Flagpole

(SEE BOTTOM OF DESCRIPTION FOR SEXUAL ORIENTATION & MORE- must be on laptop site to see. Please read my entire description, don't stop at the donations portion.) For donations to my blog, after being screwed over by PayPal, I accept donations on amazon, I'm working on a wish list and such but bleh lol. I think Amazon gift cards are the easiest way. I honestly don't feel that I deserve donations. Sure, I don't have a job and am currently a dead beat.. But there are billions of people who need it more than I. If you're willing to help you can find my Amazon by [email protected] This is my fourth blog on Tumblr. I originally started doing this to help with my depression and so far it's worked pretty well which is why I keep coming back. I've been physically, mentally and sexually abused throughout my short life. The sexual abuse I suffered doesn't bother me too much, it hasn't had a negative affect on how I turned out I don't think. All the physical and mental abuse is what really brought me down. At 16 I started hating myself which lead to cutting myself and became an addict. There wouldn't be a day that went by that I didn't tear into my flesh. This went on for about a year and slowed down to only every once in a while. I still like to do it when I'm really depressed. I don't cut for the pain, I cut for the blood. In my mind, the more I bleed, the more my pain goes away. I would break apart cheap razors because the blades were so thin and sharp, I eventually stepped up to surgical scalpels which is what I still use today. I've never done any sort of drug or anything thankfully. Tumblr has done a lot for me; whenever I feel depressed, like I'm completely worthless, all of you come to my aid and help me back on me feet. People tell me all the time that I'm an inspiration for turning from cutting and learning to love myself as a human but in reality, if it wasn't for each of you, I'd still be that depressed guy who hates himself, cutting for attention. I love and thank you all for that. Alright some fun facts: My birthday is March 31. I live in Florida, USA. I play a shit ton of video games(PS3) and a guarantee I'd beat any one of you in anything; whether it be 1v1 on COD, Borderlands, ect. or comparing stats on Skyrim, Dead Island, anything; I'm a beast! I love spending time at the gym. I'm a freak for Taekwondo although I can't afford it unfortunately. I am usually an optimistic person. Now for the unfortunate part: I am straight. I know 95% of my followers are male and I appreciate every single follower I get whether male or female. Don't be discouraged from following me please! I love my male followers just as much as my female followers! Thank you for taking the time to read my description. I hope you'll follow me and enjoy my pics, please reblog! I love and thank you all <3

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GUESS WHO'S BACK :)

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I’ve returned! You can find my new tumblr at: thetrueflagpole.tumblr.com My Facebook fan page is: Facebook.com/officialflagpole

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GUESS WHO'S BACK :)

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I’ve returned! You can find my new tumblr at: thetrueflagpole.tumblr.com My Facebook fan page is: Facebook.com/officialflagpole

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GUESS WHO'S BACK :)

REBLOG THIS!

GUESS WHO’S BACK

I’ve returned! You can find my new tumblr at: thetrueflagpole.tumblr.com My Facebook fan page is: Facebook.com/officialflagpole

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GUESS WHO'S BACK :)

REBLOG THIS!

GUESS WHO’S BACK

I’ve returned! You can find my new tumblr at: thetrueflagpole.tumblr.com My Facebook fan page is: Facebook.com/officialflagpole

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GUESS WHO'S BACK :)

REBLOG THIS! GUESS WHO'S BACK I’ve returned! You can find my new tumblr at: thetrueflagpole.tumblr.com My Facebook fan page is: Facebook.com/officialflagpole

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GUESS WHO'S BACK

I've returned! You can find my new tumblr at: thetrueflagpole.tumblr.com I'm having technical difficulties with the Facebook fan page I set up but as soon as it's running I'll post it. Go follow my new tumblr!

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So.. My birthday is Easter :). Don't forget to follow my new blog: theflagpole31.tumblr Also follow my flagpole fan page on twitter to keep up with my personal life! Still new to twitter and can't remember my URL but you can find me by either: flagpole31/ theflagpole31. Also uhmmmm.. Not something I'd normally do but, my birthday is coming up and well.. I do have my amazon and all >.>. Idk, amazon gift cards sure would be nice.. I have a wish list too but what I'm asking for on there is like games and such but they are expensive lol. My amazon can be found by flagpole331@live. I kind of feel bad about posting this..

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I have a new tumblr! Theflagpole31.tumblr.com I also now have a flagpole fan page on twitter encase anything happens like what happened when I lost 8,000 followers... I would really like to get twitter followers Twitter.com/flagpole31

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I kind of want a fresh start on here.. AGAIN. Tomorrow I’ll probably make a new tumblr where I’ll try posting a lot more often. I also just made an official twitter fan page where you can all follow me and get updates encase anything happens to my tumblrs like my last ones lol.

https://twitter.com/Flagpole31

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Important

I kind of want a fresh start on here.. AGAIN. Tomorrow I'll probably make a new tumblr where I'll try posting a lot more often. I also just made an official twitter fan page where you can all follow me and get updates encase anything happens to my tumblrs like my last ones lol.

https://twitter.com/Flagpole31

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So how would you all feel about me posting again? :)

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Lol this is random.

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A sneak peak of what's to come.

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Just so you all know.. I have a girlfriend, her name is Alisha. No she isn't the reason I haven't been posting pics these past couple of days.. I've just been really depressed.. I'm struggling in my life right now. I'm not cutting though, don't worry. Alisha is the only reason I still have my blog up, I was going to delete it but she wants me to keep it. The reason you all get to look at my pics right now is because of her so don't be angry lol. Hopefully I'll be feeling better very soon and get back to posting. Just so you all know too, every pic I've been posting are olddddd pics, I'm excited to get into the new ones, I even just got a hair cut and look good :)