I'm just a bitter, biased monoshipper.

I'm Maria, 25 years old, from Germany. You can call me Maria or Fili or Nitschieh or however you want. I don't really have any preferred pronouns but most people use she/her for me.I post different amounts of different fandoms, though it's mostly...

[fury176]

Small illustration to the beautiful izutaka fic “Your Wish Is My Command” I couldn’t finish months ago and now decided to clean it up a bit _(:з」∠)_

@fililikilili I’m glad I met you on this mean webside, truly ♥

[onyxstone14]

quick lil kaeluc cos I've been reading klc fics almost every night these days

[nidorion]

Xingqiu got to hold two cats anyway

[lan-tana]

Also happy birthday Kagami !! Best basketball boy ~

This panel is from my comic 《 Reunion 》 you can read here :

Part 1 • Part 2 • Part 3 • Part 4 • Part 5 • Part 6 • Part 7 • Bonus 1 • Bonus 2

[orbitalmoonrat]

🍨📘

[cchaiart]

growing up

[hotboyproblems]

When you throw out the packaging of a microwave dinner and immediately forget how long to microwave it for

[fatui-begone]

this was much funnier in my head

[adhdheather]

to remember how many feet there are in a mile, u just gotta use 5 tomatoes

five to-mate-oes sounds like five, two, eight, 0 and there’s 5280 feet in a mile

[inoffizielles-deutschland]

To remember how many meters there are in a kilometre you just remember “1000” because the system of measurement in the rest of the world wasn’t invented by a drunk mathematician rolling dice.

[cazzarts]

Me back in December: what if I made a reigisa zine and got it printed all for myself?

Me, looking back at myself making two (2) illustrations in a week before giving up: nice 😎

[feluka]

If you have a Duolingo account, please consider upvoting this request to add Coptic to their language courses.

Coptic is the final stage of the Egyptian language. It is currently endangered, with less than 300 Egyptians speaking it as their native tongue.

It would mean a great deal to indigenous Egyptians in the Coptic community to have our language preserved, and this would be a huge step forward.

If you don’t have a Duolingo account, consider sharing this with those who might. Thank you! <3

[geekdawson]

one of the more valuable things I’ve learned in life as a survivor of a mentally unstable parent is that it is likely that no one has thought through it as much as you have. 

no, your friend probably has not noticed they cut you off four times in this conversation. 

no, your brother didn’t realize his music was that loud while you were studying. 

no, your bff or S.O. doesn’t remember that you’re on a tight deadline right now.

no, no one else is paying attention to the four power dynamics at play in your friend group right now.  

a habit of abused kids, especially kids with unstable parents, is the tendency to notice every little detail. We magnify small nuances into major things, largely because small nuances quickly became breaking points for parents. Managing moods, reading the room, perceiving danger in the order of words, the shift of body weight….it’s all a natural outgrowth of trying to manage unstable parents from a young age. 

Here’s the thing: most people don’t do that. I’m not saying everyone else is oblivious, I’m saying the over analysis of minor nuances is a habit of abuse. 

I have a rule: I do not respond to subtext. This includes guilt tripping, silent treatments, passive aggressive behavior, etc. I see it. I notice it. I even sometimes have to analyze it and take a deep breath and CHOOSE not to respond. Because whether it’s really there or just me over-reading things that actually don’t mean anything, the habit of lending credence to the part of me that sees danger in the wrong shift of body weight…that’s toxic for me. And dangerous to my relationships. 

The best thing I ever did for myself and my relationships was insist upon frank communication and a categorical denial of subtext. For some people this is a moral stance. For survivors of mentally unstable parents this is a requirement of recovery. 

[oretsevs]

ethan juggling (feat. damiano)

[main-bird]

fellas is it gay to confess to your best bro on a playground in the middle of the night?

[main-bird]

“I get to thinking ‘bout your sunkissed face - And a quiet place where I could give you all my time" 

 Tananoya on a roadtrip

[main-bird]

happy tananoya day. they’re in love

[main-bird]

here are some recent doodles/warm ups