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When I first told my friend about this, they said that I should continue to run this blog as it's just a casual bit of fun. But I can't. I can't run this blog anymore.
Anyone who has followed me, and especially those who have seen the posts that have been written by me will know that I believed in astrology and I took it seriously.
But I don't believe in it anymore.
When someone asked me to describe their physical appearance via their star sign, I thought it was a ridiculous question. But it got me thinking, "If I don't think I can guess at a person's appearance by their birth chart, why should I be able to know a person's personality because of it?".
There's a certain implicit arrogance in using astrology that way, I feel. I don't know any of you. The personality of each person is a rich and complex tapestry forged by your life experiences and the way your brain has reacted to them. But since I don't know the story of any of your lives, I have no right to claim to know you just because you told me where the heavenly bodies were when you were born. I don't have any special powers.
Furthermore, astrology is manmade. For instance, humans decided Venus would represent love and interpersonal relationships. But there is nothing inherent about the planet Venus that links it to love. And it has had other associations. The Maya used Venus to know when to go to war.
Another, more personal thing is that astrology is something that has limited me before. As soon as I know a person's sign, if it's not one that I am compatible with, I would think "Oh, our relationship will probably not be very close. It might even be a bit superficial", or "Oh, you're probably not a very deep person". This latter sentence is so arrogant it almost sounds ridiculous. Astrologers would rightly point out that that's not the point of astrology, but for me and the way my brain works astrology has been a limiting force, and I wonder what friendships I could miss out on, or indeed had been missing out on, with such a thought process.
Now, as I said before, I did believe in astrology, I took it very seriously. And I have enjoyed running this blog while it lasted, and I cannot thank you enough for having come along on the journey. But my conscience won't allow me to run an astrology blog now that I don't believe in astrology anymore.
I don't know what I'm going to do with this blog anymore. I might leave it up but just do nothing more with it, or I might delete it, but either way, please do not contact me to try and change my mind about astrology:
For one thing, I am not trying to attack your beliefs in astrology. If you believe in it and you can make it a positive thing in your life, then by all means continue. Since I once believed in it myself, I won't mind if you do. I don't consider you ignorant or unenlightened. It's fine. It's out of respect for your belief in astrology that I don't want to continue actively running an astrology blog anymore. To continue running it would be cruel and deceitful (in my opinion).
More importantly, my newfound disbelief in astrology coincides with the culmination of what might be the end of something that has caused me a lot of mental suffering. Therefore, the fact that I don't really believe in astrology anymore is something that makes me feel liberated and optimistic for the future. If you really care about me, you will allow me this new freedom, a freedom that I haven't felt for a very long time.
Finally, astrology is something that has been with me for most of my teen years. I became interested when I was 13 (I am 18), so it's not like part of me isn't sad about what has happened. It has been a constant part of my life at a time when my thought processes were constantly changing and my emotions were all over the place.
But it is time for me to move on, I think.
I will miss you,
And thank you for coming along,
But I cannot run a blog about something you believe in if I myself don't believe in it anymore.
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Fir Tree Astrology



















