everlasting arms

Abbey Sun Grace || 18 || Living in Queens, New York. Looking for an escape. "Memories take me back to all of the wildest times."

[missing-ace]

Don’t worry, I won’t! I’m pretty sure I’d get beat to the ground if I scared away the wedding guests. Yeah . . remembering our last encounter doesn’t exactly make me want to kiss and make-up.

I try. Hopefully if I pretend I’m not getting old, I won’t. Psychology? Janey got into that too, I think. It’s funny how an experience can change someone. You and her moved towards the field . . and I dropped out of it. So yeah. I ditched college and high-tailed it to the U.K. Settled in a job, started dating a bit . . I guess I just tried to be a normal person for a few years.

[fckabbey]

... I am still so sorry about that. You can beat me up if you want to, just don't hit my face, people will suspect things and yeah..

Oh, you dropped out of college? That's surprising, oh my god. Tell me about that british life? Dated some hot, crooked-teeth british boys? How's all that going on, Ace?

[janeykayy-blog]

And it scared me that you had managed to keep such a terrible secret, so I guess we’re even. 

But seriously, Abbey, I’m really trying here. I don’t want any bad blood between us, which is why I invited you. It’s pretty obvious we aren’t friends considering our lack of contact these last six years, but that doesn’t mean we can’t change that… eventually. And because you’ll be at my wedding, I’d prefer it if we could actually be on decent terms rather than having you scamper around like a skittish dog. 

[fckabbey]

...Touche.

Yeah, I just keep feeling this guilt washing towards me every time I see you, or hear about you, or randomly thinking about you. But I'd really love it if we were on good terms, because having someone you hate on your wedding isn't really the most intelligent or necessary thing to do. Where do you want to stat? How have you been? How's Logan? 

[missing-ace]

That’s a bit insensitive, don’t’cha think? Kidding, I’m kidding. I’m glad I can pull a threatening face, should I need to.

I know, I look the exact same . . not sure if I should I be relieved or concerned, really. How have you been?

[fckabbey]

No, no you don't need to, I'm good. I just forgot what it was to have you people not screaming at me for the longest time.

You should totally be relieved. You keep that young vibe in you, that's amazing. I've been good, working on my psychology and stuff. What about you?

[janeykayy-blog]

I kind of doubt anyone will jump you, Abs. 

[fckabbey]

It actually scares me how nice you're being.

[austinffs]

I know, isn’t it exciting? I love my new beard. I’ve been great, just in town for Janey’s wedding. Nothing much, and you? How’ve you been? Long time no talk..

[fckabbey]

It suits you, makes you look like a full grown man. I've been good, moved to Bora Bora for quite sometime. I'm actually here for Janey's wedding too, she surprisingly invited even after what happened.

How's that doctor career doing? 

[sagepce]

Oh, c’mon Abbs. It’s been, what, six years? I’m pretty sure everyone’s gotten over it by now. Forgive and forget, right?

And for the record, I never hated you.

[fckabbey]

Right... But maybe that's just you, because you're understanding and forgiving, but what about Merelle? She probably still wants to burn me.

A cutie pie, that's what you are. How are you?

[missing-ace]

Choking is a bit extreme, don’t you you think? I’m not the murdering type.

Hello, Abbey.

[fckabbey]

But when you are angry, you do look as if you were about to murder someone.

Ace, you haven't changed a bit. Physically and socially -- Keep being that awesome girl with such a cute face.

[austinffs]

It’s been six years, I’m sure some of us got over it. Hey there Abs.

[fckabbey]

Austin? Oh my god, you have facial hair and stuff. Hi! How are you?

[fckabbey]

I've been walking around Queens for a while, afraid that my ex-neighbors will jump on me and choke me to death. But here I am, stepping out of the bushes, to receive any slap or whatever I deserve.

[itssagehart-deactivated20140806]

We are in deep trouble. I haven’t heard from my best friend in 72 hours and I’m pretty sure she is missing. Don’t tell me to calm the fuck down either. 

[itssagehart-deactivated20140806]

[fckabbey]

Janey? Oh my god no. No, no, no, clues? Didn't they leave clues?

[grahamfr]

Oh, was I not supposed to know about the sexy time?

[fckabbey]

What sexy time? He did not touch me while I was unconscious, did he?

[loganog]

And you didn’t die?

[fckabbey]

I don't think so, since I'm right here, talking, breathing...

[loganog]

What?

[fckabbey]

An arrow, apparently, went through my chest. And now I have a scar.

[grahamfr]

I didn’t think you’d have a scar? Austin told me you had “the bod”? 

[fckabbey]

Austin... Said that? Why would he say that?

[fckabbey]

The scar on my chest makes me think about all the times the doctor might have touched my boobs during the operation. 

[itssagehart-deactivated20140806]

I don’t think everyone will, considering we’re all panicking. 

[fckabbey]

Well, I guess everyone wants to escape. So we'll have to act on this together by breaking down the doors, panicking or not.

[itsnatepce-deactivated20140621]

Well thanks for being so optimistic about things, Abbey. Really, it makes me jump up for joy.

[fckabbey]

Sorry, sorry. But, um... P-ponies.