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Part 2 : 2021 Admission 3 - A Surprise

21st February 2021

Just a reminder of where we are. I had been an online friend of London Andrews for over 5 years and helped her in various ways. At the start of 2021, Naturist Lady had contacted me and shown me that she and her husband, were involved in an intimate open sexual relationship and had been for sometime, with London and her husband.

She had got me to admit the depth of my love for London by telling about her love affair with her. After 6 or 7 weeks, Naturist Lady then admitted that she had fallen in love with me !

This was one hell of a surprise, as I said in reply to Naturist Lady, I was taken aback !

(See previous ‘Admission’ posts)

I had to think about this because this was totally unexpected and I needed to think things through. I have a very attractive woman in love with me and wanting to have sex with me when I travel over to the States, something that had been a plan of my wife and I already. And she was involved with London, who I was distractingly in love with. I gave myself a day before dealing with this.

I answered, “Yes, I would love to meet up. I love and am thrilled for the pleasure you get. But….And please don’t be upset by this. I made a promise. And that promise is to my wife, not to betray her, mess her about and have affairs. That promise is more important than any sex. Sorry.

Naturist Lady responded. “I will not lie, am honest. I didn’t get upset, just heartbroken….I understand your promise and your concern.”

NL, “ I need to go out and take some fresh air. I do it when I’m sad or heartbroken. Back soon. ” After a short while I got “Hey there, I’m back,”

“ I’m very sorry if I have hurt you.” AA

“But this applies not just to you, but to London as well. I’m sorry to upset you. But I don’t want you to misunderstand me. I’m not in an open relationship. And it isn’t just you.”AA

“If I turn up at London's sanctuary and offers me, what would probably be the fuck of my life. I would say no (!)”AA

NL,”Thanks for killing the affair the part, I was just hurting myself ! I realise I was wrong all along. “

“ I’m very, very sorry.” AA

NL, “It’s okay I understand, not upset with you.”

Then I respond to the “I realise I was wrong all along. “ , and ask, “In what way ?”

The I say, “If you want to understand me ?”

Then she jumps to something different, but that’s another story.

So, I turned her down, I said no to someone who said they loved me. Someone who was giving me access to London. Who wanted to have sex with me when we met up.

Bet that surprised you ?

There’s ore to come and I need to return to here for a couple of reasons, but I leave it here with a few notes.

Notes On Meeting London

Naturist Lady was hoping that my wife and I would be visiting the USA that summer or within the next twelve months for a holiday. You may recall that London had made an offer to To put me and my wife at the farm, almost as soon as they had moved in ? This was because prior to the 2020 Covid virus crisis, we were planing on retiring by 2022. We were then going to do an RV tour of the USA as a retirement present to ourselves. That’s how much Covid messed things up just on a personal level.

We had talked way among ourselves, way back in 2017, about spending our wedding anniversary visiting New York City and friends over Syracuse. I floated the idea of driving over to Rochester to spend an hour with London and have a chat and a coffee somewhere in the Wedge….and you know, that’s the only thing I ever asked of London. When she would ask me, why I do what I do for her, what I wanted for doing things for her, it was they only thing I ever asked for.

That didn’t happen and it looks we won’t be visiting the USA anytime soon.

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The Girl, The Harp, and The Hard Stop: Caterina Valente's Perfect Farewell

So, the great Caterina Valente decided to make an album with the phenomenal harpist Catherine Michel—a musical force of nature who worked with Caterina’s idol, Michel Legrand. The big question was, who on earth could produce this? She needed someone who would give her the freedom to follow her muse, not a schedule.

Over a likely very Italian coffee, she was chatting with her son, Eric, and had a lightbulb moment. "You!" she probably said. "You produce it!" It was a family affair, and they were both in immediate, unanimous agreement on the arranger: the legendary Gianni Ferrio. This was a no-brainer. Gianni had been crafting gorgeous arrangements for Caterina since the sixties, even managing the impossible—making her voice one of three in a breakneck version of Paganini's *Moto Perpetuo*. The man was a wizard.

Now, Caterina, in her wisdom, knew this album wasn't exactly "commercial." It was a personal project. So, she decided to finance it herself, gracefully sidestepping the usual management maze. Once this little masterpiece was in the can, our fabulous mutual friend—Europe's jazz agent extraordinaire—introduced us to the Nagel Heyer label.

And here’s where we found a unicorn: Sabine Nagel Heyer. In a world of suit-and-tie executives, Sabine had a heart that beat purely for the music, right up there with legends like Ahmet Ertegun. She got it. Tragically, after she passed, her son took over and, well… let’s just say the apple fell into a different orchard entirely. But that, as they say, is a story for another time (and probably requires a stronger drink).

The album found its people—those who appreciated that Caterina wasn't the young firecracker of the 50s anymore, but a seasoned artist. She herself would say her voice was "tired," but we thought of it as "interestingly seasoned," like a fine, complex wine. Naturally, her "Schlager Friends" (the fans of her classic German pop hits) thought it was an absolute catastrophe. To which we could only humbly reply, "Well, yes. We didn't exactly make it *for* you."

International critics understood the assignment perfectly. But in Germany, her then-manager seemed to think his job was to actively sabotage it. How silly! The album was practically wearing a beret and sipping an espresso; it wasn't meant for the beer hall.

In the end, Caterina gave the album a beautiful send-off with a career-spanning tribute on Austrian television, where she performed two songs from *The Girl and the Harp*. It was classy, professional, and the audience loved it.

Caterina’s own take on the project was perfectly poised: "I loved doing it… but I realized my voice was tired. So, ending the album with a new version of the first song I ever sang on stage felt like the perfect way to stop. And retire."

You have to admire an artist who knows exactly when to take her final, graceful bow.

Source: The Girl, The Harp, and The Hard Stop: Caterina Valente's Perfect Farewell

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London Andrews 2013

London and a self-shot tease in a red dress (Part 1)

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London chatting on a shoot in New York City, enjoy the weekend.

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Part 2 : 2021 Naturist Lady – New Topics 1

As I have said, towards the end of January the focus of the conversations between myself and Naturist Lady shifted. Naturist Lady was asking me questions about myself, about my relationship and feeling with London and my relationship with my wife.

NL had been surprised to find that London was a regular topic of conversation between my wife and myself. That my wife and London also talked online between themselves. And most surprisingly of all, that she could look at these online chats between us ! That she had access to all this online world. It was rare that she checked up on me, but she could.

These questions to me by NL, lead to deeper chats about a whole range of things. As I pointed out before, I don’t have screenshots for this time period, but here is an illustration. I have this question I asked at that time because I typed it up on the phone, while it was long and needed some thought. It got saved by my monthly back-up download from my phone to a computer.

This question was triggered by posts on London's Instagram account about her early career etc.

So, I asked NL the question below….

“Seeing that very early photo of London (*see notes at end) and some of her recent comments. Can you tell me or can you ask London, did she enjoy the attention back when she started out modelling ? I ask in more detail because you were asking about ******** (my wife) as we had made a breakthrough to get into detail about what motivated ******* to hate herself so much and feel so worthless, courtesy of London*. It goes back to her teens and when she became busty. This got her male attention. Now, looking back, she did not like or want this attention. None of this was helped by a strict Catholic upbringing and an all girls school. She couldn't cope with it. She feels she may have made herself fat to try and stop being attractive ! Destroying the thing that got her the attention ?

(Plus, she had been victim of a damaging, abusive relationship, like London. Prior to meeting me.) For a time, in our early years together this was put to one side. She had the love and support she had never experienced before. So, she blossomed. Something went wrong after our kids were born. Postnatal depression ? She retreated into herself, lost confidence etc. Piled weight on, comfort eating and was so unhappy. As I've said before, it didn't matter how much I loved her, she would always hate herself even more ! I wrecked myself trying to help her. Things are now better. She's been getting confidence back, and London helped here in a big way. I fully understand why now she (London) dislike the attention. But, back then ? I'd be interested in your observations and what she says to you about this ?”

Her reply was that she couldn’t answer this herself, as she hadn’t known London until London's return to Rochester in 2011. She would ask London on my behalf….but never came back to me with a reply to this.

Notes : * means in the original I used London personal name and not London, her modelling pseudonym. I don’t why I still substitute her names, but I do... And obviously I have edited out my wife’s name. What is also interesting is that by early February Naturist Lady had contacted my wife on MeWe and had begun to chat to her.

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Part 2 : 2021 Naturist Lady – Changing Focus

For the first few weeks of our time together the focus of our conversations has been London Andrews, we were each talking about her, but mostly Naturist Lady telling about her relationship with London. After the suspicious hiccup of ‘the problem’ and NL’s successful attempt to smooth things over, she started to ask about me. Wanting to know more about me and my relationship with London. Asking about why I do this, running the London Andrews Project fan pages for her ? Yes NL knew we had an online relationship, but had we actually met each other in the flesh ?

So, I told her the tale of the closest I ever got to London….

In October of 2016 London and her best friend, Matthew, visited Scotland. Many hundreds of miles from where I live, but we were on the same island, there was a chance….

When she first arrived in Scotland she was based in Glasgow, which would have been a great place to arrange a meet-up. But, as it was the start of their holiday and new to the city and also busy just enjoying being a tourist stuff, she couldn’t get one organised. But, she planned to be in Edinburgh towards the end of the trip, and as well as telling the likes of me and several other British followers who were close to her, she also posted publicly about organising a meet-up there.

Sadly, only 2 of us confirmed we could make that date. Because of this, London ended up cancelling the meet-up. Too many, ‘I’ll try’ and ‘I might make it’, meant it wasn’t worth the hassle of trying to arrange a room somewhere, as Edinburgh is a small but very busy city.

There were other things as well. First, London had been surprised that I had been prepared to drive 250 plus miles (400 Km) to see her and she really didn’t want to put myself so out for her. If you live in the States or Germany or say Australia, that distance is normal and easy. On Britain’s narrow, out of date, congested and poorly maintained roads, it’s a trek !

She also apologised to me to cancelling because, (and this gives an insight into her) she found the thought of just meeting a handful of fans intimidating. A room full of people, the girl inside can throw the London Andrews switch and shine and deal with a room full no problem. But a few people, strangers, close and questioning, no, that was hard on the girl inside. It would be intimate and being intimate with strangers is intimidating for the girl inside London.

So, I never got to met London in person...and now I never will.

Back to 2021 and one little side note from Naturist Lady. While we talking about this, she confirmed something that I knew and that was not public knowledge. One of the reasons for London's difficulty in arranging this meet-up, was that she and Matthew were travelling as part of an organised coach tour of Scotland. This coach party had evening events planned as well. So, she was having to work around that was well.

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London Andrews Talent

Beautiful self-portraits showing her talent as well as beauty.

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Part 2 : 2021 Naturist Lady, I Ask For Something

These are some of the stories that I was told when London was pretending to be Naturist Lady. Remember, these are not my words. These are interesting stories and her words.

Due to circumstances and very unusually, I can’t prove what I am posts about. I don’t have any screenshots or other evidence to back this one up. But…..

Given events, I was still a little suspicious of Naturist Lady. I really wanted London Andrews to contact me, to reply to the messages I’d sent her about the events detailed in the ‘Problem’ posts. I wanted my mind putting to rest by a reply. But, she never acknowledged those messages. Naturist Lady reassured me that the reason that London hadn’t replied was simple, she knew and didn’t need to, because she (Naturist Lady) had told her.

I was still uneasy so I asked for something. I asked Naturist Lady for a photo of her and London together. She had sent me edited of herself, sexy photos of her with her husband or with Kyle (London's husband), but they and her faces were blotted out. And these photos she had readily sent, no need to ask on my part.

I asked and Naturist Lady sent. I received one of MeWe’s self-deleting photos. That was all, but it was enough.

It was just a normal photo of 2 girls in a bar, side by side, arm across the shoulders, heads inclined to the camera. This was the first time I saw Naturist Lady’s face without an paintshop attempt to hide it. This photo then self-deleted. Never to be seen again...or so I thought.

Notes : I will return to this photo later, much later, as it is not really part of this phase of the story.

As I said, I don’t have a screenshot of this incident, in fact I stopped recording our chats for several weeks, well into February. When I began to record them again, but for very different reasons

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