Lets do this

"You just use the future to escape the present" hw: 81 kg sw: 78kg cw: 71,6kg gw: 70kg ugw: 60kg

[felisssz]

Hey guys!!!

About me:

-I'm 19

-I'm gonna post triggering stuff so if you are in recovery please don't read my posts

-On this acc I do not respect any homophobia or other hate (meanspo is something else)

-If you are intrested in making a whatsapp group chat text me or my friend @plathenthusiast

And most important: Stay safe guys!!!

[felisssz]

Update Day 2, 06/11/2025:

Lunch: One egg and tomatos - 140 cals

Btw I was at McDonalds today and managed not to give in and eat nothing there!

[felisssz]

Update day 1 (06/09/2025):

Breakfast: Bread with vegan mortadella and an egg - 505cal (purg3d afterwards)

Dinner: Potato salad - 750cal

Total:

1255

Btw I'm counting with the most cals I could have taken because I can't weigh my food!

[felisssz]

Hey guys I'm back again and this time I'm gonna be completely honest about everything.

If I'm doing good, If I binge, everything!

I'm open for meanspo!

Starting tomorrow!

See ya!

[sickdollzzy-deactivated20250325]

Eating whatever, going over your limit, not burning it off, thats so ugly...

Keep it pretty, count your cals, stick to safe foods, burn it all off ♡

[felisssz]

I really need an ana buddy that motivates me because I'm just so fucking lazy

[felisssz]

I swear once I pooped it's over for you guys💪

[felisssz]

Serious question: How fast is muscle weight seen on the scale after starting to workout?

[greenhairedfreakglobal]

if nicocado avocado can do it, so can i

[felisssz]

Who needs drugs when you can starve?

[felisssz]

Nothing is more motivating and embarrassing as well as when someone asked you if you GAINED weight

[felisssz]

I've lost 2 kg in a few dayss!!!

I mean it's probably just water weight but I'm still so happy!

You can do it! Just stay on track and don't give up!

[felisssz]

What I ate today: Total: 750 cals

Ps: Had about 5 of the pickles

[felisssz]

Just a little reminder to take you vitamins and stay safe💕

[felisssz]

Okay guys I need your tipps

Right now I eat 2 eggs before school because they are low cal and have good proteins.

I'm searching for an alternative thats vegan and easy to make before school any Ideas?

[peachiier-deactivated20240530]

i have so much potential. i will not ruin it this time

[felisssz]

I walk on ice blocks.

Every day and every step I take they are getting colder and burn at my feet.

I take one step.

I realize I hate my body. I hate how my legs touch, how my stomach rolls when I sit, how my arm flatter when I shake them.

I realized that when I was young.

I take another step.

I realize I hate my appearance. I hate how my hair falls, I hate my eyes, nose, chin, lips.

I realized that when I was nearly a teenager.

I take another step.

I hate my character. I hate how I talk to people, how I act, how I lie.

I realized that when I was a young teenager.

I take another step.

I hate my thoughts. I hate the jealousy I feel, I hate that I think to much, I hate that I don't think.

I realized when I was a teenager.

I take another step.

And one more.

I feel the burning even if I'm cold.

I take one step after another, everyday.

I hate me.

I realize now.

And I can never change that.

So I keep on walking on those Ice blocks.

Always hoping that someday

the suffering will somehow end.