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heirloom tomatoes have me in a chokehold right now……my god i love tomato season

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lunch today. the past few days i have been craving sardines like nobodies business so this hit

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i had to fill out some plaque thing for my final exhibition on friday and i had the option to include an instagram name/social media. i rly thought about it a lot, didn't really want to put my personal on there as i dont really like posting art on there that much, decided to resurrect femmefee once more.

femmefee has always been a secret account for me. i had deep shame about being who i really am in front of those i know irl. not anymore!!!!!! she is me!!! and i am her!!!!!!! and the world will see me!!!!!!!!! unapologetically!!!!!

[femmefee]

28. also fun fact i share a birthday with one of the greatest rappers who ever lived. shout out to Big L

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birthday stuff!

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i think i just feel functioning more than anything? and actually, that is not out of the ordinary for most humans... lmao not me getting incredibly gassed for simply being able to shower, get dressed, not stay in bed all day, cook, eat, practice standard daily hygiene, hold a conversation with someone, do yoga, watch interesting shit, do school work. okay. now i am writing this all out maybe perhaps i am just simply functioning for the first fucking time in my life. and not manic/in a high episode.... huh,...... wuld you look at that folks

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i feel really good, i wondered if perhaps i'm in one of the more manic/high cyclothymia phase right now. though i am enjoying and finding more comfort in believing that something just somehow clicked the minute it became my birthday

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fresh oregano from my parents garden, heirloom tomato, feta, a little onion, and lots of terra delyssa olive oil yum!

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morning

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Charm Vending Machine, 2003

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so much beautiful ground elder

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my best friend sent me flowers in the post since she couldn’t be there physically for my birthday <3

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very glad i spent my birthday with my parents and sister. my mum made my favourite food, my parents and i got stoned, and we sat in their garden all evening listening to music. when i got home i smoked a bit more and watched a childhood family favourite film and laughed a lot... i journaled, i ate my favourite foods, i looked pretty, i was hearing from / texting the people who are still in my life. today ive allowed myself to be lazy but then went for a walk around the neighbourhood and found some gorgeous capris in a charity shop at the end of my walk. i’ve just felt soooo at peace all weekend. ive not long got done doing some yoga too. idk. i feel different. you know when people say that you usually don’t suddenly feel X years old if you’re turning X…. i really do suddenly feel 28 years old since turning 28 yesterday lmao

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this sunday is sundaying fr

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had a lovely birthday yesterday. in fact, this whole weekend has just been splendid, i think this might be the first birthday i’ve had where i didn’t feel terribly sick, anxious, and like there is a massive pit in my stomach. it feels good!

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learning about basquiat