks that were distinguishing from your brother’s brown locks. You were lucky enough to not be the center of the rumors of the legitimacy of your mother’s children. Many people believing that simply because of the color of your hair, you were saved, saved from the sinful consequences of your mother’s actions, like if it was a charm that separated you from them. And among those people was Alicent, your greatest sin.
She had woven herself into your life the moment her eyes had laid on you, like she couldn’t live with being far away from you. From a young age, you seemed to be connected to her. She made you feel special, like you were the only one worth listening to. She let you ramble on about anything you liked, she let you have tea with her and Helaena, giggling as you seemed to not be able to get your hands off the lemon cakes. She had the look in her eyes that you could never decipher when she looked at you, like a secret riddle only she understood. She wanted you to be hers, because in her mind that was the only way to save you from the sins your mother had committed. She would make sure of it. She would interfere in your routine by bringing you to the sept and teaching you about the seven, knowing that it went against what many Targaryens such as Rhaenyra believed in.
“The seven guide us through this life, they protect us and are there to always remind us that we must always uphold our duty….you don’t want to end up like your mother, do you sweet girl?” She softly whispered in your ear, with that sickening smile. Her tone sweet and gentle as if she were merely reciting a prayer.
You didn’t understand back then,You were a child when the small remarks had started. But sooner or later Alicent was sure you would understand, and you did. You believed her, why shouldn’t you? Alicent had been nothing but a guiding light in the sinful darkness of the world. Your mother had tried to get you to spend less time with alicent, sensing how much impact alicent truly had started to have in the way you gazed upon life. But in the eyes of the court, and even yours, Alicent was just being a dutiful Queen, leading you through the right path. No one suspected any wrongdoing in her part, you didn’t understand why your mother would even think Alicent was a threat, all while alicent saw her prey get closer. Like a commander in battle, she took initiative, She would help you with your studies, embroidery or simply listened as you complained about the short attention and time your mother gives you. Your mother had been busy with the court, their constant passive aggressive behavior towards her, the constant rumors of her son’s legitimacy. But you weren’t aware of that, so in your eyes, she favored them over you.
In Alicent eyes, that worked in her favor. Her sharp tongue clouding your mind, while affection blinded you from the truth. Like a knife wrapped in silk packaging.
When your mother had informed you that you were to move to drangonstone, you felt your world collapse, how could your mother take the only person that cared for you, that taught you everything you needed to go through life. That day, you remembered your hurried steps to Alicent bedchambers,your breath was ragged, your eyes blazing red from the non-stop crying you had been doing, your hands were trembling as you tried your best to steady your heart and knocked on her chamber door. You for a moment felt how much Alicent truly affected you, how your body practically collapsed at the mere thought of being away from her, it scared you but you wouldn’t want it any other way, she was like oxygen to you, without her, you felt like you no longer would be able to live. You heard the footsteps of her handmaiden, Tayla,as soon as the door opened, at the sight of your state, her eyes widened before quickly stepping out of the way. you urgently stepped inside, you approached alicent before falling into her embrace. your tears not holding back at the sight of the woman who had shaped your whole life.
You had cried and confined to her the whole day, breaking alicent heart. The audacity of rhaenyra to try to take away her sweet girl, no…alicent couldn’t allow it, she would rather burn kings landing then have rhaenyra take you away from her.
To this day, you still don’t know how she convinced your grandfather, Viserys, to let you stay. Alicent wouldn’t want it any other way, she only needed you by her side. She watch with a smile as your mother said her good byes to you, the silent triumph of winning a battle. These years that you would spend by her side, she would make sure to mold you into her perfect companion, she needed you in her favor and she would have you. She would make sure of it.
The years that followed, your bond with Alicent seemed to strengthen. She was present on every name day, showering you with gifts on your twenty name day. The affection you had for her grew, but no longer did it feel innocent. Your mind started to cloud with sinful thoughts, wondering to sinful places you didn’t want.
It was late at night, the hour of the owl. You were unable to sleep, the guilt creating thoughts that didn’t succumb to sleep, guilt for what you thought of the woman who had been like an angel towards you. You slowly left your chambers, taking light steps. You knew that Alicent would know how to help you,The silence in the halls giving you a chill through your body, you knew the path to Alicent chamber by heart, spending most of your time there . As you quietly slipped away from the guards, you took notice of her sleeping form under the bedding. You quietly walked until you were by her side, gently lifting the covers to go under, moving closer to her warmth, like if there was a magnet drawing you to her.
Alicent quickly stirred awake, siting up to take sight of what had entered her bedchambers, but as her gazed landed on you, her features soften, she softly turned towards you, giving you her full attention, her hand resting lightly on your cheek, she could never get her hands off you.
“What’s brings you here, sweetheart. It’s quite late at night..”
The nickname send a warm pit in your stomach. “I was unable to sleep, your grace…I was hoping you could help”.Your eyes looked at her soft lips before returning to her gaze, you felt so pathetic, but only for her.
“Oh poor thing…I can help you with that but you must trust me….so close your eyes for me” you didn’t understand, you thought you had made it pretty obvious how much you trusted her but you complied. As you closed your eyes, you started to feel alicent hand going under your nightwear. A soft gasp escaped you as you finally concluded what “help” she was referring to. You didn’t dare stop her, this was what you wanted for a long time. Her fingers rough from embroidery caressing the soft skin of your thigh. To have the queen of the seven kingdoms caress you like this, it felt heavenly, it felt right.
Alicent could only smirked as her hand navigated your pure body, pushing your nightgown further on up, revealing more of your soft skin to her. Only her. It belonged to her, your body and soul. She slowly unlaced your small clothe, revealing your cunt, filled with arousal. Her caresses growing more teasingly, taking her time in admiring your body, caressing your hips as she placed soft kisses anywhere she pleased.
“How needy, I’ve barely touched you and you’re already trembling for my touch…”
You should’ve felt embarrassed but her words made you arouse more than anything. As her hand began to play with your clit, you couldn’t help but let out small whimpers, the sensation like nothing you ever had felt before, you had never dared touch yourself or let anyone touch you, so the thrill coursing through your body making you lose control, letting out noises you should feel ashamed of. That only seemed to fuel alicent as she finally inserted two fingers inside, the intruders stretching your walls, making you feel a sharp pain as your innocence was being taken. Your body instinctively began to move away from the pain but alicent tight grip kept you still. The pleasure hit you like a storm, making you moan like you had never before, it was a feeling that you knew you would become addicted too, just like how you were addicted to alicent, her scent, her voice, she was your drug. You pulled yourself closer to her, seeking her warmth like a moth to a flame that could consume it wholly.
Your moans were the only thing alicent could hear, her other hand occupied with touching your soft breast, softly kneading them before leaning in to take one in her mouth, swirling her tongue over the peak. You softly arch your back, pathetically craving more. Her hand kept her rhythm before beginning to speed up, leading to you reaching for her, kissing her gently, pouring your soul out for her to have completely.
You let out a loud moan as your climax arrived, your body tensing up as the impact left you completely breathless. The sensation taking a hold of your body and judgment, the lessons the sept taught you completely forgotten.
“Come for me my dear…”Alicent could only smile as your lips widened at the feeling. The sight was a blessing from the gods, a reward for being a dutiful Queen and wife for far too long, for being a mother to children she never asked for. She would do unthinkable things to see this sight again and again until her death. As your body relaxed and softly trembled, she pulled her fingers to her lips, moaning at the taste of your sweet taste. It was better than what she would imagine late at night, when she no longer was the Queen, but alicent. Alicent who only sought one, you.
She pulled you in her embrace, gently cooing as you sighed softly from the aftermath.”rest now sweetheart…”. Your damp forehead pressing against her chin as you rest. Alicent softly caressed her hair back, smiling as she gazed upon you. As you drift off to sleep, one thing ran through Alicent mind. She had you where she wanted you, by her side. Where the only thing you could think of was, her.
That how it should have been from the start, Alicent was sure of it. You were sent by the gods for her and only her. And she would make sure to honor that gift as the gods deserved…
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