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tumblr is really good at showing me completely irrelevant ads
i mean i’ve known this but i just don’t... like... people...
so if i do like u that means ur pretty rad
this sounds so dumb i know but i picked up a kit to carve a wooden spoon and i’m seriously addicted to perfecting this thing
having to concentrate on how to get that perfectly spoon-like curve makes you forget all the other shit happening around
got home at like 9 but then was like omg so much time what do i do with my life
i think... this is not good
fell down the midnight youtube hole listening to most of janelle monae’s singles but damn im glad i did
somehow i got a reputation at work of a person who is smart
but i am so completely overwhelmed with everything i am expected to do atm that
i feel like i dont live up to that
and that pressure adds more pressure
in the past almost 2 years, i still don’t have much in the way of practical skills i feel like
or communication skills
or time management skills
which leads me to think - what the fuck was i doing for the last 2 years?????
and when i think that and all the wasted hours, i get really pissed at myself
which adds more pressure
i can’t tell if i’m just lazy or literally paralyzed by stress or just too stupid to know what to do first
i ate dinner an hour ago why am i hungry again
sometimes i wonder if i should be with someone who is more motivated and driven and all that
then i look at myself and see that i am not
so...
small life update
still terrible at sleeping
still kinda hate work
better work/life balance a little bit now
my gums suddenly started bleeding and i feel like im gonna die
inexplicably obsessed with makeup youtubers
still love all of you plz stay in my life even tho im terrible at keeping in touch ;__;
sometimes i wonder if spending so much time with someone who is so like me is making it more difficult to interact with people who are not like me
i feel like i have a lower threshold for being uncomfortable now, or how willing i am to be in less comfortable social situations.
which is... maybe not good?
i’m not unhappy but sometimes i wonder if i could be happier and i’ll just never know
do not drink a pot of black tea before bed just don’t do it
to continue the trend of posts about sleep, it is almost 2 am and i am still awake ahahaha
so bad at sleeping this week
but why am i worst at sleeping on the nights i need to sleep the most