[festeredwound]

nearer, my god, to thee

patron saint of pestilence. bringer of plague. foul vessel of disgusting flesh. anti contact paraphile.

petr/viscera. eighteen. refer to me however you see fit.

beware of necrophilia, gore, body horror, rot, pestilence, piss. insects. blood, vomit, self harm, incest.

XIII. DEATH — my posts XII. THE HANGED MAN — asks †. FATHER — @thyshepherd

[festeredwound]

I want to suffer while dying. I’ve already been doing some light hanging recently. If we opted for drowning, I’d tie anchor neck to my bathtub drain so I couldn’t pull away.

i get it, i tried hanging myself on the stairs maybe a year ago, i think, and it did feel good, for the first few moments before i panicked, that is. it’s a classic, almost a bit cliche but still very beautiful in my opinion.

drowning takes balls, im too much of a pussy to ever try that, im not going to lie to you.

also, don’t be afraid to dm me if you want to talk, alright? i know this sounds retarded and all, but seriously; don’t kill yourself, stick to self mutilation.

[festeredwound]

Mm either hang or drown myself probably. Dealer’s choice, whatever you’d enjoy more 😝

tell me, do you want to die or do you want to suffer? hanging is slow and drowning is near impossible.

[festeredwound]

anyone wanna tell me they’re proud of me for taking my pills today or nah?

[festeredwound]

Want to video chat me and let me kill myself for you?

you’re flattering me, how would you do it?

[festeredwound]

[festeredwound]

i am disgusting

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[reg0regitated]

i hope my landlords die

[festeredwound]

i could write an essay about the beautiful queer coding in red dead redemption and it would be minimum twenty pages of me rambling about josiah trelawny.

[festeredwound]

im rotting away

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i am sexually attracted to dress shoes chat

[thyshepherd]

leaving your crucifix at your brothers and now you gotta pray that god doesn't strike you down

[festeredwound]

i’ll be praying it for you

[festeredwound]

i can’t live without him

[dahmerized6969-deactivated20250]

Reminds me of Jeff

[festeredwound]

jesus christ i feel sick

[festeredwound]

bottom shelf vodka