#FIZZROLL , independent & semi - selective 𝐅𝐈𝐙𝐙𝐀𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐈 from the series 𝐇𝐀𝐙𝐁𝐈𝐍 𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐋 / 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐔𝐕𝐀 𝐁𝐎𝐒𝐒. headcanon - based, canon divergent as i see fit. written by RAT , 24 ( she / her ).
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HE DIDN'T DOUBT THAT HIS TOUCH BROUGHT THE OTHER DISCOMFORT, THAT WAS HALF THE PURPOSE. FINDING JOY IN BRINGING HIM A F͟R͟I͟G͟H͟T͟. there was boundaries he could understand, & he adored to push them. no doubt that the other hated to be touched where he was harmed in the past. that made it all the more delicious to gauge his reactions. running his finger down a straight line, right where his robotic limbs would connect to his skin — his face remains completely unbothered. it's not his own boundaries being pushed here, so he has no reason to pitch a fit. the jester seems to hold little trust for him, eyeing him up with some hesitance. ❝ WE ARE QUITE GOOD FRIENDS NOW, and i was only the most curious about them. it's not so often to see a DEMON who walks around still alive after a HORRIBLE ACCIDENT. trust in me, i've seen numbers of accidents. horrible, horrible things, delicious to witness. i do wish you would share with me the cause. ❞ removing his hand from the smaller, he continues. ❝ where could you have gotten such technology, HELL doesn't offer the best hospitals. WHAT a caretaker you must have had ! truly, i'm intrigued ! don't consider me rude for it, i'm only asking as a friend. ❞
ALASTOR WAS NOT THE TYPE TO TOUCH HIM PURELY OUT OF CURIOSITY, he was smart enough to know that. it made him uncomfortable, that much was undeniable. the way he rubbed the spot he had been touched in, an easy way to express his anxiety about the situation. obviously, it was not something that he wanted to talk about. as much as he would have loved to make that more clear, fizzarolli was not really someone who did well against the pressure of others, especially not one as intimidating as alastor. ❛ GOOD FRIENDS, yeah... ❜ were they really, though? the thought of it worried him a little. a lifetime of being used made him all too skeptical of friendships - a man like alastor, it was impossible to trust something like that coming out of his mouth. ❛ it was - it was a pretty bad accident, you know? it was just one of those times i got lucky. now i just know a guy. ❜ he clears his throat, as if not wanting to mention who the said guy was, as if it was not something that alastor knew already. fizzarolli had undoubtedly mentioned it to him before & everyone knew he was usually stuck to ozzie's side like GLUE. ❛ a guy whose really good with his hands. you know, like, with the ROBOT stuff. yeah. he always knows how to fix me right up, good as new. i didn't know it was possible, either. ❜
❛ haven't you ever wondered why i never talk about my childhood? ❜ / from @r-adio
HIS LITTLE RADIO BOOTH HAD QUICKLY BECOME FIZZAROLLI'S PLACE TO HIDE AWAY FROM THE REST OF THE HOTEL. though the high energy there was something he could handle well, it didn't mean it couldn't grow tiring for him - especially the overwhelming positivity of the place. he knew what he was getting into, staying there - he thought it would be a good way to pass the time, though it quickly got to be a little much for him. alastor was strange, certainly the most weird of them all, but he could trust he was going to be a somewhat calm presence. draped across one of the free surfaces in his office, fizzarolli couldn't say that he had been paying all too much attention to their conversation. it was only THAT question that had caught his particular interest. ❛ uh... NO? ❜ it was only the truth, it had never been something he was interested in learning about. though he spent time with him, it didn't change that he knew alastor was quite the threat. the less he knew about him, the better. he knew really getting involved with him was a bad idea. ❛ i mean, why would i? talking about that stuff, it sucks. that was like... how long ago, anyway? ❜
[ 𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐑 ] ― sender traces a scar on receiver’s body / from @r-adio
IT WAS AN UNCOMFORTABLE AREA FOR HIM, not his robotic limbs themselves, but the areas connecting them to his real body. being touched there was not all too pleasant for him, not something that he particularly liked, but something he had grown all too used to during his life of performing. now, after ditching mammon, having to deal with far less of his boundaries being breached. feeling something brush against his arm, just where his parts connected, he jolted quite violently. quick to turn, he looked disturbed - somewhat more so to see that it had been ALASTOR to touch him. it was unlike him, knowing that he was not exactly a person who liked being touched himself. alastor was not too fond of modern technology, that much was all too well known to everyone who knew him, even if it was not something fizzarolli could understand. it was what held him together - the reason he was still able to live happily as he was now. ❛ that's a little WEIRD, don't you think? ❜ weird, even for alastor. rubbing the area he had been touched, he seemed HESITANT to turn his back to him again.
[ 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐂 ] ― sender puts on the radio to listen to music with receiver / from @r-adio
HE KNEW ALL TOO WELL THAT ALASTOR WAS OLD - FASHIONED, but at times, when it came to someone who was as well - accustomed to the modern trends as fizzarolli was, it got to be a little embarrassing. taking him to a club seemed like it was a mistake enough as it was, but alastor did nothing but prove that. it was hard to think he wouldn't at least know he would need to adjust a little bit more to the wants of the other people around him - they wouldn't like his old fashioned tastes. the sudden start up of jazz music, he knew the culprit all too well. in hell, there was very few people who would go out with the thought that they wanted to sit around & listen to JAZZ, but there weren't many people bold enough to stand up to alastor, either - not those who knew who he was. ❛ come on - you really like listening to this stuff? ❜ he sort of got it, he knew that alastor was quite old - something he couldn't relate to, being hellborn. ❛ you don't think this could be just... at home music? you know? why not give something NEW a try? ❜
🌙 * ― 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐒 ( prompts for the five senses. add [reversed] to reverse the action. feel free to change wording as needed & add details )
𝐓𝐎𝐔𝐂𝐇.
[ 𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓 ] ― sender wraps a soft blanket around receiver’s shoulders
[ 𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐊 ] ― sender and receiver fall into bed together on silk sheets
[ 𝐏𝐔𝐋𝐋 ] ― sender pulls receiver’s hair ( gently / hard )
[ 𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐑 ] ― sender strokes receiver’s hair
[ 𝐁𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐇 ] ― sender brushes receiver’s hair
[ 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐓 ] ― sender paints a picture onto part of receiver’s body ( specify what & where )
[ 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐄 ] ― sender traces their fingertips over receiver’s body
[ 𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐑 ] ― sender traces a scar on receiver’s body
[ 𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐃 ] ― sender reaches out to hold receiver’s hand
[ 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏 ] ― sender worships receiver’s body
𝐓𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄.
[ 𝐔𝐍𝐔𝐒𝐔𝐀𝐋 ] ― sender feeds receiver something they’ve never tried before ( specify what )
[ 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐑 ] ― sender feeds receiver something sour ( specify what )
[ 𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓 ] ― sender feeds receiver something sweet ( specify what )
[ 𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐂𝐄 ] ― sender feeds receiver something spicy ( specify what )
[ 𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 ] ― sender kisses receiver to taste the lingering flavour of what they ate or drank on their lips ( specify what )
[ 𝐂𝐎𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐑 ] ― sender bites receiver hard enough to draw blood
[ 𝐔𝐍𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋 ] ― sender feeds receiver soup when they’ve fallen ill
[ 𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐊 ] ― sender makes receiver a cocktail to try
[ 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐇 ] ― sender cooks receiver their favourite meal
[ 𝐓𝐑𝐘 ] ― sender gives receiver a taste of what they’re cooking / baking for their opinion
𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓.
[ 𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐃 ] ― sender blindfolds receiver
[ 𝐑𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐄 ] ― sender and receiver see each other again after a period of being apart
[ 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄 ] ― sender notices something different about receiver ( injury / haircut / tattoo / piercing / etc )
[ 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐋 ] ― sender greets receiver in formal partywear ( feel free to add detail )
[ 𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐒 ] ― sender takes receiver to see lanterns in the sky
[ 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐒 ] ― sender and receiver lay under the stars to stargaze
[ 𝐆𝐀𝐙𝐄 ] ― sender and receiver lock eyes across the room
[ 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖 ] ― sender and receiver see a shadow move out the corner of their eye
[ 𝐁𝐔𝐑𝐍 ] ― sender and receive watch as something burns ( candles / a building / a campfire / etc )
[ 𝐅𝐈𝐒𝐇 ] ― sender takes receiver to the aquarium to watch the sea life
[ 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐊 ] ― sender recognises receiver at a masquerade party
𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃.
[ 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐂 ] ― sender puts on the radio to listen to music with receiver
[ 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘 ] ― sender plays receiver their favourite song on an instrument ( specify what )
[ 𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍 ] ― sender and receiver are in bed together while rain lashes against the windows / tent / etc
[ 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑 ] ― sender whispers something in receiver’s ear ( specify what )
[ 𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 ] ― sender asks receiver for a dance upon hearing a song
[ 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐍𝐘 ] ― sender and receiver hear a sound when they should be alone ( footsteps / creaking floorboards / a scream / etc )
[ 𝐇𝐔𝐌 ] ― sender hums a lullaby to lull receiver to sleep
[ 𝐌𝐔𝐅𝐅𝐋𝐄𝐃 ] ― sender comforts a temporally deaf receiver after a loud sound ( gunshot / explosion / etc )
[ 𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐌 ] ― sender calms receiver down from a panic attack in a loud place
[ 𝐀𝐅𝐀𝐑 ] ― sender and receiver hear a muffled sound from another room / outside ( music / people / creature / etc )
[ 𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐖 ] ― sender hears receiver crying and approaches comfort them
𝐒𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐋.
[ 𝐁𝐀𝐓𝐇 ] ― sender puts a scented bath bomb into receiver’s bath
[ 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄 ] ― sender lights a scented candle for receiver
[ 𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 ] ― sender puts perfume / aftershave on receiver’s ( wrist / neck / cheek )
[ 𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓 ] ― sender inhales receiver’s scent
[ 𝐂𝐎𝐎𝐊 ] ― sender is drawn to the kitchen by receiver’s cooking
[ 𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐒 ] ― sender steals an item of receiver’s clothes because it smells like them
[ 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑 ] ― sender notices receiver smells of their shampoo / shower gel
[ 𝐅𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐒 ] ― sender gives receiver flowers
[ 𝐖𝐀𝐒𝐇 ] ― sender helps clean receiver after a long day / stressful situation
[ 𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐊𝐘 ] ― sender and receiver walk through the sewers to escape capture / avoid detection / chase someone
[ 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄 ] ― sender massages receiver with a scented oil
❛ are you always so competitive? ❜
❛ are you okay? are you hurt? ❜
❛ are you sure you can do this on your own? ❜
❛ are you thinking what i'm thinking? ❜
❛ can you go take care of this, please? ❜
❛ can you show me how to fight? ❜
❛ can you tell me more about your adventures? ❜
❛ do you believe in ghosts? ❜
❛ do you ever think about anyone other than yourself? ❜
❛ does it really have to be like this? ❜
❛ don't you think you've already done enough damage for one day? ❜
❛ has no one ever given you a compliment before? ❜
❛ have i ever told you how beautiful you look in the glow of the moonlight? ❜
❛ have you noticed anything different about me lately? ❜
❛ haven't you ever wondered why i never talk about my childhood? ❜
❛ how can you just go to sleep like nothing happened? ❜
❛ how many more people have to suffer before you realize your madness? ❜
❛ is there anything else i can do for you? ❜
❛ is this really how you want this to end? ❜
❛ isn't it ironic? ❜
❛ what are your plans for today? ❜
❛ what else do you want me to say? ❜
❛ what else have you hidden from me? ❜
❛ what happened here? where is all that smoke coming from? ❜
❛ what has happened in your life that made you like this? ❜
❛ when were you going to tell me? ❜
❛ where are we supposed to go from here? ❜
❛ who will be able to stop them now? ❜
❛ why can't you just act like a normal person? ❜
❛ why can't you just leave me alone? ❜
❛ why can't you just stay focused? ❜
❛ why does everything always have to be so complicated? ❜
❛ why should i believe you now when you've told nothing but lies? ❜
❛ why won't you just tell me what i did wrong? ❜
❛ will it ever stop hurting so much? ❜
❛ will you go out on a date with me? ❜
❛ will you just shut up and kiss me already? ❜
❛ will you please text me when you get home safely? ❜
❛ you're completely out of your element here, aren't you? ❜