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hezh . he him . twenty-one . pro-fic & anti-censorship personal / multifandom blog

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personal blog of a twenty-one year old gay dude who is highly passionate about his OCs, F/Os, and all other stupid little characters

i am pro-fiction and anti-censorship and this is not something that i am planning to debate with anyone

english is not my first language ; which means you can expect quite a bit of rambling or mistakes, and not too much cohesion or coherency

current stuff i am interested in are ; got, asoiaf, hotd, akotsk, my OCs, my selfships

⚠︎ I AM VERY TRIGGER-HAPPY WITH BLOCKING. MAIN BLOCKS GO TO ANY ANTIS , MINORS , BIGOTS , TERFS , RADQUEERS , PARA FOCUSED BLOGS , PRO-CONTACT PARAS.

⚠︎ I LOVE DARK / FUCKED UP / PROBLEMATIC FICTION, WHICH MEANS ;

⚠︎ this blog may contain dark and fucked up themes, the type of tags you imagine being in a fic tagged dead dove do not eat is the type of stuff you may hear about on here. and by anti standards, i "romanticize", "sexualize", and "fetishize" it all.

warnings will be tagged with cw [trigger]

(to keep consistency i will most often use cw instead of tw, that is unless i go into explicit and/or graphic detail for some of the darker topics)

⚠︎ fictional themes that aren't guaranteed but may be expected in my OCstorylines/Selfships/Or any type of fiction I talk about; emotional/physical/sexual abuse, physical/sexual assault, torture, child abuse/neglect, substance abuse/addiction, sexualized & non-sexualized self-harm/suicide/limb loss/anything-related-to-wounds, noncon, incest, grooming, age gaps, power imbalance, cheating, sexualized religion/religious themes, toxic/abusive relationships, stalking/kidnapping/stockholm syndrome, transphobia/homophobia + more that isn't mentioned here because i probably forgot (I won't talk about absolutely everything mentioned above, but anything that is mentioned above has a chance of being talked about at some point, if anything that is mentioned makes you uncomfortable, it is your responsibility to leave and block)

all themes mentioned above are enjoyed in fiction and fiction alone

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i doooo believe it is always an extremely funny thing to see those posts that say that your f/o hates proshippers

funny in the "ok yeah buddy" way bcs. yea okay. my f/o who is a full grown man and not chronically online hates proshippers, sure.

but also funny (or more so sad) in the way that. you have an f/o that you can love on, and spend your time loving. but instead u choose to spend that time using something that should be filled with love just for hate.

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always love when a day is spent being busy and as it all slowly winds down the only thing in my head is still that stupid lil fictional man

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secured a TH account... might put shaye and the others on there finally...

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i wonder did i ever post my buck moodboard here...? probably not.

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bruuuh. was going thru my pics on twitter and saw this and awh man. the fact that this guy was meant to play Rip... don't piss me aaawf...

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will never forget this. can't believe this could've been Rip

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tonight i am being so normal about his arms and hands.

normal... yeaaaahh..

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back to this again. waaaaaa

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in my time i've seen a Single person make an edit that included Buckley in it and THEY EVEN WROTE HIS NAME WRONG. FUUUUCK.

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only problem, if I ever decide to get back to working on Shaye. Ha Ha... Shaye was made with the idea of him being shipped with Joseph, cause I loved Joseph back then. Now... I don't care much about him... But I can't really ship Shaye w anyone else? Unless I decide to pull a "Buck-Stays-Alive" type of thing, which is possible, but idk well a ship between Shaye and Buck would even work? uh oh.

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it's been a year with Buck for me. over a year. imagine spending a year thinking about a character that exists in barely 4 episodes of the show he's in. dies. only has a few minimal appearances. i would wish this for everybody everyone deserves to live like this even if for just a little while

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there is an urge to rewatch SIX just for buck but there's really... man I won't get any new info will I? he doesn't show up enough.

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We just fucking met.

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i can make joe and alex in tomodachi life, sure. but can i really? (can i make them look like them or...)

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i already have buck in here (for selfshipping purposes. and he's never being shown)

so it feels only right for me to make those two too perhaps...

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it's like putting my ex husband with his boyfriend (my ex) into this game

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I JUST INTRODUCED MIISELF TO ALEX AND HE'S ALREADY UPSET WITH ME. BRO. DON'T DO THIS.

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i can make joe and alex in tomodachi life, sure. but can i really? (can i make them look like them or...)

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i already have buck in here (for selfshipping purposes. and he's never being shown)

so it feels only right for me to make those two too perhaps...

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it's like putting my ex husband with his boyfriend (my ex) into this game

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i can make joe and alex in tomodachi life, sure. but can i really? (can i make them look like them or...)

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i already have buck in here (for selfshipping purposes. and he's never being shown)

so it feels only right for me to make those two too perhaps...

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i can make joe and alex in tomodachi life, sure. but can i really? (can i make them look like them or...)

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Wait, no, I can't fall asleep, I haven't finished my Fishbait&Buckley appreciation sketch ✋⛔

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MISSION COMPLETE

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