highlife

amritsworld2017

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baby to K:

‘babe can you buy me a tin of butter beans’

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha wtf

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we keep it movin

what other fuckin choice is there?

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day 1 of rebuilding myself

..properly this time

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just want to feel proud

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it seems so simple…

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i just want to be free

happy

and proud of myself

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the monster i created of myself for protection

is the same monster i am trying to soften and humanise

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which is why i think it’s just never enough

and i’m scared it never will be

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i wish i was doing all of this for external validation

but im only doing it to feel content and proud of myself

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rain still falls on the man standing still

might as well atleast fuckin try to make it thru the storm

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hustling harder must too entail hurting harder

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must it?

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hustling harder must too entail hurting harder

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i fucking loathe you

i just don’t know why

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if it hurts

that means it works

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IS THIS CONDUCIVE TO ME BEING THE MAN I WANT TO BE

THE MAN I KNOW I CAN BE

THE MAN I NEED TO BE

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man cannot remake himself without suffering

for man is both the marble and the sculptor

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all you gotta do is do it

it’s that simple