summary: you had followed michael jackson around on his bad tour in hopes of getting to meet him one day. you attended another one of his shows in atlanta, in hopes of catching his attention. you wind up doing so, ending up in a situation you wouldn’t have dreamed of.
pairings: bad!michael x black fan!reader
cw: 18+ (mdni), unprotected sex, missionary, blowjob, facial(ish), reader is a lil delusional but DEDICATED mkay (i'm lowkey projecting...), sub!reader, dom!michael, one night stand (maybe hehe), we backstageee! also bill bray mentioned.
wc: 4,000k (on the dot. woohoo!)
a/n: listened to groupie love by lana del rey and came up with this on the fly at like 3am.
!!! my writing is strictly fiction and not meant to be realistic. i’m just a silly fangirl with a big imagination. ◡̈
(not proofread. give me grace lol. reblogs appreciated! also, this is all mine, i absolutely do not support ai.)
you prepared all day for this night to come: nails freshly done, hair done in tight curls from the flexi rods that sat in for hours, and even a brand new outfit.
you were almost certain that tonight would be the night michael would notice you. hell, he should've with all the effort you put in.
you had been shamelessly following him around on tour. so far, you've seen him in new york, indianapolis, houston, and now atlanta. it wasn't cheap, but you honestly felt like your life depended on it.
every show, you had arrived several hours early to hopefully talk to him, failing each time. the second night in new york, he did smile and wave towards the crowd you were in, but you were almost certain it was at you.
your friends told you that you've gone off the rails, but who would possibly ever miss up the opportunity of meeting their celebrity crush? you knew it was bound to happen. it felt so right.
you were currently sitting outside, the humid georgia air most likely sweating out your delicate curls. it was still light outside since it was only 4:30pm. the opening act didn't even start til 7pm. there were other fans outside too, holding posters, records, and wearing t-shirts with his face on it.
you wore a button up blouse with a couple buttons undone with the intent of catching michael's attention. and denim shorts. party on the top, casual on the bottom.
you had wondered if you were wasting your time considering you've only had some luck once. as if on command, that's when you spot a black limousine pull towards the stadium.
the sound of people's screams and chants brought you out of your thoughts. you squinted your eyes to catch a better view of who might be in the limousine. the window rolled down, and there he was. it looked as if he were sitting right next to bill.
your heart immediately dropped from your chest to the sweltering pavement below you. you frantically waved your hand, calling his name. you watched as he smiled and waved at everyone. he looked across the small crowd, before he laid his eyes on where you were standing, and blew a kiss.
it was almost as if your soul left your body. you just knew that kiss was for you.
he then turned to bill to mumble a couple of words. you notice bill kind of scan the crowd and nod.
you were so swoon from the air-kiss he sent towards you, you didn't even bother to fully take in bill and michael's short exchange. you couldn't help but smile to yourself like a complete maniac. you were in a full-fledged trance before fans rushed towards the limousine, some bodies knocking right into you.
you stumble, falling right on your butt. you quickly stood back to your feet to avoid being trampled, mumbling curse words to whoever bumped into you. some people were so inconsiderate, it made no sense. you knew for sure your hair frizzed up.
nonetheless, you still tried to join the crowd, but by the time you made your way through, the limo had already drove through the gates. you groaned, rolling your eyes.
you really could've had a chance. but, you're not giving up anytime soon.
you decided to make your way towards the stadium entrance before the line got ridiculously long.
you waited as patiently as you could, but the anticipation flooding your body from head to toe. it didn't matter how many times you saw michael live, each time was so breathtaking. he was so talented, words couldn't even begin to describe it. you admired how he made it his life's purpose to perfect his craft. seeing someone with as much passion as him was inexpressibly attractive.
you finally got to the box office to get your ticket redeemed.
"ticket, please?" the counter lady spoke through the fuzzy speaker, popping the small bubbles in her gum.
you started digging through your pockets to pull out the ticket. for some reason, it felt empty. you frantically began checking each one over and over, sheer panic plastered over your face.
"... did you purchase a ticket?" the counter lady got impatient, smacking the gum around in her mouth.
"yes! i swear i did! it should be somewhere in here, honest to god!" frustration laced your voice. people behind you in line shared concerned glances with each other, some getting impatient with you.
"c-can i just step aside really quickly? will you let me back in line?" you ask.
"yeah, no. i gotta tear all these tickets before the show starts. you'd have to go to the back," the counter lady blew a bubble, letting it pop on its own. "sorry. next!"
"what?! i paid for my ticket just like everyone else! you have to let me in!" you argued, your voice raising loud enough for the people already inside the stadium to hear you.
"no physical ticket, no physical entrance, ma'am! now please step aside before i call security!" her voice started to become choppy, the static of the speaker drowning her out.
you rolled your eyes, huffing and puffing. you fixed your lips to speak before being interrupted by a manly voice from behind you.
you turned around with attitude, already annoyed with the counter lady who was giving you a hard time. that’s when you actually realized who was talking to you.
bill bray stood in a tan fedora and all black outfit. his stance was stoic: arms crossed and brows furrowed.
you started to speak again, but this time, you didn’t know what words were gonna come out.
“can you kick her out already?!” a voice spoke from the line.
“come stand over this way.” he nodded his head to a secluded corner.
at this point, you absolutely knew it was over. you followed his lead, propping your back against the wall and crossing your arms against your chest.
bill looked at you for a minute before speaking. the stoic look on his face softened as he lifted his finger to speak.
“wait, weren’t you just standing by the limos? you fell, didn’t you?” he cocked his head to the side as if seeing you at a different angle would solidify the familiarity he felt.
“um… yeah.” you admit, embarrassed that he saw you fall. “i think my ticket got lost out there. i promise i wasn’t trying to get in for free. i’ve been following michael the past couple of weeks. i just…” you spoke, rambling on about your frustrations.
bill interrupted you. “he noticed you. he knows who you are.”
your expression dropped, completely taken back by what bill just said. you could’ve fell out right then and there. you took a deep breath to stabilize yourself. you absolutely cannot pass out.
“i’ll tell you what,” bill put his hand on your shoulder as if he were helping you come back down to earth. “i’ll give you backstage passes for you and your friends. how’s that sound?”
“i-i didn’t bring any friends. ‘s just me.” you mumbled.
“even better. i think michael would love to meet you.”
here you were, somehow ending up backstage when you could have sworn you were going to get dragged out of the arena.
your heart was beating out of your chest and your foot couldn’t stop tapping the ground. the thought of actually meeting michael made your face unbearably hot. your hands constantly fidgeted with the yellow lanyard that sat around your neck holding a card that read “V.I.P. Backstage - Bad Tour, 1988, USA”
bill had brought you to the green room where michael’s team had assortments of small snacks and drinks. he told you to help yourself, but all your nerves could handle was a small water bottle.
you had watched as the crew scrambled around, preparing to set up for the opener’s show. you took a sip of your water to ground yourself. you could pinch yourself over and over again to make sure this was real, but with the adrenaline running through your veins, you probably still couldn’t feel a thing.
people came and went from the green room. you had met michael’s makeup artist, the main sound designer, and a backup dancer. you were pleased to meet them all and told them how much you admired all of their dedication to the tour. but, each time that door would swing open, your nervousness would shoot through the roof thinking it was him.
almost on command, the door swung open again. you whipped your head towards the door.
michael fucking jackson stood right there. his curls framed his muscular face, eyes big and glistening. his slender body slowly walked through the green room with so much confidence and ease. it was undeniably sexy.
your heart raced so fast, you were almost sure he could probably hear it. each step he took, your heart would thud.
bill stood to his feet, straightening out slacks.
“michael, i’ve got a lady i think you’d like to meet.”
michael’s eyes lit up, his eyebrows slightly raising. bill glanced at you. you stood to your feet, clearing your throat and running your palm through your hair to straighten up your curls.
you turned to face him and you both immediately locked eyes. you felt your skin physically melt off of your flesh. your throat suddenly felt tight.
michael smiled, nodding at you. “hey, i remember you. c’mere.”
he opened his arms and you instinctively fell right into them. you melted into his chest. he smelled expensive: notes of a rich vanilla and a woody, musk scent.
you both broke from the embrace. the only word you could get out was “wow.”
he chuckled, nervously bringing his hand to his smile. you thought there was absolutely no way he acted shy in front of you like he was the one fangirling.
bill smiled watching the exchange before speaking. “i’ll leave you both to it.”
bill turned on his heel, heading towards the door. your heart dropped for the umpteenth time. bill really left you both.
the door shut behind him, leaving you both in a weird silence before michael spoke.
“how many shows have you been to? i feel like i keep seeing you.” he had the same boyish grin he always had in interviews. it’s just now seeing it up close and in person absolutely changed something in you.
you regrettably started to feel a familiar heat building in your core.
“i saw you twice in new york, once in houston, once in indianapolis, and i’m seeing you tonight.” you spoke clearly, despite the multiple different emotions you were feeling internally.
he gasped surprisingly. “that is real dedication. i’m glad you’re enjoying the shows.”
you both started chatting it up. he asked you your name and where you were from. you asked him how his family was and how tours have been for him. you had adored the way he engaged in conversation with you as if you were both two normal humans. as if you weren’t talking to the literal king of pop.
you noticed his eyes traveled to your chest a couple times during the conversations. you could see him shift at times as if he were trying to get more comfortable. you acted as if you didn’t notice, all innocent like and eyes fluttering. in reality, your whole body pulsed with excitement and slight arousal.
something about him made you feel comfortable enough to just completely be yourself. although you just offically met, it’s like the nervousness went away. it felt like you were talking to a long time friend.
at one point, conversation died down before he spoke again.
“would you be interested in… seeing my dressing room?” he looked at you with his big bambi eyes.
your heart skipped a beat. michael jackson was asking you to join him in his dressing room.
michael closed the door behind you, fidgeting with the lock until it clicked.
you took in your surroundings: flowers set on the big vanity, fan mail plastered all over a couch that sat in the corner, and makeup brushes and wedges were spread across the table. his belts sat on the waist of a mannequin next to the mirror.
“this is where the magic happens.” he smirked, adjusting his collar.
you look back at him, his eyes catching yours. you noticed again how his eyes grazed over your body in curiosity. he caught his bottom lip between his teeth and caught your eyes again.
“you liking what you’re seeing or something?” you boldly teased. the words fell out of your mouth before you could even fully comprehend what it was you were saying.
his eyes widened a little, taken back by your statement. but curiosity still lingered in him. he wanted to see just how far you’d really go.
“you’re a pretty girl. y’know that?” he stepped closer to you, closing the gap between you until your faces were inches apart.
you felt the heat in your body come to the surface. you were almost certain steam would come off of you at any given moment.
“is that so?” you grin, grazing your tongue across your lips.
he watched the action. his pants suddenly started to feel tight around him.
“i’ve seen how you’ve been looking at me,” you added. “tell me. what do you want?”
you brought your lips to his ear and whispered. you could see the peach fuzz on his face stand. he shuddered, shaking off the chills you gave him.
“how do you know, hmm?” he hummed, his eyes half-lidded with lust. he looked down at you. his eyes were slightly glossed over. “what if i was just curious?”
“curiosity kills the cat, michael. y’wanna start something you can’t finish?” you answered, almost in a daring tone.
this was not something michael would normally do. the first night he saw you in new york, he knew he wanted to get to know you a little better. he didn’t realize his pure luck when he saw you again today.
the anticipation killed him. he brought his large hands to cusp your face and immediately crashed into your lips with hunger, taking your breath away.
his lips felt so soft against yours. they moved together in a rhythm as if your bodies were already connected.
his tongue grazed across your lips for entrance. you let him in, deepening the kiss. you felt the wetness pool in your panties as his hands roamed from your jaw down to your waist.
he pulled away, saliva connecting you both. “y’gonna be all mines for tonight?”
you nodded, a small smile stretching across your lips. he kissed you once more.
he made his way over to the couch, moving the fan mail to the other side. he sat down, lightly manspreading. he curled two fingers to motion you over towards him.
“show me what you got, pretty girl.”
you got on your knees between his legs. you looked up to him before moving, eyes finding his. the way your lashes fanned around your eyes made michael’s heart skip a beat.
you brought your hand to the button of his pants, slowly unbuttoning. you then let down the fly of his pants. he lifted his hips to help you pull them down. you hooked your fingers between the waistband of his pants and boxers, pulling them down gently.
his dick sprang up, hitting him on his stomach with a light thud. your eyes widened at the thickness. he had to be every bit of 9 inches.
you moan at the thought of taking it all in with your mouth, causing it to start to water.
you brought your hand to his shaft, gripping onto it, stroking it up and down. he let out a breathy moan, precum oozing from his tip.
you brought your thumb to the tip, smearing the precum aimlessly. you then brought your lips to the head of his cock, trailing kisses all the way down to the base.
you held eye contact the whole time. his face scrunched at every point of contact made on him. he was achingly hard, his dick twitching in your hand.
you stuck your tongue out and licked from the base to the tip before finally taking him into your mouth.
his hips bucked, a vocal groan flying from his soft lips.
“mmm, you’re dangerous, aren’t you… oh god.” he brought his hand to the back of your head, grabbing a handful of hair to guide you up and down.
your cheeks were hollowed out and your eyes watered. he couldn’t help but think you looked even prettier with tears pricked in the corners of your eyes, your lashes clumping together from the tears that dared to fall down.
the sight of you down on him like this made his stomach flip. he let out a whimper, his head falling back on the couch.
the hand on your head pushed down, lips all the way down at the base. you felt his tip at the very back of your throat.
his groans got heavier and louder. “f-fuck baby… mmm just like that. y’gonna make me cum… shit.”
you bobbed your head up and down quickly, taking him all in to the best of your ability. you gagged, lifting your head to half the amount of inches down your throat. you brought your hand around what you couldn’t take, stroking up and down. your saliva formed a ring on the base of his dick, the wet sounds of your hands stroking filling the air.
you felt his dick twitch in your mouth, a silent sign of him almost climaxing. your thighs began to clench, wanting to feel some sort of pressure on your clit.
“oh shit… i-i’m cumming… oh god, you’re a dirty girl. y-you’re so… dirty.”
you moaned on him, sending vibrations through the both of you.
he started to ramble broken sentences, his groans and moans interrupting each word. he tugged on your hair, lifting you off of his inches, and slapped his tip on your lips.
he stroked at a fast face. you opened your mouth, your tongue sticking out against the head of his dick.
he let out one long groan, his eyes rolling to the back of his head. white liquid came rushing from his tip, coating your tongue with his load.
he opened his eyes and looked down at the sight. you closed your mouth to swallow every drop of him, opening your mouth back up to prove it’s all gone.
he let go of your hair and cupped your face with his hand, guiding you back to his face. he sweetly kissed your lips.
“lay down.” he commanded.
you got up on the couch, laying down on your back just as he asked.
he trailed kisses from behind your ear down to your neck before stopping at your pulse point. he lightly circled his tongue around it before sucking.
you moaned, your teeth tugging your bottom lip. he huffed, taking in your natural scent. it made him dizzy and immediately sent pulses back down to his cock.
he brought a hand to your denim shorts, unbuttoning them, unzipping them, and tugging them down swiftly.
he brought his lips back to yours, his tongue immediately wrestling with yours, the sweet taste of you making his body heat up.
he broke the kiss, bringing his attention to his dick. he pumped it a couple times before lining up with your entrance.
he swiped his tip in between your folds, collecting your wetness before inserting.
his dick slowly started to open you up, your entrance immediately swallowing up the first inch. you both moaned at feeling each other for the first time.
he brought your legs up for a better angle, your thighs hitting your chest. he dug another two inches inside of you, causing you to see stars.
“that feel good, baby?” he whispered.
you looked up at him, nodding frantically.
“give me more. i can take it.” you flirted through breathy moans.
with that, he went deeper. all the breath in your lungs left. you moaned, brows furrowing together in pleasure.
you looked up at him, his mouth clung open. he slowly pumped in and out of you, trying to get you adjusted.
his curls stuck to his temple, sweat dripping from his face. you could not believe you were fucking michael jackson.
after getting you adjusted, he started to grind into you faster, his hips rolling back and forth.
“god. you’re so tight.” he huffed.
“give me all of you, baby. c’mon… mmm… fuck me good.”
he bucked his hips, shoving the rest of his inches in you. your head hit the back of the couch, back arching and toes curling.
you cursed loudly, broken moans filling the dressing room.
the smell of sex had you both feeling euphoric, chasing a high you both desperately needed without realizing it.
michael plowed into you, the sound of skin slapping echoing. he brought his hand to your clit, rubbing fast, pressured circles.
“f-fuck mike— oh my god.” you whimpered, bringing your hand to your lips.
he quickly brought his other hand to your wrist, moving your hand from your lips down to your belly. he laid his hand on top of yours.
with each stroke, you could feel the buldge in your stomach.
“who’s pussy is this, hmm?” he asked. “let me hear you, pretty girl.”
“it-it’s yours. fuck, i’m all yours…” you breathed out.
he grinned seeing you completely unravel like this in front of him. you didn’t seem so nervous anymore.
“cum for me, baby.” his voice was low and coated with lust.
you felt the familiar heat rise in your core. a sudden, aggressive orgasm ripped through you. you could feel the wetness drip out of you.
michael continued to fuck into you through your orgasm, chasing one of his own. eventually, he started to whimper. he pulled out and stroked himself hungrily. he finished on your leg, humming loudly throughout his second orgasm.
you both huffed, trying to catch your breaths. he planted kisses on your forehead before standing up to find a towel.
he found one hanging off the side of the vanity and wiped your leg.
you smirked at him as he wiped you up.
“all that dirty dancing you do on stage is really how you move.”
he smiled, hiding his face from you.
“no need to be shy now, honey.” you laughed.
he went to grab your undies and shorts and dressed you.
“i don’t dirty dance.” he mumbled.
“what was that?” you teased.
he started to chuckle, fixing his lips to speak before a loud knock startled you both.
“makeup in 10!” a voice shouted from the door.
michael picked up his boxers and slacks off the ground, quickly sliding them back on.
“y’better get on going. you got a show to perform.” you looked at him.
he looked back at you, a wide smile plastered across his face.
“you’ll be out there, yeah? cheering for me?” he asked, holding his hand out to help you from the couch.
you take his hand in yours, standing to your feet.
“like always.” you reassure.
he makes his way towards the door, unlocking it.
“can’t wait to see you not dirty dance.” you spoke behind him, your tone coated in sarcasm.
he whipped his head around, shooting you a wink before opening the door and walking out.
here you are, alone in michael jackson’s dressing room.
you turn and face the mirror and gasp. your curls had fallen, mascara ran down your face, lips puffy and pink.
you looked absolutely fucked out.
but you were right where you wanted to be.
you were the luckiest girl in all of atlanta, georgia.
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