fear cuts deeper than swords

Benjy Fenwick Seventeen Ravenclaw Future Auror Fight the Good Fight You Always You

[lucinda-talks-alot]

She rolled her eyes with a grin, "You Ravenclaws are impossible. So, if James came up to you feeling a bit stressed, you'd happily oblige?" She said with a laugh.

"Okay, okay I won't" she smiled.

[fenwick-ben]

"Don't let my housemates hear that, and weren't you just saying how much you liked Gilderoy like one second ago?" he used a mocking tone. "Well he doesn't strike me as the kind that will seek out comfort in a hug, so in my utopian society he wouldn't seek that stress relief method" he replied risking making her roll her eyes again.

"That's a much more gryffindorsy thing to say" he half-laughed at his bad joke, "So miss Vance how about we actually get to work uhh?"

[fenwick-ben]

Am I the only one that's totally thrilled about this?

[thedarkcarrow-deactivated201405]

Mmm, am I not just thrilled to hear that. It’s going well enough, I suppose. Just got a job with a major law firm in Diagon Alley, as well as a new flat that Doe helped me pick out there with Knockturn just around the corner. It’s a nice setup and I make more than enough to support my lifestyle, so all is well. How’s being trapped inside that bloody castle?

[fenwick-ben]

You are doing more than well. So what kind of lawyer are you? I mean are you doing defenses and all that? How did your father took you moving out? I ask because sometimes it's hard to tell if they want us to make it on our own or take care of the family state, and then sometimes it's both and things are just complicated. It's maddening, specially when there are some many things going on out there. And well you know how the last year is, full of exams and applications and the wait! 

[influencerswap]

[lucinda-talks-alot]

"I give up" she rolled her eyes at him. "You're distracting me, I think you'll find. I don't remember it quite like that..." She grinned. "Anyways, I might have said 'tempting', but you brought it up in the first place."

"I know, I know... My bad" she smiled.

[fenwick-ben]

"I'm just messing with you" he said with a smile and rub a circle on the back of her hand, "I love arguing and debating, I think it comes with the blue and bronze" he joked. "You know I dream of a world in which kissing is just like hugging, as in you are stressed come here let's make out" Benjy winked at Emmeline.

"No need to apologize" he gave her an honest smile, "just don't give up on your dreams alright?" 

[leslieseuffert]

What matters most is how we walk through the fire.

Charles Bukowski 

[maraudersmischiefmemoriesblog]

Benjy Fenwick capturing a picture of his supposedly stunning legs.

Taken by a not very happy Clara Fields, 1978

[love-lily-evans]

Believe me, I wish I was. I stayed up all night trying to finish this thing, and I’m still only 60% done.

[fenwick-ben]

But my handwriting is like small as hell, there's no way I'm going to fill that much parchment. Evans kill me please, I am begging you. 

[fenwick-ben]

leave out all the rest || clara & benjy

[the-bitch-is--back]

Clara rolls her eyes at his scoff, taking another long drink before jabbing him in the side. “Hey, at least I’ve come up with something! I mean, jokes, seriously?" She shook her head, smirking as she remembered various drinking games. But she sighed as she realised he was right, it was slightly harder to think of good one when it was just the two of them. Tapping her fingers on the side of the bottle, she mulled it over. 

"The only one I really like is body shots" she said with a shrugs, before pulling a face. "But considering the mood I’m in right now, I don’t think it’d end well, even if it’s you I’m playing it with". Flopping back to lie down, she sighed loudly. "There’s always things like never have I ever or truth or dare, but I haven’t played them since I was like fourteen".  

[fenwick-ben]

Benjy faked being hurt by Clara's jab, there were times when he was actually surprised at just how strong she was but right now he suspected her intention had not been to cause him physical pain. "Well it's not like we were going to just down the whole bottle in record time," he said scandalized, "we want to be drunk enough to handle emotional stuff, not pass out on your dorm floor." Taking another sip Benjy wondered how this whole idea was going to end, groaning he lied down in the bed using his elbows to prop himself up, taking special care to not spill any of the precious liquid in his hand.

"What mood?" he asked surprised, "was I supposed to notice? to ask about it?" suddenly he felt like a shit friend, "besides I thought your didn't like my cologne." Cocking his head to the side Benjy said, "well it's never too late to bring back those memories" another sip and he asked, "so which one will you rather play?" 

[fenwick-ben]

Am I the only one that's totally thrilled about this?

[miss--meadowes-deactivated20140]

Nothing, nothing. Of course it is, dear, that’s what friends are for. I suppose we could, if you wanted to. [giggles] No, it was just me being nice! Don’t go getting vain or something. Just think back…did anything unusual happen in the last few days?

[fenwick-ben]

Are you sure? Thanks Dory, whoa this whole thing is so weird like I'm actually going to go shopping with you. Way to keep me grounded Meadowes. Ummm not really... I just haven't been paying much attention lately with exams and the application to the Aurors program. Do you remember anything unusual?

[fenwick-ben]

Am I the only one that's totally thrilled about this?

[thedarkcarrow-deactivated201405]

When you’re not annoying myself or my sister, yes, we have. I have no problem with you.

[fenwick-ben]

I respect your sister way too much to even attempt to annoy her. You are a different deal. So how's life outside the castle treating you?

[sweetpuffcatchlove]

That’s kind of a scary thought. I’m gonna need to make sure  I don’t piss her off now just in case. Maybe we are, which is also scary. But not really something any of us can avoid sadly. Absolutely not. It’s terrifying. I have no idea what I’m going to do once school is over. Should probably have came up with a plan already but I haven’t. Are you ready for it? You probably already know what you’re going to do.

[fenwick-ben]

Don't tell me you haven't thought about it before? It's one of the many things that freak me out about having to spend a night at the infirmary, like what if I have annoyed her so much she wants to seek revenge or something!? You got the sad part right, how much time do you think most of us wasted on wishing we would grow up already... and now well... now we have to be ready. Do you have any dreams you wish to fulfill? I- well yeah umm I think I've always known I wanted to become an Auror.

[themarauderpadfoot]

Depends who the teacher giving detention is. But no you’re right, it isn’t just the Professors, I’m mad at a whole bunch of people. Not that it matters much we’ll be out of here in a few months.

[fenwick-ben]

Who would you recommend spending detention with? Mad? Well whatever it is or was you must have had your motives. So what you are saying is that once we are out you are never ever going to see whoever you are mad at again? 

[fenwick-ben]

Am I the only one that's totally thrilled about this?

[the-bitch-is--back]

Benjy… If you’ve never had sex in that body before, wouldn’t that make you a virgin again- you know, physically? Yeah, but you’ve also to remember to shave them all the time, it’s a bit of a hassle really. I’m going to take that as a compliment. 

I suppose, it’s either that I take you shopping in London or somewhere, and I figured this would be less time consuming. What- no! I’m not hugging you, especially not when you’re in that form. -sighs- I haven’t got a clue. There’s obviously a cause behind all of this, find the cause and you might be able to find the cure.

[fenwick-ben]

Holy mother of...I have my V-card back! This is a once in a lifetime opportunity... oh fuck...I- okay I have questions but I don't want to ask you those questions. Shave them?! What do you girls legs are not actually naturally smooth and pretty all the time?! You definitely should. 

Deep down you are just nice so don't even try and deny it. Why not?! Why won't you hug me?! I demand that you hug me right now!! So you think this was like a spell or curse, maybe a prank gone wrong? How do we find out what happened?

[moonyscorner-archive]

Sometimes I forget how it feels...

[moonyscorner-archive]

Oh hey Ben, nearly didn’t recognize you there. It’s nothing, just having a bad day, but I’ll be fine as always. No day but the present!

[fenwick-ben]

You got it right though, so I guess we are able to pick up on one another's traits right? Are you sure? You didn't sound like it was nothing, and you know you can always talk to me. I mean even if we only talk about assignments and exams.

[derekvonevil]

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[fenwick-ben]

Run for the hills pick up your feet and lets go, we did our jobs pick up speed now lets move. The trees can’t grow without the sun in their eyes and we can’t live if we’re too afraid to die

[fotrunamajor-blog]

wit and intelligence 

[franklyfranklongbottom]

...What's happened?

[franklyfranklongbottom]

…I very much hope it’s not…

Oh, no, I’m liking it very much- except for I have no suitable clothes, I can’t recognize myself or my voice, and I can’t tell who anyone is… But I fancy I’m still better looking than you, so there’s something…

[fenwick-ben]

The girls some of them now boys from my house let me borrow some. But since we don't know how long this will last... well we might need to go shopping. Yes that's apparently a hard thing for most, but the eyes or some gestures usually give people away. I've been asking though, before I call someone the wrong name. 

You are kidding right? I mean look at me! not even in your dreams Longbottom.