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just want to feel proud

it seems so simple…

i just want to be free

happy

and proud of myself

the monster i created of myself for protection

is the same monster i am trying to soften and humanise

which is why i think it’s just never enough

and i’m scared it never will be

i wish i was doing all of this for external validation

but im only doing it to feel content and proud of myself

rain still falls on the man standing still

might as well atleast fuckin try to make it thru the storm

hustling harder must too entail hurting harder

must it?

hustling harder must too entail hurting harder

i fucking loathe you

i just don’t know why

if it hurts

that means it works

IS THIS CONDUCIVE TO ME BEING THE MAN I WANT TO BE

THE MAN I KNOW I CAN BE

THE MAN I NEED TO BE

man cannot remake himself without suffering

for man is both the marble and the sculptor

all you gotta do is do it

it’s that simple

her sweet tender embrace bringing me round again

whatsoever i want

will be mine

whatsoever

WITH MY TWO HANDS

THERE ARE NO MOUNTAINS I WILL NOT ASCEND

highlife