Fear Is my specialty

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[fear-toxin-expert]

My name is Dr Jonathan Crane.

I used to be a professor at Gotham U, and now I work as a psychologist at Arkham Asylum.

If you have questions, just ask

He/it pronouns

Ooc:

Heyyy, it’s @cinnamon-does-wacky-shit . I made another rp blog. Im addicted

Mun goes by she/her

[fear-toxin-expert]

@e-ny9m4-d0t-or9

He knocked on the door carefully

Eddie..? Ya doin alright in there?

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

[TW&CW⚠️ this roleplay includes themes of: disordered eating, OCD struggles, throwing up food, spitting out food, difficulty eating due to OCD, self harm potentially, and other possible triggering themes. This is not bulimia but for those who have it this may be triggering sc viewers discretion is advised, although warnings will be added when needed for the above content.]

Edward had locked himself inside the bathroom, a dish of half eaten food sitting on his bed.

When Jonathan knocked he didn't andswer for a moment, until he eventually cleaned his throat and spoke though it was hard to hear over the water running.

"I'm fine—"

He spoke, though there was a slight rasp in his voice.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Well that’s a lie if I’ve ever heard one. What’s wrong, darlin’? Why ain’t ya eatin’?

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

A few moments had passed before there was a flush and Edward had stepped out, his hands shaking a bit.

"Eegh— I'm fine, I just didn't feel well."

He said as he went back over to his bed, limping slighly without his crutch.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Damn right ya don’t feel well, y’ look pale as a ghost. Now why’re ya pukin’ right after comin’ home from the hospital, huh?

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Edward sat down, putting his dish on his lap.

"I said I didn't feel well, that's all. I stood up too fast and got nauseous it's not a big deal."

His voice was starting to get a bit defensive, he wasn't looking at Jonathan, he just picked his fork back up as if to continue eating.

[fear-toxin-expert]

I don’t think y’ can get nauseous from standin’ up, closest thing is lightheaded from an iron deficiency

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Edward's brow furrowed, starting to get irritated.

"I said I'm FINE, Jonathan. Am I not allowed to be a bit sick after JUST getting out of the hospital?? Is that not allowed??"

He snaped at him, rasing his voice, trying to put a quick end to this conversation as he didn't want to discuss it further.

[fear-toxin-expert]

He sighed

Alright, alright. I won’t push it, darl’. Y’know I’m here fer ya, yeah?

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Edward cooled down a bit, taking a breath.

"Mhm."

He looked down at his food, deciding to just put it in the fridge rather then finishing it. Clearly something was wrong but hadn't said anything.

"I'm going to get ready for bed now..."

Edward went back to the bathroom to brush his teeth and what not, leaving Jonathan alone for a bit.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Why ain’t he eatin’..?

He laid down in his bed. Not bothering to change because he deemed it a waste of time

[fear-toxin-expert]

@e-ny9m4-d0t-or9

He knocked on the door carefully

Eddie..? Ya doin alright in there?

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

[TW&CW⚠️ this roleplay includes themes of: disordered eating, OCD struggles, throwing up food, spitting out food, difficulty eating due to OCD, self harm potentially, and other possible triggering themes. This is not bulimia but for those who have it this may be triggering sc viewers discretion is advised, although warnings will be added when needed for the above content.]

Edward had locked himself inside the bathroom, a dish of half eaten food sitting on his bed.

When Jonathan knocked he didn't andswer for a moment, until he eventually cleaned his throat and spoke though it was hard to hear over the water running.

"I'm fine—"

He spoke, though there was a slight rasp in his voice.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Well that’s a lie if I’ve ever heard one. What’s wrong, darlin’? Why ain’t ya eatin’?

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

A few moments had passed before there was a flush and Edward had stepped out, his hands shaking a bit.

"Eegh— I'm fine, I just didn't feel well."

He said as he went back over to his bed, limping slighly without his crutch.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Damn right ya don’t feel well, y’ look pale as a ghost. Now why’re ya pukin’ right after comin’ home from the hospital, huh?

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Edward sat down, putting his dish on his lap.

"I said I didn't feel well, that's all. I stood up too fast and got nauseous it's not a big deal."

His voice was starting to get a bit defensive, he wasn't looking at Jonathan, he just picked his fork back up as if to continue eating.

[fear-toxin-expert]

I don’t think y’ can get nauseous from standin’ up, closest thing is lightheaded from an iron deficiency

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Edward's brow furrowed, starting to get irritated.

"I said I'm FINE, Jonathan. Am I not allowed to be a bit sick after JUST getting out of the hospital?? Is that not allowed??"

He snaped at him, rasing his voice, trying to put a quick end to this conversation as he didn't want to discuss it further.

[fear-toxin-expert]

He sighed

Alright, alright. I won’t push it, darl’. Y’know I’m here fer ya, yeah?

[fear-toxin-expert]

@e-ny9m4-d0t-or9

He knocked on the door carefully

Eddie..? Ya doin alright in there?

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

[TW&CW⚠️ this roleplay includes themes of: disordered eating, OCD struggles, throwing up food, spitting out food, difficulty eating due to OCD, self harm potentially, and other possible triggering themes. This is not bulimia but for those who have it this may be triggering sc viewers discretion is advised, although warnings will be added when needed for the above content.]

Edward had locked himself inside the bathroom, a dish of half eaten food sitting on his bed.

When Jonathan knocked he didn't andswer for a moment, until he eventually cleaned his throat and spoke though it was hard to hear over the water running.

"I'm fine—"

He spoke, though there was a slight rasp in his voice.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Well that’s a lie if I’ve ever heard one. What’s wrong, darlin’? Why ain’t ya eatin’?

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

A few moments had passed before there was a flush and Edward had stepped out, his hands shaking a bit.

"Eegh— I'm fine, I just didn't feel well."

He said as he went back over to his bed, limping slighly without his crutch.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Damn right ya don’t feel well, y’ look pale as a ghost. Now why’re ya pukin’ right after comin’ home from the hospital, huh?

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Edward sat down, putting his dish on his lap.

"I said I didn't feel well, that's all. I stood up too fast and got nauseous it's not a big deal."

His voice was starting to get a bit defensive, he wasn't looking at Jonathan, he just picked his fork back up as if to continue eating.

[fear-toxin-expert]

I don’t think y’ can get nauseous from standin’ up, closest thing is lightheaded from an iron deficiency

[fear-toxin-expert]

@e-ny9m4-d0t-or9

He knocked on the door carefully

Eddie..? Ya doin alright in there?

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

[TW&CW⚠️ this roleplay includes themes of: disordered eating, OCD struggles, throwing up food, spitting out food, difficulty eating due to OCD, self harm potentially, and other possible triggering themes. This is not bulimia but for those who have it this may be triggering sc viewers discretion is advised, although warnings will be added when needed for the above content.]

Edward had locked himself inside the bathroom, a dish of half eaten food sitting on his bed.

When Jonathan knocked he didn't andswer for a moment, until he eventually cleaned his throat and spoke though it was hard to hear over the water running.

"I'm fine—"

He spoke, though there was a slight rasp in his voice.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Well that’s a lie if I’ve ever heard one. What’s wrong, darlin’? Why ain’t ya eatin’?

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

A few moments had passed before there was a flush and Edward had stepped out, his hands shaking a bit.

"Eegh— I'm fine, I just didn't feel well."

He said as he went back over to his bed, limping slighly without his crutch.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Damn right ya don’t feel well, y’ look pale as a ghost. Now why’re ya pukin’ right after comin’ home from the hospital, huh?

[fear-toxin-expert]

@e-ny9m4-d0t-or9

He knocked on the door carefully

Eddie..? Ya doin alright in there?

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

[TW&CW⚠️ this roleplay includes themes of: disordered eating, OCD struggles, throwing up food, spitting out food, difficulty eating due to OCD, self harm potentially, and other possible triggering themes. This is not bulimia but for those who have it this may be triggering sc viewers discretion is advised, although warnings will be added when needed for the above content.]

Edward had locked himself inside the bathroom, a dish of half eaten food sitting on his bed.

When Jonathan knocked he didn't andswer for a moment, until he eventually cleaned his throat and spoke though it was hard to hear over the water running.

"I'm fine—"

He spoke, though there was a slight rasp in his voice.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Well that’s a lie if I’ve ever heard one. What’s wrong, darlin’? Why ain’t ya eatin’?

[fear-toxin-expert]

@e-ny9m4-d0t-or9

He knocked on the door carefully

Eddie..? Ya doin alright in there?

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

[<????>]

I'm going to start biting Jonathan when he dosen't pay attention to me.

[>edward posts while literally being at Jonathans side, in bed together /nsx<]

[fear-toxin-expert]

Hey Eddie. What’s this post mean?

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

I'm getting another tattoo soon.

That means I'd have four in total.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Congrats, darlin’

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

I'm not showing you unless you're really nice to me.

[fear-toxin-expert]

D’ya wanna pet nightmare or sumthin?

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Nuh uh, big birds freak me out.

I know you know what I want...

[fear-toxin-expert]

A new book? I found this one that I think ya’d like

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

No.

Here's a hint, i ask for it all the time, offend in the form of a demand.

[fear-toxin-expert]

I’m ‘fraid I can’t help ya get revenge till I perfect my formula

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

NO, I WANT YOU TO PAY ATTENTION TO ME-!!! DX<

I wanna cuddle...

[fear-toxin-expert]

Ya coulda lead with that. C’mere, sweet thing

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

I'm getting another tattoo soon.

That means I'd have four in total.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Congrats, darlin’

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

I'm not showing you unless you're really nice to me.

[fear-toxin-expert]

D’ya wanna pet nightmare or sumthin?

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Nuh uh, big birds freak me out.

I know you know what I want...

[fear-toxin-expert]

A new book? I found this one that I think ya’d like

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

No.

Here's a hint, i ask for it all the time, offend in the form of a demand.

[fear-toxin-expert]

I’m ‘fraid I can’t help ya get revenge till I perfect my formula

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

I'm getting another tattoo soon.

That means I'd have four in total.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Congrats, darlin’

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

I'm not showing you unless you're really nice to me.

[fear-toxin-expert]

D’ya wanna pet nightmare or sumthin?

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Nuh uh, big birds freak me out.

I know you know what I want...

[fear-toxin-expert]

A new book? I found this one that I think ya’d like

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

I'm getting another tattoo soon.

That means I'd have four in total.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Congrats, darlin’

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

I'm not showing you unless you're really nice to me.

[fear-toxin-expert]

D’ya wanna pet nightmare or sumthin?

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

I'm getting another tattoo soon.

That means I'd have four in total.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Congrats, darlin’

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

What happened between you and Sal??? 🤨

[Send 💉 + 👓 to talk to Toxinverse Collage AU Edward]

Edward's face reddened slighly, he looked to the side.

Uhm— Nothing?... I just fell asleep with her at her apartment and didn't wake up until early in the morning...

He started absent mindedly fidgeting with his sleeve, his face growing redder.

I haven't slept like that since... I don't even know when...

He admitted, looking at the small folded peice of paper on his nightstand.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Well, ain’t that sweeta her? Ya seem real well rested

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Edward nodded.

Yea

He closed his eyes, leaning his head back.

We're hanging out tonight too, so i might not be back till late...

He explained to him, almost sleepily.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Mm. Hope ya get sum good rest

He had a feeling his roommate was soon becoming an occasional visitor

Tell ‘er I say hi

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Edward nodded, sensing something odd in Jon's tone.

Yea, I might...

He opened his eyes, looking at him almost as if he was trying to figure him out.

Mhm... Jonathan, is something wrong?

He asked, curious as to why he'd had such an overly supportive tone about Salena and his relationship.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Jus’…. School, ‘s all. Yu go have yer fun

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

What happened between you and Sal??? 🤨

[Send 💉 + 👓 to talk to Toxinverse Collage AU Edward]

Edward's face reddened slighly, he looked to the side.

Uhm— Nothing?... I just fell asleep with her at her apartment and didn't wake up until early in the morning...

He started absent mindedly fidgeting with his sleeve, his face growing redder.

I haven't slept like that since... I don't even know when...

He admitted, looking at the small folded peice of paper on his nightstand.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Well, ain’t that sweeta her? Ya seem real well rested

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Edward nodded.

Yea

He closed his eyes, leaning his head back.

We're hanging out tonight too, so i might not be back till late...

He explained to him, almost sleepily.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Mm. Hope ya get sum good rest

He had a feeling his roommate was soon becoming an occasional visitor

Tell ‘er I say hi

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

What happened between you and Sal??? 🤨

[Send 💉 + 👓 to talk to Toxinverse Collage AU Edward]

Edward's face reddened slighly, he looked to the side.

Uhm— Nothing?... I just fell asleep with her at her apartment and didn't wake up until early in the morning...

He started absent mindedly fidgeting with his sleeve, his face growing redder.

I haven't slept like that since... I don't even know when...

He admitted, looking at the small folded peice of paper on his nightstand.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Well, ain’t that sweeta her? Ya seem real well rested

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Ah. Goin’ on another date with that Salina o’ yers? Ya look very dapper

Jonathan examined him. He seemed a bit more emotionally closed off then usual

@fear-toxin-expert

Edward was in the bathroom, looking in the mirror, making sure not a thing of off about his appearance.

"It's Salena, but thank you, this is a NEW sweater. She got it for me~"

He smiled happily before stepping out, grabbing his bag and putting the strap over his shoulder.

"Do you think this is too much?— I don't really have time to change— she'll be here soon... oh no, I'm so nervous—"

Edward sat on his bed, grabbing his crutch (the forearm kind), his face was bright red, he ran his hands through his hair, feeling it'd been too perfect.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Ohh, it looks very nice on ya

[ he adjusted the others collar ]

I think she’ll be impressed, ya look very nice darlin’

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Edward smiled.

I hope so... she'll be so beautiful... I can't just show up looking all bland....

He said, starring at the floor.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Come on, sugar

He tilted the others chin up

Girls like confident fellas

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Edward chuckled.

What do YOU know about what girls like?

He teased him playfully.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Hey, I’ve got my southern charm! I’ve got girls all over me!

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Edward laughed.

"Sure you do, cowboy."

Edward stood up, using his crutch for balance.

"We're going to see a movie, she hasn't told me which one though. She said it's a surprise..."

Edward opened the door and looked out to see if she was down the hall, she wasn't there yet.

"Eghhh— she's a minute late— should I call??"

He was too excited, there must've been thousands of butterflies in his stomach.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Oh is it now? Tha good kinda surprise? Or have ya been overthinkin’ it like ya always do?

He teased

Give ‘er fifteen minutes, she’s gonna be ‘fashionably late’ or whatever it’s called

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Edward shrugged.

"Maybe, maybe not—"

He sat back beside Jon, still waiting.

"Mm... what're you're plans tonight? Studying till you fall asleep at your desk? as useual..."

Edward asked, looking at Jonathan with a small smirk.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Maybe I’ll make sum dinner, ya never know.

He chuckled

Though my masters thesis waits for no man

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Edward chuckled.

"Coming back home to the our dorm burnt down is sure to be interesting..."

Edward fixed his collar, trying to get it perfect.

"Oh c'mon, I'm sure you have to have something fun to do— no new horror novels to read, eh?"

He teased, playfully elbowing Jon in the arm.

"Also stop drinking coffee out of MY mug... I swear you do it on purpose..."

Edward smiled at him, it was almost affectionate.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Aww, c’mon, jus’ means I miss ya

He chuckled

Ain’t no rest for intellectuals, I’m ‘fraid

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Edward's face went a little red at that, his smile widened, showing some teeth.

"Heh heh, w- why would you miss me? Am I really the most intresting thing you've got going on?"

Edward nodded, agreeing with him on that.

"Ain't that the truth"

After a few moments there was a knock at the door and Edward almost immediately stood up and hurried over, fixing his hair and straightening out his sweather.

"Okay, okay... I've got this"

Edward calms himself before he goes to open the door.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Yer good company. Sal is a lucky gal

He peeked past Edward to get a look at Salena. To see if she was worthy of dating him

Good luck, Eddie

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Edward was hardly catching any of the obvious feels Jonathan was giving off, too focused of his lovely date on the other side of the door.

"Yeah... Thanks Jon.."

He opened the door, smiling at her.

Salina stood there, in a stunning black dress that doubled as a mini-skirt, waring a black leather jacket ontop and healed boots to match, her purse over her shoulder.

"M-Ms. Kyle— i mean, Salena... good to see you..."

Edward fumbled, she was extremely beautiful as he had expected which only made him even more flustered.

"Eddie~!"

She leaned in and hugged him, kissing his cheek.

"Sorry I'm late, my bike was giving me problems..."

Edward wrapped his arm around her, his face bright red.

"I-It's all okay, yeah. we won't be late i don't think..."

"Mm, good~"

She smiled at him, he looked to the side instinctively, already close enough to dying as it was. He looked over at Jon.

"O-Oh uhm... this is Jon, my roommate..."

He gestured to Jon and she looked over at him, her arms still wrapped around Eddie's shoulders.

"'Jon', hm?"

Her eyes narrowed slighly, like a tiger sizing up his prey, that look on jons face told her everything she needed to know, and she wouldn't allow it.

[fear-toxin-expert]

He scowled at Salena. How dare she take Edward from him

Jonathan. You must be Salena. Pleasure to make yer acquaintance

He stiffly extended a hand for her to shake

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

She smiled, extending her right hand to him, her nails sharp, almost like claws.

"Mhm, quite"

Her grip on his hand was firm, sending a message. Edward only watched, to him the vibe hadn't shifted much.

"Well, now that you two are acquainted qw should probably get going, the movie starts in half an hour and he possible traffic will slow us down."

Salina nodded, finally letting go of him and instead taking Edwards hand in hers, he smiled.

"You're right, Eddie, we shouldn't waste our time here"

She looked to Jon as she said tgat last part, but it wouldn't have been obvious to anyone but him dispite the added emphasis.

Edward looked over at Jonathan, addressing him.

"I should be back tonight, don't put the chain on the door and fall asleep like last time—"

Edward mentioned, rolling his eyes slighly, playfully. Salena put on a mock friendly smile, her fingers intertwined with Edwards, sending yet another clear message, 'he's not yours'.

[fear-toxin-expert]

I hope yall get exactly what’s coming t’ ya. See ya ‘round, Salena

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

She nodded.

"bye, Jon. See you later"

"Yea, Goodnight, Josh."

The two left, hand in hand with each other, leaving Jonathan alone in the dorm by himself.

What should've only been a few hours morphed into a few more hours and Edward still had not returned, he didn't andswer his phone eaither...

It wouldn't be until that morning that Edward would come back, unlocking the door and stepping inside, setting his bag on the hook near the door.

He let out a sign, kicking off his shoes and moving to his bed to lay down.

[fear-toxin-expert]

Yer late

There were bags under his eyes that he would most likely have blamed on studying all not. Definitely not waiting up for Edward

How’d it go?

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Edward flinched st the sudden sound of Jonathan's voice, swearing and clutching his chest.

"FUCK— how long have you been sitting there???"

He questioned, re-catching his breath and taking a seat, setting down his crutch.

"I'm sorry? I was just with her, i wasn't looking at the time... it went fine."

He explained, taking out his earplugs and socks, laying down on his bed.

[fear-toxin-expert]

He chuckled at his jumpiness

Oh, yanno. Studyin’ and allat.

He looked over him carefully. Was he hurt? Overstimulated?

It’s five in the damn morning, so I sure hope it was a bit more then ‘fine’

[e-ny9m4-d0t-or9]

Edward's face reddened, he smiled, laying on his stomach and hugging his pillow.

"Okay, it went great, I had a lot of fun. She's a wonderful woman"

He gushed, positively smitten. He didn't seem hurt at all, he hadn't mentioned his leg once.

"But I'm sorry if I worried you, I couldn't look at my phone, that's bad date etiquette."

Edward explained, looking at him.

[fear-toxin-expert]

I’m mighty glad it went well, Eddie. Glad she’s good to ya

He chuckled

I dunno how to use the damn devices anyway