Break Him Carefully
Halfway there! Ā A month and a half ago, my amazing 36 year old sexy husband agreed to three months of - routine and habitual -Ā tease and denial, without sexual release (Orgasm)ā¦Ā Since then, almost every night, 7 nights a week (and sometimes in the morning, too!), we cuddle, snuggleĀ and leisurely fondle each other -Ā he makes me cum - by going down on me as much as I want -Ā Then as I recover, Iāll continue to slowly and meticulously āedgeā him, over and over again, to my sadistic heartās content..Ā Sometimes however weāre quick ā half an hour of play and off to sleepā¦ Sometimes we linger ā time flies when youāre having fun. {Grin} - But the key is that we make time to do it every night, with only a few (very few!) missed nights. Ā Iāve never slept better in my lifeā¦Ā Ā
After 5 years of carefully easing my doting stud muffin into the mindset of a female led marriage, I find that we BOTH sleep best NOWā¦, if I HOLD his healthy virile erection in my gentle hand, as we lovingly fall asleep together (hugging)ā¦ His Pulsing, Fully ErectĀ Manhood has become - a sort of - security blanket for meā¦ As I fall asleep and wake up each morning Now - With his strong (rock hard) erection in my handā¦ Security COCK ā¦
Yup, I Adore My Precious Healthy Manā¦Ā Ā Heās trusting his most intimate, primal, involuntary sexual reflex - To My Personal Care and āGovernanceā ā knowing, full well, that I intended to break himā¦ Ā I promised to ultimately reduce him to a sweaty, leaky, quivering, begging āmess of a manāā¦ I warned him that I planned to make it difficult ā that I was going to truly challenge him over the weeks, just to see how much he could handle ā to prove, once and for all, that his powerful virile healthy muscular (athletic body) could physically endure so much more for me -Ā Ā than his mind ever imaginedā¦Ā Ā
When we started eight weeks ago, I had an honest, open conversationĀ with him about what was about to happen ā what I was about to do to him psychologically, subliminally and sexuallyā¦Ā (though I had him high on pot at the time) Ā Am I Bad?Ā Anyways, We discussed sexual limits and set a safe wordā¦Ā Agreeing that if it ever stopped being fun, for either of us, we would stopā¦ Ā During that intimate open conversation, he admitted his doubt about two things:
First, he doubted I would make it this far. Ā He doubted my willĀ Ā and commitment to Routinely Denying Him. Ā His words,Ā āThere will be a night when things get so hot, when my throbbing joystick just feelsĀ So Good, you wonāt be able to resist making me explode - Inside Of Youā¦ Ā I know You My Loveā¦ Ā You wonāt make it three months having deep passionate intercourse with me - and not wanting to feel me āEruptā inside of you - But itāll be fun to try.ā Ā My reply,Ā āChallenge accepted!ā Ā And so far, So Good. Ā Sooo Fucking GOOD!Ā Our New Slow and Unhurried Sexual Intercourse - Has wonderful side effects - Preventing āAccidentsā ā¦ To my husbandās total amazement and slight alarm, I havenāt even Ruined Himā¦ Ā YETā¦ And My Helpless, Sublime Orgasms - When Heās Incarcerated - Motionless - Balls Deep - Have Become So Much More Fulfilling for Me Nowā¦ Itās True about Female Led Relationships - Intercourse is Now Becoming -Ā ALL About Me Now and My Pleasure, Not Him or His Larger Healthier Cockā¦Ā Ā
Anyways, I almost lost myself here - The Second, he doubted Was - That I could truly Break Himā¦ Ā Break his mind, that is - Not his World-Class (Sublime) 9 Inches Of Pure Vein Filled Perfection!.Ā Ā Ā I Adore and NEED That !Ā -Ā Ā Iām just Delicately Re-Programming His Compliant Receptive Psyche about Orgasm and Blissā¦ When I promised to send him into the deepest, darkest, most desperate, mind-scrambling frenzy of lust heās ever experienced, he honestly doubted that such a mindspace existedā¦ Ā He knows how it feels to be relentlessly edged - Incarcerated Balls Deep - Teased and Deftly Denied by my sublime femininity for Days at a time. Ā He knows the Beautiful Frustration of being Milked and Ruined, over and over again -Ā through the last few years. Ā Heās begged ā literally begged ā for climax and orgasm before and heard me firmly sayĀ āNO!ā Ā Heās been thereā¦ Ā He survived those things without ever truly losing his mind, and he figured this wouldĀ ājustā be more of the sameā¦ Ā Three months of intense fun, but he figured - nothing truly new.Ā
Andā¦ to be honestā¦ I wondered if he might be right. Ā His doubt however motivated me āgreatlyā to find out what I was made of. Ā It made me āedgeā him harder - for longerā¦ I Was on a Sacred Missionā¦ Which made me stop and suddenly let go of his Joystick for recovery breaks, every time my feminine instinct screamed at me āHeās a man!!Ā Have Mercy!Ā Let him Cum!!ā Ā Itās also why I insisted on sexual playtime (and cuddling) every night, no matter whatās happening in our daily lives or how tired we felt. Ā I wanted to knowā¦ to genuinely knowā¦ Could I break him?Ā Was it even possible?
Wellā¦
Last night, Iām proud to say, I finallyā¦ carefullyā¦ definitely broke him!
After eight weeks of daily edging, teasing and denying him a cherished male climax, we started off the evening āroutinelyā enough. We played, cuddled and snuggled to warm up, He hungrily went down on me (heās gotten so good) and when I couldnāt take any more, I pounced on himā¦ Getting him onto his back for a quick 69, I then tied his wrists to the headboard of our bed. Ā He was already wonderfully hypersensitive, and hisĀ magnificent robust joystick was leaking and crying endless tears of joy (I was extremely wet and aroused), so I shrewdly decided to mount him very slowly and carefully - avoiding any sudden motion that might resemble a thrustā¦ (Remember Our New Slow and Unhurried Sexual Intercourse?)Ā We kissed slowly, deeply and passionately as I took my Sweet Time, easing him inch by delectable inch, into the depths of my drenched slippery Vagina. Thoroughly relishing the sensations of him throbbing and pulsating - I finally incarcerated him Balls Deep UP inside me - Right Where he Belongedā¦ Ā Eventually I moved, Reaching out and got my favorite toy from the nightstand and delicately vibed myself to a glorious rapturous full body climax - Fully Impaled on My Mans Glorious Captive Subjugated āDeniedā Rock Hard 9 Inch Joystickā¦ Ā A perfect startā¦ By the glazed look in his doting eyes, I Fully Realized -Ā Just How MuchĀ - He Loved Feeling MEĀ Climax and Cum - All Over His Powerful - Incarcerated - Hyper Sensitive COCKā¦
After a Brief Intuitional ā Restorativeā Rest Break - I Slowly Dismounted My Desperately HARD Stud - Licked my juices from his Balls and Mighty Erection - ThenĀ retired to languish (and snuggle) at his side - in a blissfully relaxed haze - alternately vibing, tickling, stroking and teasing his raging Joystick - through a string of easy āedgesāā¦ Easy for me, that isā¦ My head was resting on his muscular chest, my long silky soft black hair spilling over his body, my leg hooked with hisā¦ It was so Incredibly Serene - Holding his Monster (Hypnotic) Throbbing Cock in my Tender Hand, I almost fell asleep.
I didnāt even notice the timeā¦ Ā I didnāt even notice an hour had slipped by - And Then Two Hoursā¦ Ā I was in a warm, post-orgasmic serene tranceā¦ Perfectly Comfortableā¦ FeelingĀ his magical alluring, magnificent manhood straining so sweetly and desperately - in my tender, nurturing, adroit handā¦ Lost in my own little world of MasteringĀ Himā¦ It was just so easyā¦ Ā And, as silly andĀ nonsensical as it sounds, I cherished and adored him for it. Ā I loved that he found me so beautiful, so irresistible, so sensual and sovereign that he couldnāt stop himself from Submittingā¦. It made me feel like the most amazing woman in the world.
So I almost didnāt notice as his grunts faded and his quivers started. Ā He actually startled me with a raspy, crackling whisper,Ā āBaby, Pleaseā¦ Pleeease!ā¦ā
It was the most earnest pleaĀ Ā Iād ever heard from him in my life. Ā Something in his tone, beyond the words aloneā¦Ā A moment purely between us, when all facades of masculine dignity crumbled. Ā He was breakingā¦ Ā Finally breakingā¦ This is how it startsā¦Ā Ā Hisā¦ Subservience, Subordination, Servility!
I immediately āperked upāā¦This was angelic music to my earsā¦Ā Ā I needed to see his face, to confirm it for myself. Ā Yupā¦ He was gone. Ā His eyes were open, but there was absolutely no mind presentā¦ Ā His lips were moving, but only a few airy words slipped outā¦Ā A lot ofĀ āpleaseā andĀ āfuckā and sometimes my name, over and over againā¦ As If in a Tranceā¦ My heart swelled with pure joy, and happiness for him. Ā I didnāt say a word ā I didnāt want to interrupt his journeyā¦ He was in a Deep Blissful Tranceā¦ As I just continued gliding my silky soft fingers āWith a featherlight touchā along his dancing - 9 inch Cock of Pure Raging Fervid Perfection - ā¦ Carefully, Invisibly - Guiding him through subspaceā¦ Knowing that He āNeededā Meā¦ That he couldĀ Ā NEVERĀ Ā Do this to himself... Ā
Weeks of hard work (for the both of us!) was finally paying offā¦
There was No Way I was going to let this exquisite moment END any time soon. Ā I completely forgot how drowsy I was, or how late it was. Ā I Kept Goingā¦ Carefullyā¦ Lightlyā¦ Nurturingā¦Ā Soft Touches ONLY ā Because just one firm grip of his thick base, or stroke - probably would have ended itā¦Ā At one point, when he was sweating, quivering, and babbling, I softly - sensuously - seductively - offered him a chanceā¦ Ā I whispered very quietly,Ā āRemember, we have a safe word.ā Ā Thatās the only time I ābroke character.ā Ā Iām sure his subconscious heard me; Iām sure he understood - But he didnāt say anything, thoughā¦ Ā He just kept quietly whimpering and begging in a trance,Ā āPleaseā¦ Pleaseā¦ā
He wanted to STAY. Ā So I made him STAY ! ! !
He wanted to be Brokenā¦ Ā So I Broke Him ! ! !
The Next Morning, When We Awoke,Ā He was STILLĀ āROCK HARDāĀ In My Hand,Ā Ā He said it was the BEST night of his life.Ā And I believe it!Ā
We Dozed, Cuddled and Snuggled the Next Few Hours in Bed That Morning as I Securely Held Him in my Grasping Hand - Unwilling to let His Healthy Manhood Deflate - Even in the Slightestā¦Ā Security COCK ā¦
Anyways, We have another eight weeks to goā¦
Man O Man - Am I Going To Enjoy Myself -Ā The Next Eight Yummy Weeks ! ! !
