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it was a constant pull and tug, him trying to be a better man. as much as he knew whatever efforts he gave would end up being bullshit, there were certain opportunities he couldn’t pass up. helping dakota back to headquarters instead of barging back in was one of them. leaving his brother in the dust was another. for fuck sake, he had broken adrian’s rules for the asshole, only to have the man throw the past back in his face. even when he did try, even when he did care, it all crumbled into shit. “ yeah, you can go ahead and get the fuck out. ” he hisses, making a hand motion toward the door. “ here, while you’re at it, you can have your knife. it was lodged into my fuckin’ back, you piece of shit. ” he had stuck his neck out for declan time and time again, only to be lied to and betrayed. had it come to the point where he couldn’t even trust his siblings anymore?
“are you fucking serious? metaphorical fuckin’ knives?” maybe it wasn’t appropriate in the moment, but the laughter had declan before he could really do anything to stave it off. “jesus fuck, wes. stop acting like a fuckin’ one man soap opera.” then the content of the words caught up with him, and sobered him. “i had reasons not to tell you. good ones. it would’ve fucked everything up. like it has now.”



















